https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fieVFcotj5k

♫ SHINHWA – Hurts ♫

I woke up feeling like nothing meant anything anymore. I walked to the bathroom for last time and took a shower. I looked at myself in the mirror and stared at my reflection I looked like crap in simple words. I didn’t felt like me

“Happy now?” I asked to myself as I walked inside the shower

I undressed myself as I leaned against the wall and let the water flow over me. I just wished that the water could take all my problems away but that wouldn’t happen it was too much to ask

After I took my shower I went and dressed myself for the trip back to the Elder’s territory knowing that was the only thing left to do. I looked at my room for last time before I closed the door and walked downstairs

“Good morning” Seoa said picking up a box and piling it up in the living room

“When are we leaving?” I asked with a sigh

“In a few hours” Eunyoung replied as I simply nodded and sat on the table to eat but I wasn’t hungry at all

The atmosphere in the house was all gloomy because we were leaving alone and never coming back and we didn’t even know where we can stay so in the end everything was not the best for us

“I will go and finish packing everything” Hyeran said as she walked upstairs

“Remember to place them carefully since Elder Wu will send some people to pick our stuff up” Eunyoung reminded her as she nodded and resumed her way

“You know you can go with them if you want I don’t really mind” I said as I poked my food bored

“You are conscious of what are you saying?” Yejin asked amused

“No, I luckily remember my name” I said as I looked away

“We won’t leave you, we are a pack and we always stay together in good or bad” Yoojin came in as I nodded

“Do you think there is something for us out there?” I asked as I looked through the window

“If we keep together and never give up I believe there is” Eunyoung said as the rest of the pack joined in the kitchen

“Now we can even go to other areas maybe there too we can find something else” Hyeran said as she sat next to me

“Let’s avoid the Chinese Area, it’ll be hurtful” I said as I tightened my grip

“We will, we know how hard it is” Yoojin patted my back as I smiled a bit

We continue packing everything around the house but my efforts on keeping my mind busy were all in vain, it was impossible to stop thinking about Luhan, he was the best thing that could ever happen to my life but now I have to watch him leave

It was the worst feeling ever because I was given so many times the opportunity to stop it or to join him but I was selfish and just made things worst. I walked to the backyard as I lay in the grass and closed my eyes

*FLASHBACK*

“I Love you Luhan” I said as I lay in the picnic blanket next to Luhan

“I love you too __________” He hugged me tight as I loved his embrace

The way he hugged gave me so much warm and touch that I didn’t wanted to leave and be with him forever, everything had a bright side when I was with him it was like if he was the reason behind my world turning better

“You will never leave me right?” I asked softly as I hid my face in his chest

“I promise I will never do it” Luhan said as he kissed my forehead and I smiled

“Why can’t you stop being so perfect to me” I said as I kissed his lips and he smiled

“Because you deserve the best” Luhan said as he cared my hair and I kissed his cheek

He was always there for me and he was definitely worth every single amount of my love, Luhan was the right for me because he understands and loves me despite my flaws and he is always showing his best face to me no matter how everything is

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I kept with my eyes closed as I felt the breeze against my skin and felt some peace as everything started to feel so calm to my surrounding

Don’t Go… I suddenly heard that and I automatically rose up with my ears up

“Luhan?” I called with hope as I looked around but find no one there

It was such a crappy feeling to even imagine his sweet voice but find out that he was not there and my heart was slowly breaking down into pieces

“______________ we are leaving in 15 minutes” Eunyoung came outside as I nodded

I walked to the living room and finish getting my backpack ready with all the supplies for the two hours trip by foot since we want to take it as normal as possible. I saw everything was already packaged and only we were left to be ready

Even if I am going from here I don’t want to leave him and go with him but right now I am no one to ask for that because I asked for this at the end of the story. I sighed as I placed my backpack over my shoulder

“Everyone ready” Eunyoung asked as we nodded

We walked outside of the house and we locked it. We stayed in front of the house as we stared at it for the last time and I looked to the direction where EXO-M’s house stupidly hoping that Luhan will come and stop but it was useless

“Let’s go” I said as I single tear rolled down my cheek

I turned around as I felt a lump in my throat and took every step thinking I was getting far from him and that all this was a mistake. We took a route near the forest and I just keep asking myself that if I could overcome this pain in the end

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bA6W2AjUuC0

♫ B.A.P – One Shot ♫

As we walk in the forest I could suddenly detect another scent they were not coming alone they were in group and they were many on them it was a mixed group of wolves and jaguars which were the strongest species. I growled as I crouched in defense

“Should we run?” Hyeran asked as I denied with the head

“They will chase