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Kiyoung and i now in my mother in law place. she ask me to visit her because she has a feeling there's something happened between us, our familly.

"How long is your annual leave ?" both of us sit on a couch

"twodays , to day and tomorrow"

"good, so you will have a lot of time with your familly"

"ne eomma"

"is there something happened between you two?" held my hands

"eh, nothing eomma."

"are you serious?"

"ne, actually it's only misscomunication cause of missunderstanding between us. anyway, how did eomma know?"

"you know sometime you can see anyone feels from their expresion, and the trust words come from their eyes."

"ne, eomma"

"your expression and your eyes said there is somethng you two hidding from me"

"i'm sorry eomma, i can't be a good and perfect wife for your son"

"no you shouldn't be perfect. trust me, my son love you just the way you are"

"ne eomma, i'll try my best"

"okay, what's your planning today?" she smile meaningfully, then i look at kiyoung who play with her ball.

 

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I let the taxi bring me to the place. I let out a sigh while look outside the window. What happened with me? am i feel nervous now? my hand shaking . I press the number on my mobile phone

"yoboseyo!"

"ah eomma, is kiyoung doing well?"

"ne, remember she is a good girl."

"eomma?"

"ne!"

" am i should do this?" my another hand keep shaking

"ne, how many time i should answer you? Yes Yes and Yes"

"but, eomma i feel nervous now" i heard her laughing on a phone

"you can do it! kiyoung say it to your eomma"

"Babbbabababa!"

" yaa kiyoung ah you should say, eomma hwaiting!" i only laughing with this my mother in law act

"alright eomma thank you, say I love you to kiyoung"

"ne say it your self" she seems give the speaker to kiyoung

"Kiyoung ah I love you!" and i heard kiyoung scream and laughing after that, so i cut off the phone call.

at the same time the taxi driver as me wheteher is this the place that i supposed. I nodded and give the payment to the driver.

once more time, i let out a sigh and held a food package on my hand tightly. My ayes keep looking around whether there is some one who i knew. i walk a bit nearer to the enterance building. fom behgind the glass door i saw a familiar figure. I walked in to the building trough the lobby. people were every where.

I wave my hand once the familiar figure guy look at my direction

"anyeong!"

"anyeong , how have you been?"

"good, what about you ?"

"good. is every one having a break this time?"

"i guess yess, but it has been ten minutes then. anyway long time no see since both of you still dating" he teas me

"ne. where is he?"

"t-t-t-tt-toilet!"

" are you guys have your meal ? i bring a lot of food "

"aaah, niceu wifeu!"

"JIntaek hyung! where shoud.. we.. go.." i'ts him, gikwang's voice he seems surprissed with my presence

"your wife here!"

"hay!" he was sighing

"i bring you some food, no need to go outside or buy something for eat"

"good, let's eat then!" jintake oppa us to the place where we can eat but ...

"Oppa, wait for me! why you left me?" a girl scream from my behind. i saw a girl run toward us and stopped surprisely saw my presence.

" hmm, let's go" jintaek oppa signed

"ah, seems i need to go outside buy some food" the girl utter

"no need, you come with us, i bring a lot of food" i replay her

" ___-ah" gikwang held my hand but i keep walking follow behind jintaek oppa.

I open the food package that i bring  and every one takes the food one by one, but we can't avoid an akward momment between us.

" long time no see since that night, hyunah" i say it coldly but she just smile coldly

"ah anyeong!" she bow

"hmm, it's delicious" gikwang say it tray to break the akwardness but failed

"so do you like it?"

" yes ofcourse"

"do you enjoy it?"

"so much"

" of course you enjoy it not because of the food" i smirk at hyuna who sat infront of me

"____-ah please don't start it again" he was whispering

" enough!" i stand suddenly and evryone look at me

"you guys keep eating and enjoy the food" I walk toward the door plan to leave the room

"and enjoy your break time" i looked back once and saw gikwang to do noyhing only lowernig his head to the floor and sigh.

And his act just make me getting angry, why he just sit there and sigh, he supposed to be hold me to not leave the room or does he really enjoy with that girl? Every time i saw that girl at the same place, same momment with him i feel my bold boiled up to my head.

I held my tears and walked to the rest room. then i heard some one taps on the floor. and grab my hand.

"_____-ah what happpned?"

" nothing"

"lying"

" I hate her!"

"I hate you!" he helds my arm tightly when he heard that word from my mouth

"why? is it because of her?"

" I hate my self who always find you guys together" now i can't held my tears anymore

"but it's not like on your thingking"

"but the truth is ,i always find your moment together. plus i knew what is her feeling toward you"

"LISTEN! i never did that, i never cheat on you!"

"i don't need your explanation" i tried to walked off from him , but he grab my hand

"Listen ___-ah i never cheat on you. I never jelaous on you, i trust you even on that day you celebrating kiyoung b'day with doojoon hyung. i'm still trust you. please trust me!"

I'm just let a sigh

" I also knew what doojoon hyung feel toward you, you also know that right, but you still go out with him and seems that you give him a chance"

"tsk , now you blame me huh! Doojoon oppa is my friend, my best friend. he always with me once i need him."

" so married him!"

"WHAT!" i can't held my tears and start to sobbing i take random taxi . I knew hi facepalming after his word.

I don't care what the taxi driver thingking, i keep sobbing and my eyes keep red. I take kiyoung from my mother in law place. she look at me worried but i keep quiet while she keep asking me.

As Kiyoung and i arrive at our appartment, i put her on crib and look the door tightly. I believe he will come early but i will not let him in.

I heard knocking on the door. It's him, and he come faster than i tought.

"did you change the password" he scream from outside

"yaa i won't let you in to this house"

"____-ah i di not mean that word, please let me in and explain to you" he keeps knocking

"no, I think i need a break to you."

"NO! _______-ah let me in"

"don't be so noisy kiyoung is sleeping, and i will go to the bed room, Bye!" i lying and only sit behind the door while sobbing quietly

"____-ah let me in. i'm sorry for those word i utter just now."

I hate this situation. I saw him pleading outside from the camera.

"I'm sorry"

"I love you ______-ah, i wish you trust me"

I Love you too, but this situation very dificult for me, but i just need time to break for a while. I tought this matter will make up but end with break up, give me a break! I sobbing harder!