After my brother auditioned and got in quickly; he gets home or apartment really late. Sometimes he would call and sometimes wouldn't at all. I became upset at this, but I knew what trainee life is like. So I can't blame my brother, but the trainers that train him.

Soon after all the preparings and dance practices my brother and his group debuted with the song called 'MAMA.' I have to say that my Ge Ge got more handsomer keke. Well, before they debuted my brother told me that he will be moving to the dorms with s. So I was thinking that I will be all by myself until he told me that he requested for me to stay in a dorm across the hall from them.

They were times when I tell him not to work so hard, but he didn't listen to me. Every time he came home I would stay up and make some herbal drink or tend his waist pain. 

As a fangirl I knew there were Sesang Fans, which are what I call CSTNBD or Crewpy Stalkers That Never Back Down. I warn him about ll these things and he seemed calm? I got angry cause how can he Keep Calm when there are these stalkers that stalk them forever or maybe keep stalking him when he gets married.

Before he went to the airport I told him to be careful cause there will be lots of fans crowding around and lots of pushy fans. He told me not to worry and how can I not worry when I've been a K-Popper since 2003 when DBSK debuted. And he only became one after I showed him SHINee when they were promoting 'Lucifer.' That's when he decided to be a singer/dancer.

As my brother was in China, promoting I'm still in Korea enjoying the Kpop store and buying things there once in a while. I've been to EXO-K's performances while I watch my brother in the computer. I haven't met the members personally, but I do have a crush on two of them. Shh don't tell Ge ge! 

When promotions ended and are preparing for the next album I asked my Ge for any details. He shook his head and changed the subject. I pouted at him while he laughs and pats my head.

As time passed their were leaks of the song and the dance. I became so mad that I somehow broke the living room table. My Ge came to visit me and stood by the living room shocked at what I did. Of course I knew Martial Arts, but breaking a table is something I don't do. 

Then there are all these videos that said 'EXO WOLF *LEAKED* 'EXO WOLF'' or 'EXO WOLF COMEBACK SONG.' I'm like is people dumb or something? I'm sorry, but do you know how hard my Ge and the rest of EXO is preparing. I guess not cause if you knew how hard they work then you wouldn't even spread the leak and these fake songs so others can believe that it's true.

Everytime I'm on Facebook someone's says 'Is this real or fake?' Then I would comment 'Please don't believe anything unless SM has released it.' 

Now that a whole year has passed and my Ge told me that their comeback is near, I couldn't help but jump around in joy. Ge Ge would then call me a crazy person and finish his food that I made for him.

While my Ge is going out to the company I would do song covers of EXO songs Korean and Chinese; also dance covers. Now I can't wait to do song cover and dance cover. There was this one time my Ge came over to my place early to visit me; he saw me practicing MAMA. He taught me the ones I had trouble on and corrected me.

Finally the teaser came out and it is ONLY 30 seconds. But I refresh the page and watched it over and over again. The night when the teaser came out Ge Ge came to see me. I jumped on him and he twirled me around. I congratulated him and also told him he looked funny. He pushed me lightly on the shoulder and told me that it was called 'acting.' I laughed at him and played the video. I also showed the part where Chen is laughing and screen shot it.

Then another teaser came out, and it was hell again. (Not really.) Now there were lots of immature ones that were like 'Omo my Kai Oppa kissed her!! How dare that girl!!' 'I will kill her!!!' 'F*** her!' Or 'how can you do this to me Kai Oppa!?!?!?' And here I am sitting infront the computer saying 'Immature much?! Them two are just doing their jobs! Calm your down!' 

Now Ge ge hairstyle is just a 'no.' I can't believe they chopped off his beautiful hair! And then there Kai with a really ewwy hairstyle. I mean I can do better! I've styled Ge Ge hair before and he liked it. He even told me my hairstyling is better.

Next there's the MV! Fangirling all over the place. My Ge came to my place to see how I am doing. I told home I am fine just busy fangirling.

"Mei wanna know when our comeback stage is?" He asked me.

"Of course Ge! I'll definitely go and cheer Gurae Oolf Nega Oolf Awooo~ Ah Saranghaeyo! But Ge seriously the Ah Saranghaeyo part creeps me out." I told him.

"Well it.." He stopped and looked at me. I laughed and replied.

"Can't be helped. You know Ge how I'm a fast learner." 

"Yep and I bet you can starting singing the song in the next 4 days?" He guessed.

"No 2 days." I corrected him holding up two fingers.

"Hao Xiao Mei. The comeback is on the 30th." He patted my head like he always does.

Now I start to wonder if s wonder where he goes after practice and schedules.

"Ge do the others know where you go?"

"I tell them that I'll be visiting my little sis across the hall." 

"Bwoh! You told them that!"

"And what's wrong with that?"

"Then that means you have to introduce them to me!" I said excitedly.

"Oooo~ Xiao Mei has a crush on someone~"  He teased me.

"I do not." A light shade of red showed on my cheeks.