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EMPTINESS

A/N: Ignore any grammatical & spelling mistake

 

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" My eyes raining,drenching the dry dreams in tears.,

sleep crying in the cornerlids.,

clouds depicting the weather of separation,

getting friendly with the black dark night.,

the words keep ringing in my ear.,

every second,every moment,every memory.,

i've forgotten, i've forgotten

then why the thought of you brought tears to me"

 

 

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The dark grey clouds swallowing ever beaming bright round moon allowing thick deep blackish-purple shade blanket to spread over the entire sky,a dead silent echoed  through the darkness followed by the tip - tip sound of the rain,hitting the cemented road, the petite,vulnerable silhoutte standing in the middle of the sreet drenching her to bone letting her cloth clinge to her delicated figure acting as a second skin.The cold icey wind brushed her already wetty paled skin giving her chicken skin but who cares,too busy grieving over her lost ; even before getting any chance to win.Eyes eyes staring ahead the window where her lost reside. The weather was gloomy , which reflected her own. Face glimmering under the dark night ,brown eyes red  with tears and rain mercillesly pouring over her, bitting the trembled lower lips her memeory travelled back to the time where she saw him for the first time,that day was also drizzling , it was that rainy day his voice pulled a string in her heart, causing her heart to pounder endlessly in her ear, making her numb, stiff, allowing no thought to circulate through her but only letting  his voice to block all coherent thought. But now she is standing under the same sky,pearl of raindrop hitting , pricking  realising her the reality of the truth . The girl is standing here only to let her feeling go, go which she isn't ready to ; closing her eyes as she silently drank her pained-tear, gulping the formed lump in

 

" Let me love you as a woman to a man for tonight"

 

Her right hand tighten in a fist ; white due to extreme pressure as the nails dig them into her palm, as if holding  her love for him in them.Bringing the fist under her chin letting them open she blew air over them as if sprinkling a magic spell, then she opened her eyes realising the love she had trapped in her fist had already slipped out of her hand ,this time forever.

 

" Good bye my love,from tommorow i'll be only your friend, just a friend"

 

A word " friend " a six letter word which pricked her heart," painful ", all she could describe

The heart broken girl turned away walking down the street like a dead person as if she'd just shed her soul but not before giving a last longing glance over lost .

 

 

 

The girl comletely lost in her thought stopped walking when realised somebody had sheltered her with a umbrella,she looked up to see the owner of the umbrella

 

" you..."

 

 

 

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Yonghwa saw a silhoutte walking away down the street, squinting his eyes in confusion he tried to study the features, perhaps a girl shrugging he closed his window and stomped toward his bed. Bending down he slid out a black box from under it and gently placed the box on the bed,taking a deep handful of breath the boy removed the cover only to reveal a blue mini size guitar, his finger brushing over the two letter "SH" engraved on it.

 

" I'll forget you "

 

 

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" thank you! shi yoon ah" Shinhye said for accompanying her to home

" It's nothing shinhye ah! see it really getting cold and chilly and you're already drenched, go inside"

Giving a small smile and bowing the girl paddled off

The boy saw her retreating back dissappear behind the door , a small smile dancing on his lips

 

"Finally i found you"

 

Shinhye and shi yoon were childhood friends and classmate.Shi yoon's father got transfered to state ,so their family had to move out of seoul eight years ago.Now he is back in seoul with his cousin on a vacation or perhaps a excuse to find her.

 

"you've grown into a beautiful girl shinhye!"

 

 

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Shinhye's pace slowed down when she spotted Yoghwa waiting for her at their usual spot, taking a long breath, wiping any trace of tear from her eyes and muttering some encouring words she marched toward him.

"hey Yongwa" she said huffing-puffing faking a cheerful mood

The boy just smiled ,plugged in her black head phone walking ahead leaving shinhye to trail behind him.The girl tried to match his speed taking long stride with her short legs. The boy saw her struggling keeping up with him from the corner of his eyes so he stopped.

Shinhye arched her brows at him to which he tugged at her hand and threaded his finger with her giving her a lopsided smile before walking again.

A beat skipped in shinhye's heart at the sudden contact,once again her heart sank realising it to be his friendly gesture nothing more, a lump again formed in blinking her eyes several time for the nth time she continued walking toward their school

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On the other side Yonghwa couldn't help but steal glance at their threaded hands and a slow smile found their way. Remembering how she cagged him between her arm, he is sure she won't leave him, always be beside him,he himself don't know why he told her everything about his past but the thought of living without her freaked him out and he doesn't care an all. The only thing he remember is the feeling of being in her warm , safe protecting embrace.

For the first time he is sure , he is letting go off his past for good, everything is good if Shinhye is beside him. 

 

 

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School is in chaos, all the teacher-student are in hussle-bustle busy in preparing for the annual prgram to be held on two weaks from now on. Shinhye is the incharge of the props and costume while yonghwa isolated himself from performing on the stage  as  he is in no mood to entertain people, so he settled himself  helping in other works off satge

 

After a long tiring day at school the two buddies were walking toward the gate, when shinhye spotted a familiar figure leaning against the wall

" Shi yoon ah!" she whispered , Yonghwa looked at the direction

"You know him?? " he asked

"hmm.." nodding her head stalked toward him

" ah! shi yoon ah! nice to meet you" shinhye said with a smile

"Hey shinhye ah!" he said gesturing her " i was wondering..if we can go on a coffee treat..toge.the..r " he trailed off

"No!  she is busy" Yonghwa said in cold irritating voice trailing behind shinhye

Shinhye eyed him before turning to shi yoon

" no shi yoon ah! i'm free now"

 

 

 

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The were sitting in a cafe after giving their order waiting for shi yoon's cousin arrival .Yonghwa also tagged himself not liking the feeling, Shinhye alone with Shi yoon much to Shi yoon's pleasure.

Shi yoon and Shinye got busy reminiscing about their childhood memories, while Yonghwa was sitting in dead silence eyeing Shi yoon clearly not liking the way he is staring at her and stealing her attention.

 

The cafe door opened with a creek sound revealing a female figure, Shi yoon's cousin.

"Ah! there's my cousin" Shi yoon said pointing at the entrance.

Shinhye, Yonghwa whose back are facing the door ,ly to be hit by the shock of their life.

" Shi yoon 's cousi.n is  Seohyun...." They whispered

 

 

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Wendy-1977 #1
Chapter 3: Continue yongshin story
Irahsousa
#2
Chapter 9: Por favor continue essa história.♥️
Reakempis #3
Chapter 9: omg.. authonim.. pls.. continue your story..
reeshu #4
Chapter 9: Please continue the story authornim.
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Chapter 9: author,,continue please
Anding2810 #6
Chapter 9: Why this have to be hiatus??? it would really good if you continue this one too....
jacqueline1215 #7
Chapter 1: I hope you continue
misercor #8
Chapter 9: Plsssssssssssss update soon. I miss your story so much!
fonsa76
#9
Chapter 9: Miss you so much Priyanka...
cnbluesarang #10
Dear chingu... please update soon
Nice story too... fighting ^^