REN POV

I take DeungHae in princess’ mode and start running as fast as I can. I’m not even looking to where I’m going. That’s why I crush on something and almost fall. Well, it’s not something, it’s manager Song. He takes her away from me and put her on the floor while yelling at me: « What did you do to her? »

« Nothing » I answer, but he isn’t listening to me anymore, he’s talking to her

« Ehi Baby! Wake up! Please, come back!.... I’m here, can’t you feel me? It’s not that time » he keeps telling her. When he see that HyeRim has arrived too he yells at her, angry: « Why did you let her come her at night?! You knew this would happen! »

« I had no other choice! Please help her! » she yells back

« DeungHae listen to me! You must come back to me, understand? Don’t surrender now! You’re strong, you can do this… you’re not a child anymore, can’t you feel that your body is grown up? Should I make you aware of that? » manager Song says to DeungHae. Since she’s not moving, he leans on her and kisses her. I feel anger grow inside me.

DEUNGHAE

“That’s good” I’m thinking while removing the make-up form their faces. “Just a little more”. I’ve managed to bear it well, thanks to HyeRim’s help. Now I have to be strong for a little longer. We start heading to the van.

“Just until you reach the van, you bear it just for… how much? Where is the van?”

“Don’t loose your mind now!” I order to myself “You know where the van is, it is…” and I look around to see if I can recognize the way I came from. But what I see is a different place, but one I know too well. “No, not now. I almost did it” I think

I hear HyeRim yelling: « No! » “no, I must stay there” I think, trying to focus on her voice. But I hear it farther now, everything is fading…

Someone is holding me in his arms…

I’m laying at the ground, I’m all wet because of the rain, it’s so dark. All my muscle hurt.

« Ehi Baby! Wake up! » I hear a voice screaming, but it’s so far away “it’s not real” I think. “I’m so tired, I should just sleep”

« You’re strong, you can do this » the voice screams again

“Oppa!” I suddenly realize. I try to get up, but I can’t

« Can’t you feel that your body is grown up? Should I make you aware of that» Oppa says again

“I know Oppa, I’m trying my best to come back, but I can’t”

Then I suddenly feel a soft pressure on my lips. “What is this?” I wonder. Then the pressure becomes stronger, a feel something wet in my mouth.

I suddenly wake up, and HyunKi is kissing me! “What’s happening?!” it’s the first thing I can think about. Then I see Ren looking at me, and I shirk form the kiss

« Are you awake? » Oppa asks me

« Ne » I whisper

He takes me in princess’ mode and head out the wood. He puts me in his car and brings me to the dorm. Once we arrive, he takes me in his room

« Oppa, why here? » I ask

« Tell me: why?! » he yells. I just wait: I know he is angry at me, I should just let him vent it. After all, I deserve it « Why did you go there? You knew what was going to happen! »

« I knew » I admit

« So why did you do that? »

« They said that there won’t be any time later. They said that today was the only day to do this shooting »

« Was it more important that your life? » he asks astonished

« I thought I could bear it… » I say, looking down

« You….. » he starts « There’s no point in saying this now. Tomorrow I’ll call the company and tell them you’re going back »

« Oppa, please, don’t »

« Wae? Are these guys so important to you? You know the rules… »

« I know » I interrupt him « And you should know what happens if I go back now »

He just looks at me

« You said I have a chance to be free, sooner or later… well, if I go back now, I’m going to loose even that only one chance, if it exists » I say looking him in the eyes

« Sorry » he says looking down « I haven’t thought about that. Now go back to your room, HyeRim will be worried »

« Oppa, look at me », and once he does it, I smile to him « Thank you for worrying about me, and sorry for making you worry » then I kiss him on his cheek and whisper to him « Good night Oppa »

« Good night Blue » he answers before I walk out

So I go back to my room. As I enter HyeRim hugs me: « You scared me, babo! »

« Sorry » I whisper

« Are you ok now? » she asks

« Yes, I’m fine »

« That’s a relief »

« Now let’s sleep, it’s been a tiring day » I say, and I fall asleep

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