Chapter 4
What Happened To UsA/N - First off...thank u for the comments for the previous chapter. i seriously cringed everytime there would a 'new comment' notification for this fic thinking since i think i overdosed myself on angst in this one and you guys would hate me for it....sigh* thank you so much for upvoting and subbing!! *bows deeply* i love you guys!!!
Eunhyuk was now five and a half months pregnant and was finally showing signs of carrying. His baby bump was now growing but the man himself was skinnier than ever. It was almost painful to watch him as he cleaned the house, stopping at times to clutch his tummy. He was tired…tired of it all. He couldn’t endure anymore. He thought about suicide but the thought of the life growing inside him stopped him. He couldn’t possibly kill him child. He loved him more that he could ever love anyone even though he wasn’t even born yet. No he wouldn’t die. But he needed to get away from here. He needed to get away from Kyuhyun.
With this thought in mind, Eunhyuk quickly packed a backpack. A small one because he wasn’t strong enough to carry anything larger or heavier. He thought to himself where he could go. He couldn’t go to his parents place because they wouldn’t understand. Last time he had talked to them, they said there were always ups and downs in a marriage ad that he would just have to work hard to make everything better again. Why did he have to work hard when he wasn’t even at fault? Why did he have to hang in there if he was being so brutally beat up for even breathing? Why was he the one to always sacrifice? Just because he was the ‘wife’?
His parents gave excuses like the baby needing the father and him needing a husband but did he really need a husband like that? He felt like screaming at them to come live how he had been living the past few months and then come tell him to stay. He wanted to desperately cry and be comforted instead of being told that he was just probably overreacting. As for his baby, would he be safe? Safe in the house where his mother was being beat up every day? Would Kyuhyun leave him alone or would he lay his hands on him too? Would he still think that this child wasn’t his?
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