"Seungri, don't forget, today you have to check your health at hospital, i'll pick you up at 10.00 am, prepare your self because it'll take a long time" seungri manager calls seungri in the morning to remaind him about the test at hospital. "Ok hyung, i just wake up, i'll wait you at dorm, thanks hyung" seungri ends the call in hurry. He runs to the bathroom and bend down his head to the sink. He throw up the food that he ate last night. Actually last night he got fever after come back at dorm in midnight. They had photo shoot for their cover album. He didn't tell to his hyungs about the fever because he know that all his hyungs will be worry and make him to rest. Fortunately he still had medicine for he fever. But this morning he feels nausea that make him to vomit. "Seungri....breakfast ready. We're waiting you" Youngbae shout from outside seungri room.  "Hyung, you can breakfast first, i'm still take a bath, i'll go soon"    This day all members bigbang except seungri have schedule. So seungri doesn't worry his hyungs will know  if he take medical test at hospital all day. After breakfast his manager pick him up and drop him to the hospital.   "Mr. Lee, let me ask you some question before we start medical test today."   "Doctor, you can call me Seungri, its more familiarly"   "Well, Seungri, what do you feel? Your hyung told me that you always in pain, that's right? "   "Yes doctor, i always feel dizzy and sometimes i got headache. In the morning when i wake up i feel nausea that make me want to vomit. If i work to tired my body got bruise and i feel so weak"   "Did you sweating at night when you sleeping?   "How do you know? I'm always sweating when i sleep but i feel cold. Sometimes i got fever too. Doctor, according to the symptoms that i have, what kind of disease i've got? I'm realy scared if i've got maglinant disease"   "For now i can't tell yet what disease you've got, because we need to run some test to ensure my prediction. Well, are you ready seungri?"   "Yes doctor. I hope it won't take time too long"   That day seungri runs several test. Its take all days and make seungri very tired. After finished all tests, the doctor tell seungri that the result just come out tomorrow. He can come again tomorrow to get the result. . Seungri realy hungry after run the test at hospital because that day he skip his lunch. Seungri manager drop him to the dorm at early night after he got dinner first. Seungri manager just sigh when realize that seungri sleep well beside him. "Seungri..you have to be strong . You must be have hard time now, just be patient, do it for your hyung and for your self ok" seungri manager wishpered while he look at seungri who sleep peacefully.         "Hyung...what time will you pick me up to hospital? I'm ready now, i'm waiting you" seungri calls his manager to ask him when he will pick up to hospital. "I'm on the way. You look happy seungri, does something happens to you today?" The manager look curious hear seungri voice a bit cheer. "No hyung, i'm just full of spirit today, hurry hyung, i can't be patient now" seungri just smile widely when answer his manager.     "Seungri, i've got the result for the test yesterday. But...."   "Is it something bad happen to me, doctor ? Just tell me, i'm ready to hear doctor"   "You've got leukemia"   "Leukemia? Hyung......." He look at to his manager and He didn't realize he can't hold his tears which suddenly run in his cheeks. "Are you sure doctor? I mean, do you check again the result?"   "Yes seungri, i've cheeck it yesterday, and the result you've got leukemia in stage two. Fortunately your disease is found at the beginning stage. So you can get the medication early. Your disease still can cure if you get the right medication and you don't give up. I'll help you to face it, can you understand what i mean?" Seungri just keep quit don't say anything, he just sobbing in silent, his body trembling hold the sadness which he feel now.   "Seungri, are you ok?" Seungri manager pull seungri to his embrace while seungri still sobbing. "Its ok seungri, if you want to cry, just cry, we can find the medication for