Dujun POV

"H-hyung...th-th-that's a - "

"Okay....everyone, please gather around. I have an announcement to make, although you're all aware of it by now." Our coach said, and as the new member who had everyone's attention began moving in the direction of the coach, everyone followed behind, including myself.  "Okay, so we have a new member to our club, and I'm sure many of you are slightly confused and I will explain it shortly, but firstly let's have an introduction from our new member, Miss Kahi please come and introduce yourself" I watched as she stepped forward hesitantly, while blushing.

"Annyeonghaseyo, jeonun Kim Kahi-ibnida. Naege-reul butaghaeyo" (*Hello, I am Kim Kahi, Please take care of me)
She said sweetly, and I noticed all the guys utterly mesmerized by her....quickly a round of applause was heard.

"Waaaah, nice to meet you Kahi-ssi, we can call you that right?" The team members said as they took a step closer to her.

"Ne...Please do." She said and smiled, her blush getting heavier...She turned to the coach with pleading eyes...and so before the team members did or said anything further, the coach interjected

"Alright then everyone...Miss Kahi is from the Business department, since there's no official girls-football club, she will be joining our club, which makes her the first girl in the team, make sure to treat her well"

"Ne~~~" Everyone replied.

"Well then, I think that explains it all. Today we'll have a simple game, and we'll crack on to training next week onwards. Before the match, let’s start with four laps around the sports track, 10minutes. Let’s GO!"

"ahhhh~~~" Everyone said already sounding exhausted,

"Miss Kahi, just do as many laps as you can." He said to her very kindly, I noticed.

"Ne~" She said as she finished with her stretches and joining in with the few others already on the track.

"Yah, hyung...what are you doing, let’s go!!" I found Kikwang pulling me

"oh, right..kaja."

We began jogging around...but I couldn't help but look over at Kahi-ssi who was jogging enthusiastically, smiling at some of the guys jogging slightly slower than her as she went past them.

"Don't you think she might be overdoing it a bit?"

"huh?...Oh, I guess, but she seems fine."

"Does she? I thought she looked flustered, her face is completely red!"

"Is it...? I've not really paid that much attention." I said diverting my eyes away from her.

"Keurae?...it seemed to me that you've been watching her this whole time."

"beo? aniya...come on already...hurry up."

"Ne~ hyung." He said with a cheeky grin written all over his face as he came next to me matching my speed.

 

**2 and a half laps later**

 

"Yah hyung...can you believe she's still going?"

"She'll probably give up soon."

"You reckon?...she does look rather tired now"

"Yeah...and so do you."  I told him slapping his shoulder in the process as I accelerated further past him, we only have 4 minutes to finish the laps.

"Yah hyung....katchi-ka!!"

**Final Lap**

"Hyung...what is she?"

"Molla." I said, amazed at her strength

"I'm actually exhausted...but she's still beating us."

"Who's beating who....I'm only here because of you."

"Fine then, ka, I never said to run together!"

"I believe you did!" I said while laughing "Anyways...let’s just finish this, I wanna start playing already!”

Kahi's POV

Final lap it is....and I'm about to finish it.....Yup. Finally!! .....Finished....Eesh, that was long. I really need to start jogging again.

"Common you lot...you've been beat by a girl." The teacher said to the last few still taking their time. "Miss Kahi, Nice work." he said as he turned to me.

"Kamsahabnida seongsaengnim." I smiled politely while trying to catch my breathe.

"Coach." He corrected me

"oh...Kamsahabnida Coach." I replied.

"Keurae...since everyone's finished, let’s get started 'ey?... Behind me I have laid two coloured vests, please get in a line, and I'll assign you to either the red or blue team."  I got to the back of the line, it was easier for me to be assigned to the team who was left, rather than being picked first and everyone complaining about having a girl in their team, and blaming me if we happened to lose the game....although they would probably blame me regardless. As I waited for my turn, I re-tied my ponytail, and clipped my fringe up again, since it felt out of place after the jog.

"Kahi-ssi"

"Ne." I said

"You'll be in the Red team."

"Ne~" and I went over to the red team as I put the vest on.

"Keurae...positions everyone, and Kahi-ssi, if you want, you can sit out and watch first?"

"Aniyo...I wish to play."

"Keurae....well if you do have any questions, ask me or one of the players"

"Maja, ask us" came the voices of some of the guys close by, but I just smiled, too embarrassed to say anything. My original position was a striker, but I asked to change with one of the defenders.

