Jessica POV

on my way to school

"DAMN DAMN ! really annoying WHY , WHY , why !!!! he's always treat me like i dont have leg or hand. im not baby anymore really annoying" kicking the rock in the street 

Why if im a girl , are the boys thing the better ? really 

I keep grumble all the way to school 

Yes im Jessica from a killer family who has dad and brother a killer but im never can't be one ! not forget to mention im the reason why my mother died, even they keep told me and cheer me , try too manipulating me Really im not that stupid i know whats going on

i know the truth so shut up because no one feel like i fell to be the one ruins everyone happiness

People call me ice princess because i only hang out with my one and only friends Tiffany and ordinary girl with a happy family bless with love.

not because im cold or ERGHH but my condition make me to do so , so i become The cold ice princess 

I really hate when people keep telling me what i can do and what i cant 

im used to lockout my self when i was a child crying remember how i killed my mother because of me , why i must come to this world and take my mom live for the change, why !!

I hate seeing other with their mom it make me sick , sad memories comes everytime i see it 

yeah that pain , that pain , that tears, that fake stupid smile from my dad and my brother i know the wanna cry , i know they miss my mom 

even i never know who she is but i also miss her , i never NEVER ........ fell the touch and love from a mom and that because ....... ME all i have just a photo

 She didnt leave me any ring, necklace, watch or whatever to mention that she care with me , that see wanna be with me even the picture about my mom is the picture she holding my brother 

HUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhh im sigh , my mind spacing out until .............

BRUKKKKK * i hit someone , ohhhh i mean some...... guy 

That guy just staring me without saying anything

"Sorry .... i ii ii ................" after i can finish my word he just walk away 

Damn i thought can he listen to what about im saying , im saying a SORRY a sorry know the word that rare comes out REALLY 

today everything makes me mad They really wanna driving me crazy 

At school 

"hey Jessi !!! why you look so gloomy ? wanna hangout after school ? "tifanny asked me , i think she already know the answer that obivious no , she just ask me for respect our friendship

i already friends with tiffany 2 years , i love being friend with her because she dont ask me many question and didnt have curios about me i think 

"emmm , sorry , but my daddy pick me up after school ", answer me 

"Ahhh ... that's too bad , maybe sometimes we can really hang out together" tifanny say with those hopefully smile

I just remain silence and back focus to our teachers

RIngggggggggggggg the bell's that show school over 

"IM going first my dad already pick me" i told Tiffany and rush to my dad car 

i think Tiffany think's that I a daugther of Someone with a BIG COMPANY see my brother and my dad always protect me and we'll have a car and a house that cost a really LOT of money 

As i arrive in a car

"hows school?" my dad ask me , without any notice i just got mad to him 

i know it's not his fault , and they he's always let me to go , But everytime i go 

I know for sure they watch me or stand around me neither my dad or my brother , and they just say the care that why they do it

I look at my dad face he just calm and keep driving until we arrive at home 

As we arrive in home

Im tired , tommorow i have exercise , i wanna sleep and study i go to my room , i said to my dad 

and as i see , i dont see any sight about my brother 

I look thos face , face of guilty and sad , am i too much to my dad ? but i just wanna fredom is that hard?

i can fight too you know i can protect my self really 

and goes to my room 

This is my life , just like im living in a CAGE really i know they love me , they care or what ever it is 

But really life like this? look like if im out of sight 5 sec im gonna die?

REALLY ? are you serious guys ?

Im already 21 !!! ARGHHHH

i just wanna happy is that hard 

i think love is you wanna see that person happy right ?

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