Was I the Monster

If I Forgot You, Then You Were Never Important

Lunch was now over and you were sure that you didnot look as neat as you were before. Your boyfriend got a bit too touchy and that was never a good thing, because Donghae got too emotional when he was like that. " I love you" was all he repeated the whole time and if an answer wasn't given tears would be seen in his eyes. But you loved that quality about him, you had grown to be the type of person who couldn't stand overly attached people but Donghae was different. He gave you the right amount and you knew how to stop it. All you had to say was " I love you too hone, but I didn' ask you for this much attention!" and it would stop, but that didn't mean that it would stop him from grabbing you the way he did, and that was the reason to your current state.

You sat at your seat trying to fix your hair to the best possible way, but nothing worked. From his familliar voice you heard him whisper " Did I go to far, i'm sorry.", rather than getting mad you couldn't help but smile at him and say " You couldn't help it, and I couldn't stop it cause I liked it you don't need to feel sorry about it."

 

JR P.O.V 

"You couldn't help it, and I couldn't stop it cause I liked it you don't have to feel sorr about it." 

I could hear the two talk to each other. Kim ........'s hair was a mess from ther make out session and her new boyfriend Donghae was apologizing for it. I couldn't help but notice how differently she had answered him compared to when we had dated. She was so harsh and rough about it and she never spoke to me, for the rest of the day. Is this really her, or another person, why did she come back now when there is only one more year of high school left. Where was she all this time? I couldn't help but wonder why did things turn out the way they did and why she acted as though she didn't know me. 

That afternoon I watched her walk out the class happily, smiling brighter than she did with me. Was I really the bad guy. Did I break something that was so beautiful and turn it into what it was a year ago.

"Hyung!'

"What..." I answered back, I hadn't realized that ren had been calling me because I couldn't stop thinking about her.

" Are you okay now hyung, you seem out of it. And you do know that you're supposed to go pick up Hye jin right." 

" yeah... wait what time is it" I answered again with a bit of panic.

" it's only 2:40 pm you can make it in time if you run." 

"Thanks Ren, i'll be leaving." I said to him as I ran ahead, but I forgot to look in front that I ended up bumping into the last person I thought I'd come across.

"I'm so sorry ........-shi I was in a hurry. Let me help you with that." I said to her nervously, as my heart rate rose.

"No, it's okay I'm fine. You can go ahead you saud you were in hurry." 

"....." I wasn't able to say anything to her. The smile she had given me made my heart skip a beat. That hadn't even happened to me when Hye jin had smiled at me lately. Why did things have to turn out the way they did maybe I was the problem between us a year ago. With that thought I ran to find Hye jin, and she walked away towards the opposite direction. I couldn't help it but for a few seconds I turned my head and looked towards her. Did she always look beautiful from the back?

End of JR P.O.V

You were on your way to meet up with your boyfriend, when someone had ran into you. You didn't want to cause a commotion and ruin your mood, so you decided to smile and let him off the hook. You were in more than a great mood because of your boyfriend, and you were looking forward to what the rest of the day  was going to be like. After all your Donghae had asked you out to a date, nothing could be better than that.

 

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I decided to show JR point of view because I thought it would help build the plot. I know its a bit sad, but don't feel too sorry for him cause the PAST isn't so great. I thank everyone who has read my story and I'll be sure to keep updating. 

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