Closer Now
One of a Kind
[Yoona’s POV]
Wow her house is pretty large & luxurious. I guess most Chois in Korea are rich dudes huh.. Mostly. Not to mention that her car she used to pick me up is a Mercedes Benz SLK *-*
“Here we are” as usual, my Sooyoung opened the door for me
“Omooo.. So big” I’m still spazzing at her house
“Ah? Please, yours must be more than this Yoong. This is nothing” she rubbed her nape
“Come. Or you just wanna stand over there spazzing at my house?”
Pft, of course not. I’d rather spazz on you
“Okayy~” I encouraged myself to dare grab her hand and… I did it! Did you see that? No? She’s smiling! I just hope that she also fell for me
“Soojin-eonni I’m home!!!!” Sooyoung yelled her sister’s name as loud as she can
“Why did she even lock the door” she mumbled clearly
“Hey, sorry eomma & appa were—“ a pretty-looking girl came out of the door, but she couldn’t finish her word when her eyes caught me at her sight. The girl froze
“..What eonni?”
“What your chicken!? Sooyoung, she’s—“
“Shh, I know I know please just let us in first eonni” Sooyoung chuckled & Soojin let us in with wide eyes. I bowed my way in & shown my best smile to the oldest girl
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“I see. Don’t worry, you can stay here, besides all of us are your big fans Yoona. This family loves watching your dramas, we’re good at keeping secrets too” Soojin giggled, followed by her younger sister. I sat by myself in a single sofa & both sisters sat side by side in the sofa before me
“But.. Where should I sleep in?”
“Don’t worry you can sleep with her. Are you okay with that dongsaeng?” Soojin looked at Sooyoung
“A-are you okay sleeping in my room Yoong?” Sooyoung turned to me
“Awww… You made her a nickname. What about your crush dongsaengi?” Soojin shrugged her sister
C-crush?.. Is it true? Sooyoung had a crush already?....
But…. She never.. No. I never asked her, I fell inlove too early…….
Still, do you know how much that single word hurts me?
“Yah eonni, that was a long long time ago don’t embarrass me in front of my bias!” Sooyoung slapped Soojin’s arm & the latter kept laughing
“Yoong.. So, i-is it okay?” the tall girl asked again
“It’s.. fine. Thank you for providing me a place to stay” without looking at her, but forcing a smile
“Okay, let’s get your luggages there. Eonni, don’t—“ Sooyoung stood up so I followed
“Hey this is also my home dongsaeng!”
“Don’t follow” Sooyoung shot a deadly glare to her sister
“Yes sir” Soojin immediately left us
Being the gentlewoman she is, she carried the heavy luggages while I carried the light one. I followed her upstairs & noticed how wide the 2nd floor is. But.. it’s not that easy to distract my heart mind from thinking about Sooyoung’s past crush Soojin-eonni mentioned
“Here it is. Please don’t comment about my room Yoong” she pats my head
“Okay..”
She opened the door & lead me in, then she closed it. She placed my luggages near the edge of the wall & the AC. The walls are painted in sky blue, with a double bed (one up & one down), & anything else is pretty tidy.
“Welcome to my room. Where do you wanna sleep? The upper bed or the bottom?”
“…” I’m sorry Soo, I can’t focus. I’m deep in thought, I came here to get hurt..
“Yoong, what’s—“
[Sooyoung’s POV]
“Welcome to my room. Where do you wanna sleep? The upper bed or the bottom?” the princess sure need to sleep in the upper bed though
“…”
I dunno what’s on her mind lately that she seems pretty distracted. I haven’t really asked her much personal stuffs because I’m afraid that she’ll doubt me again. I know actresses & celebrities like her must be busy, they have a lot on their mind & they must be tired most of the time. But as a good fan of her, I only want to make her happy & protect her. Is she tired of me? Does she want me to stop bothering her life? Am I starting to get obsessed?
She stood still & not moving an inch, I get pretty suspicious as she also hid her face with her bangs. So I decided to approach her & lift her chin to see her face
“Yoong, what’s—“
“Yoona, why are you crying?” as soon as I saw that her eyes are rolling tears down her gorgeous face, I ran into the bed & positioned her to sit.
She’s crying silently, soundless, she’s holding it
“Now, now Yoona.. Tell me so you can feel better” I hugged her & calmed her down by patting her head
“I….. I.. missed my appa. I’m sorry for making you worried..” she sobbed
“Why?”
“I.. Don’t know” she pulled off from the hug. She seems uncomfortable now, in my hug..
You know what’s strange? Whenever I hugged her, she never pulled off first. This one, she pulled off & she didn’t even hug me back. And it feels a bit rough when she pulled away, like pushing me back. I admit it kinda hurt..
I mean, of course I have feelings toward her if she’s my bias.. But, tell me….
This is just a fangirl-bias feelings, right? That one when you feel hurt to be doubted? Hurt when you got your hug roughly pulled off? We—Me & her, we only knew each other for 3 days…. It’s impossible that this is.. love... right?
“Are you tired? You should sleep. I won’t go anywhere” I kept comforting her
“You don’t need to do that” Yoona’s tone sounds like.. expelling me
“If you have something to do then you better do it. Don’t prioritize me over everything, you’re not my personal bodyguard” she wiped her tears with her hand (auth. : I wonder how much that hurt lol)
“Look, I don’t know what’s on your mind but if you’re annoyed by something then don’t throw it on me. You just said that I’m your bestfriend & I’ll think twice before being your bestfriend if I’m only gonna be treated like this” I encouraged myself to fight her back
She finally looked at me
“Sorry, I know I’m selfish I’m really sorry..” she looked away again, but exhaling
There’s something I need to start asking you then
“Yoong.. Can I ask you something?” I’m a pretty straightforward person so it’ll be easy for me to ask questions that’s usually difficult for other peoples
“What is it?” her smile looks a bit forced
1..2..3!
“Are you dating any idol? Or actor?” Finally! My no. 1 curiosity
“No, I’m not dating anyone & I never dated anyone before. I don’t wanna date idols or actors, then both will always be busy” her smile changed into a pleasant one, the one I used to know. What could she be thinking earlier? I think she lied
“Good then”
“Wh-why..?” she stuttered
Eh.. what did I just said?
“I-I mean.. Yes, I agree. You should date peoples that are not celebrities”
Shoot, why did I say that? Now she could be thinking that I hope she wanna date me… Ugh this is completely wrong *scratches head*
“How about you Soo? Any crush, ex, or date?” she asked, continuing the topic
“No ex, no date. Only a crush at this moment..”
Maybe I said a crush, but I really don’t know who.. is it still Taeyeon? Or is it you, Yoona? Is it okay to fell emotionally inlove with your bias?
“Is this person the one Soojin-eonni mentioned?”
“Haha, I don’t think so Yoong” I’m sure. It’s obviously not her, I think it’s….
“Will you tell me who this lucky person is?” this is the first time I see her puppy eyes & it’s so frickinnnnn adorable
“I’ll tell you one day” I pinched her cheeks hungrily & she pouted
Should I try asking her out? I wanna make sure if I’m really falling for her, or something inside me starts to bloom towards her.
Who would ever thought, a fangirl-bias love could turn into something personal?
I need to make sure of this as soon as I can
“Let’s just stay home for today Yoong. It’s raining outside”
(A/N : hiyaaa, love rain! Day 3 end~)
I know I've been missing all this time & I'm rly sry cz right now I'll give double updates! (:
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