I was sleeping and I suddenly felt a soft light against my eyes I opened them I was infront of a pond there was just a gentle breeze and not a single noise. I looked at my sides to find myself alone I sat on my knees at the edge of the pond I slowly looked at the clear blue pond and as I looked at it a saw a reflection.......

"Lu.....Luhan?" I whispered as I stared at his image

"I am sorry for making you suffer" I heard a voice and I took my view off the pond but I didn't see anyone

"Who.....who is it? I asked as I tried to get up but I couldn't a force made me look again at the pond

My eyes widened now there was just my reflection and there it was Luhan by my side in multiple situations and then suddenly he disappeared I saw myself walking alone then I saw Luhan walking alone no one was with him his gaze was now without life it was all because of my fault. I wanted to touch the water and as I did it the water darkened it was now black and nothing else could be seen. I started crying and suddenly a tear fell into the pond and the water cleared again now it was an icy blue just like Luhan's eyes

"I am sorry for what I've done to you" Again the same voice called

At that precise moment I woke up I was agitated and I was sweating I breathed to calm myself what I saw it was a reflection of what my life was now just a black moment without no one by my side without Luhan by my side. I got up I felt myself without energy, I got a shower and changed as I saw myself on the mirror I saw how dark circles formed at the bottom of my eyes, I hide them with makeup and went out to the kitchen to find my pack except Hyeran drinking coffee in the table

"Good Morning" I managed to say

"Good morning" My pack said as I took a glass of water and sat down

"________ we need to talk with you" Yoojin asked softly

"You can tell me anything now nothing can't go worse" I said as my expression turned cold

"You know that we went to a trip just the 4 of us and that was because of 2 reasons, 1 for you and Hyeran to have a close relationship to EXO-M" Yejin started

"And second?" I asked as I placed the glass of water down

"We were concerned about you being reckless on choosing a mate and we were afraid that would be for a long time so we went to look for some elders to help us, to our surprise they told us not to worry since your heart little by little has softened in the past months and that your heart would finally be able to choose a mate" Eunyoung finally said

"Well they could be right but now I don't have it I just tore his feelings apart and only thought of me, I am such a fool" I said as my hand turned into a fist

"No you are not" A voice suddenly said and I looked up to find EXO-M in the house except for Luhan

"Wha.....What are you doing here?" I said as I got up

"We came to tell you that you don't have to suffer because of this, you and Luhan are both suffering the same and that's a clear fact that is because your hearts are destined to be together" Xiumin said as I tensed my jaw

"But I tore his feelings apart I.....*those painful words came to my mind* I told him that I don't want him as my mate and that's something unforgivable I hurt the most important thing in a wolf's life.............the feeling for his mate" I took a deep breath and a tear slipped through my cheek but I kept my head up

"Luhan loves you ________ and you don't have no idea how much times he whispered your name in the night he really misses you" Tao said with a sad face *Tao I......I am sorry for what I've done to your friend*

"I don't know if I can look at him after what I've done" I lowered my head

"You love him" Chen finally spoke as he took a step forward *I...........I*

"Yes, I.......I love Luhan with all my heart" I said as a little hope started to grow in my heart

"Well then in this moment you should be looking for him and tell him your true feelings and since I know Luhan I bet he would the the happiest wolf in this world by the simple fact of just having your heart and being