(Bold - Bias)

(Italic - You)

It's been over 7 months since you saw your idol boyfriend. Being an understanding girlfriend, you try to cope with it.  You knew what you're getting yourself into but didn't really realize that it'll be this lonely. As days - weeks go by, calls were lessened. Messages left unanswered. Your 3rd anniversary was forgotten. Coming home to an empty house was the worse. You can feel the cold and emptiness in the air mocking you. Never in your life have ever felt this lonely. Not only your surroundings changed but you, yourself, as well. Your friends have noticed. You changed. You were less active in engaging conversations. Always turning down their offers to hang out. You were even avoiding your own family as they will definitely say "I warned you" since they didn't really approve of your boyfriend. 

Another night came - thinking that you'll be coming home to an empty house. You notice another set of shoes lined up in your living room. You knew it was your boyfriend's and yet you didn't bother. Instead of jumping for joy, you just ignored it. You weren't feeling any excitement anymore. The spark that you once felt for him was gone.

Soon after, your boyfriend came out of the kitchen with a cup of water on his hands. He quickly placed it down the coffee table in the middle of the living room and quickly came into you with a bone crushing hug. He quickly pulled away sensing that something is wrong.

"Jagi, why do you look so down? Aren't you happy to see me? It's been a while.."

"I know. I'm happy to see you"
 

" Doesn't look like it. What's wrong?"
 

" What do you mean? I'm happy! See." Putting on a smile
 

" I've known you since I can remember. And right now your lying. Tell me, what's going on?"
 

" I don't know. I know I've missed you but now that you're here.." You said looking at the ground
 

" I know what I'm getting myself into but I didn't know it'll be this hard. That's why when you left, part if me left as well. I felt empty. I have no will to do anything anymore. The calls and messages aren't helping. And when you stopped answering and replying me back,