Okay so first of all I wanna say that I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU GUYS WAIT!!
I've been super busy with school and stuff but lately I reread the fic and decided it needed to have an ending so here you go.

Just to clear any confusion up (this is what i wad trying to portray, but my writing so that's why it might not have been portrayed well OTL) here isnwhat does on with the whole thing:

• IT'S A CYCLE. When Jongin is in the bar in the first chapter, he's crying because Kyungsoo died for the "first" time. Kyungsoo was hit by a car. After Jongin dies at the very end of the story, Kyungsoo is the one crying at the bar. He meets Luhan and will eventually go back in time (like Jongin did) to try and save Jongin from dying. Eventually, he would get hit (therefore saving Jongin) by the car and die like what happend before. Jongin grieves  by going to the bar. (BACK TO SQUARE ONE)
• That's why Luhan seemed familiar to Kyungsoo when he saw him at the red carpet. And this was also why Luhan tells both Jongin (ch 1) that it's been a long time (it's happened over and over!)
• Luhan is "surprised" that Jongin jumped in front of the car to save Kyungsoo in chapter 22 I guess because he's surprised that it happened AGAIN.

OTL

so yeah. if any of that was confusing or if you have questions, put it in the comments and i'll put it here since other people might ne confused about the same thing.

thanks for reading!! :)

(ANOTHER NOTE: the final chapters were written almost 3 years ago lol but I just never posted them cause I kind of fell out of the fandom. For some reason this story came up in my head again the other day and i surprised myself to see that i had finished it but never published the final chapters. again sorry for making you guys wait! and thank you so much for your patience!!! -12/20/2016 )