I tried resting things over and over in my head, giving myself problems and equations to solve in my head just to detract me but nothing was working. I just could not get him out of my mind. I'm glad nobody would be back home still because I think i would just spill out everything, considering the state of mind I'm in now, and that wound not be a good idea at all.

While I reached to get the keys a small crumpled piece of paper fell out. I picked it up and stuffed it back in my pocket. I'm sure that hadn't been there before.

I opened the door and shut it behind as I stepped into my house. Dumping my bag on a chair on the way I went to my room, took out the paper and stared at it in disbelief.

It couldn't be.

But then what else would it be?

A trick?

No, he wouldn't do that.

Right?

I grabbed my phone and dialed the number that was written out scruffily on the paper. Pressed call. And waited.

Still waiting.
No answer.

"This is Kwon Jiyong, I'm busy so call me later or leave a message."

Busy? Really? More like ignoring my call, why had he given me his number then?

I called again.

And again.

And again.

Still the same answering message.

Again.

And again.

Each time I stayed to hear his voice then hurriedly called the same number once more.

And another time.

Over and over.

I have no idea how long has passed. I have no idea what time I had arrived back home.

I'll try calling just one more time. Dial. Call. Wait. Ringing. Answer message. Beep. End call. The same as before.

I shoved my phone and the paper onto my table and lag flat on my bed, head burred into the fluffy pillows. Trying desperately to stop the flow of tears from my eyes, down my face even though I'm alone. But eventually I give up.

I just don't understand.

I want to know.

That's it.

It's over if there even was anything truly and I'll have to man up and move on. Forever.
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I woke up.

I must have cried myself to sleep; the pillow is still slightly wet. I looked at the clock but I'm not taking in the time. My head hurts. My eyes hurt. My heart's shattered.

The phone rang. My phone.

I stretched my arm out and took it off the the table, not being bothered to get myself up from bed. I looked at the screen to see THAT number. I don't know what to think.
I answered.

"Seunghyun?" came a hardly hearable whispered croak from the other end of the phone.

"mhm" I acknowledged him talking.

"I..." There was a pause. "I..." Another pause. "Meet me midnight where the heavens can be seen at night and the stars are above. A---" A pause and then the beep of him hanging up on me.

The park. That's where he said was 'like he could see the heavens' when if was dark.

But what I don't understand is why he wants to meet me there. What could he possibly want? He doesn't love me, he doesn't even know for SURE that I love him, does he? I don't know what will happen but if he really does want me to be there then there is no way I will let him down. No I wont.

I cant this time.

And whatever happens, when I see him there I will tell him how I feel. I cant go without saying anything to him. He has to know weather he likes it or not.

I love him.
I want him.
I need him.
Just him.

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^^^^^^^^^^^^ What's gonna happern when they meet?? ^.~

MESSAGE: I'm going on a confirmation trip over the weekend so I will not be able to update further chapters until Monday since we arn't allow to acces the internet or bring our phones. TTTTTT But the next one schold be out after school on Monday (UK time btw).