I am so sorry it has been forever! I have had school work and soccer practice and games!! I just had one yesterday!! We won Yay!! So I WILL be uploading a lot more when the season ends!! I promise.

"So back then we didn't have these amazing phones and we had to put all of these videos on DVDs as funny as it sounds." Sehun explained.

We are currently sitting in Sehun's room and sitting on his bed. He was telling me about Luhan and I couldn't help but laugh at them, or rather what I had heard about them.

"Ready?" Sehun asked sitting next to me.

"Yep." I told him.

He pressed play on the remote and the screen went black for a second.

"H-Hi This is Sehun and Luhan!" I heard the  younger Sehun say, maybe just a few years younger.

"Why didn't you say my name first!? I'm older!" I heard another.

"Right respect the elders" Sehun said sarcasticly.

I laughed as Sehun crossed his arms at the new figure, who I'm guessing is Luhan. He was cute.

"Hey! Umma!! Sehun called me an elder! If I'm an elder you're ancient!" He little Luhan said.

I burst into laughter and laughed to the point of me not being able to breathe! Sehun looked at me amused and laughed himself.

"Boys boys, your both teenagers, nobody is old here." I heard my mom's voice say.

"Fine." Sehun sighed.

I watched as the boys started playing soccer, Luhan was obviously better, but they both looked like they were having fun.

"So, does Sehun like the idea of having a sister?" Luhan's mother asked.

"Well, he was a bit skeptical but then he seemed to like the idea." I heard mom say.

"Well, I mentioned that you are having a child and he seemed a bit jealous, but I can assure you that he isn't really. I think he will try to make her his sister too." Luhan's mom said.

"Oh, that sounds sweet. I think that will be good for him. A little sister for the both of them. How cute." My mom laughed sweetly.

I felt a familiar coldness surround me. I felt like I was pressed against a chest. I new who it was of course.

"So he was jealous all of those years?" Sehun questioned himself.

"I'm sure he just wanted to be with you too." I said.

"Actually we were always jealous of something. I guess him helping out with you was just a way for us to even everything out if you think about it." He said.

"Yeah." I agreed.

We continued watching the videos and laughed tons. I couldn't help but sense a longing from my brother so I hugged him. These memories are painful, and he still cared for his friend. I understand him completely. Though I haven't had a friend die so I wouldn't actually completely understand, but he needs someone to be there for him. I am that person and I will always be there for him.

"You know, we have a few videos of us with you after you were born. You want to see them?" He asked.

I nodded a yes for him and smiled. He got up and grabbed another DVD and switched it. When the video I was on the ground in between the two. We were on the couch and they were laughing at something. And I just gave them the 'what the hell is so funny?' look. Then I saw what I was wearing.

"Who dressed me!?" I asked.

"That would be dad. He had a very.... different kind of fashion sense." He said.

"You got that right! Who the hell would where a pinks frilly shirt and red shorts like that!!?" I freaked.

"Language missy. But you would be thankful that when Luhan dressed you, you didn't look half as bad as the at." He laughed.

I only saw what he meant in the next video. I was sitting in Luhan's crossed legs with his arms around me. I looked about 1 in this. I was in green shorts and purple shirt that said 'I Wuv My Brothers' in green. I looked at Luhan's eyes and saw so much love in them. It was painful to think that he died.

"I remember that day. He was playing soccer with you. I was helping mom and dad with the yard. I asked him to take care of you while working. He said yes. And so while we were working he decided to do that" Sehun explained.

The rest of the night Sehun and I watched as many of the DVDs as we could. I laughed, cried, stopped breathing and laughed some more.

It was simply a great night for us.