Joonie is so nice. Why is he being so nice to me? I'm just his roomate, nothing else. He treats me so well... i almost feel like i don't deserve it. He's just too kind.

I sipped my milkshake through my straw, looking around the store. He makes me feel so special but I'm really not. I wanna know why. Why is he doing this for me?

"Joonie..?" I called. He looked up. "Hm?" I diverted my gaze and looked down. "Why did you buy me all this? Why do you want me to feel special?" I asked. He looked abit taken aback.

"I.. don't like seeing you upset Mir. I just think you're special and want you to feel like it" Joon said whilst looking down at his phone. He thinks im special? Wow... No ones ever said that to me before.

"Mir, you need to get back into the game. You need to find someone new for yourself" He said. I felt my heart shatter. Find someone new? But i thought i was special to him, how can he just give me away like that?

I don't want anyone else.. "But Joonie, i don't beed anyone else. I'm perfectly fine being single" I said. Its true. Why should i devote myself to another relationship when chances are, it won't last.

"I just want you to be happy" Joon said. I sighed. "I am happy." I don't want anyone else. "Joon.. You make me happy. I don't care about having a boyfriend as long as i have you- my bestfriend."

Now that i concentrated on what i just said, it kinda sounded like i had a crush on him.. That's not the case! Joon slightly smiled. "You find the greatest happiness in love" He said.

I nodded. "And that will come back slowly. I can't fall for someone when my heart is healing" I held his hand. "Thanks Joon." I said. "F-For what?"

"My heart is