DEUNGHAE POV

So next morning, at 5.30am, all NU’EST’s artists and stylists are gathered in the main building to get all the tools. We must be sure we have everything because this shooting is very important and we can’t forget anything: we’ll be two hours of driving from here. At 6am, everyone gets in the van, except me and HyeRim who get in the car with HyunKi, and leave toward the wood. I’m really worried, but I manage to take a short nap (I don’t know how). As we arrive, I get off the car and I’m paralyzed: the wood looks a lot like the one of my childhood. “Ottoke?” I think

I suddenly feel a warm hand on my shoulder « I’m here Blue » Oppa whispers to me.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath and I think “I can do this”

When I open my eyes, HyeRim is smiling to me. “I can do this” I repeat. And I head toward to wood.

It’s noon now, and I’m in the car with Oppa and HyeRim. We’re getting back to the company. Everything went better than I thought: I was so focused on my work that I rarely thought about the past, and whenever I did Oppa was there to comfort me. I never thought I could do that.

« You were great DeungHae! » HyeRim says

« I know » I smile

« It seems like you moved on » HyunKi says

« Not really » I admit « You’ve helped me a lot »

« Anyway, you’ve acted really well »

« Thanks » I say. Then I fall asleep

« Wake up baby » I hear Oppa calling me. So I wake up and get off the car.

« Good work, see you at the dorm » HyeRim and I say to him

« Bye girls »

A few seconds later, NU’EST join us.

« I’m hungry » Baekho complains. The other members nod

« The let’s go eating » I propose

« YEAH!! » they all scream

But we don’t have so much time, they have to practice a lot for the new album.

So we hurry to eat and then go to the building B. They end at 10pm, later then usual. we walk out and I say « See you tomorrow. Good night »

« Where do you think you’re going? » Monica asks me

« To the dorm, wae? » I ask surprised

« We have more shooting » she says

« What?! » I yell, and HyeRim and the guys too

« Yes, has no one told you? »

« No » I admit

« And where are we going? » Ren asks

« To the wood, of course »

« What?! » HyeRim and I say together

« Ne, why? »

« No, no, no » I whisper, panicking « I can’t do it again today »

« Can’t it be done another day? » HyeRim asks

« No, we don’t have time later » Monica answers

So HyeRim hugs me: « I’ll be with you, don’t worry »

« I can’t »

« You can! You did it this morning and you will do this again now… »

« It’s too much for just one day »

« There’s no other way » she says hugging me tighter

« Ok » I whisper « I’m trusting you my health » I whisper to her. Then I let her go and say to the others: « Ok, let’s go »

REN POV

« What?! » HyeRim and DeungHae say together

« Ne, why? » Monica asks

DeungHae starts whispering something, but I can’t understand what

« Can’t it be done another day? » HyeRim asks

« No, we don’t have time later » Monica answers

HyeRim hugs DeungHae and they say something to each other

“Probably she has a date, that’s why she doesn’t want to go” I think

After a while, DeungHae let HyeRim go and says: « Ok, let’s go »

We part in two vans and start heading to the wood. I sleep for all the time, and I think the others do too. When we arrive, we go at the same place of this morning and the girls make our make-up. We start the shooting, and I can’t help but look at DeungHae: HyeRim is hugging her, but she seems fine. “Maybe it was really because she had a date with that manager Song”. Then I focus on my work.

We change 4 or 5 make-up, and every time DeungHae seems to be fine, professional as usual.

« It’s done. We’ve worked hard » the photographer finally says. It’s 1am

« Thank you! » we all smile, and we rush to the girls to remove our make-up. Then we head first to the van. After a few minutes I hear HyeRim yelling: « No! »

We all turn around and run to her. She’s holding DeungHae, who seems asleep

« What’s wrong? » JR asks

« What happened? » Aron asks too

« Ya! Please bear it a little more. Don’t surrender now! DeungHae! » HyeRIm keeps yelling, as she can’t hear us

« Please answer! » I say to her, leaning toward her. So I can see DeungHae better: she’s not breathing! No wait, she’s breathing, but her breath is so weak and slow…

HeyRim seems to get back to her senses and says to me: « We have to bring her out here as soon as possible! » then she talks to DeungHae again: « Please, bear it!! »

I take DeungHae in princess’ mode and start running as fast as I can. I’m not even looking to where I’m going. That’s why I crush on something and almost fall