"Everyone in position?...Ok..." and the whistle was blown, commencing the game.

There wasn't much activity in my side of the field, as soon as the Blue team came close, the Reds got the ball away, so while the game went on, I thought I would look at the players, the people I will be facing twice every week since I hadn't actually looked at them properly. Once I had entered the sports hall earlier, I was so embarrassed finding out that I was the only girl, that I couldn't bring myself to face them, only relying on the teache- I mean coach.

There were a couple of cute guys and one or two pretty fit, but I didn't really recognise anyone from any of my classes. Omo though, that introduction was so embarrassing, I must've been blushing big time and stuttering, I just hope my actual introduction made sen-...Oh...wow, that guy in the other team looks a lot like Dujun from beast, their resemblance is un-canning.

"Kahi-ssi, the ball!" I heard someone shout, and I could see the Dujun look-alike coming closer towards me...I couldn't help but think how handsome this guy looked. Still....back to the game...I could see him skill up the members in my team, and there was only one Red left in front of me, before he reached to me and then the goalie.

Ah crap...it’s me and the look-alike. We're like a foot apart, and if he gets past me he'll be able to get a shot in the goal...I moved to the left, the direction he was going, but he someone lifted the ball above and over my foot, and it landed by his other foot, allowing for him to make a run towards the goal, I quickly rushed over to go after the ball, but it seemed like I was too late, he was already taking the shot.

He kicks....it going----and its--------- IN!

"Aish!!" I said in annoyance.

"Don't worry Kahi-ssi" Someone next to me said. I turned to see none-other than a Kikwang look-alike, what is this? Look-alike day?     "...You can't beat hyung when it comes to football."

"Oh.." I said, still confused at the situation.

"Good try though, glad you didn't just stand still" He said to me and patted my shoulder before getting back to his position. Luckily I had someone friendly in my team

**Later on, into the second half...SCORE: 1:2 to the Blue's **

As the game went on, I was watching the players closely, and it was true...Dujun look-alike was really good, it was him making most of the shots. The Blue team seemed to really rely on him a lot, since they continuously passed to him.  Oh crap, another Blue member coming my way. I went forwards towards him, I was not going to let him get past me, not like last time.

As I approached him, I could see that he was really going for it, he kind of looked a little aggressive, but I imagine every guy who is close to scoring would be aggressive when someone from the opposing team approaches them. Still I wasn't going to let him score!!

He was right in front of me now, I could feel eyes on me, as if everyone was expecting me to fail...but I kept my eye on the ball, and when I saw this guy stop right before me and look up at me, I thought 'Now's my chance', so I kicked the ball with my left foot to my right foot, and while I let him read the situation, I began dribbling towards the Blue teams goal, I could see my team members quickly come after me, giving me a surprised-but-impressed look, while the Blue team seemed surprised at what just happened and rushed to take the ball from me, as I passed the centre line, I passed the ball to one of the Reds, when I saw a Blue member closing in on me. After the pass to No. 17, I watched my members approach the opposing goal, then no.17 passes the ball to no. 14,  the kikwang look-alike, who then takes a shot...and....its...Saved

"Ah! Dang it!" I said aloud. Oops >.<  and saw the few guys near me look at me funny....then they let out a laugh...too embarrassed, I pretended to scratch the back of my neck while walking back to my position, avoiding everyone's gaze.

There wasn't much time left before the end of the game, and I really didn't want to be losing...I turned around and asked our goalie.

"It is alright for me to go over to the other goal right?" Although I knew I was, I wanted to double check, it was my first time in an actual team.

"Of course." And with that I slowly approached the other side of the hall since my team were working hard to get a second goal, at least to tie in the score.

"Kahi-ssi, why don't you stay on that side and defend your goalie...you might get hurt." red no. 17 said to me.

"Gwaenchanayo. I'll be fine...as long as we score!" ...I lifted my two fists tightly in front of us, "Hwaiting" I said...and he laughed.

"Keurae...hwaiting" He said, doing the same hand motions.

I went closer towards the ball, and looked at the situation first, this is roughly how it looked;

On my left, there were two Blues and three Reds, the Blues currently have the ball...slightly further to my right, there was Dujun look-alike, and kikwang  look-alike was marking him (they seemed close?), behind them, there were one or two players from both teams waiting for some action...I had two Red players and a Blue player behind me, whilst I was pretty much in the middle..

The ball began moving along with the players a bit further up towards our goal, and so Dujun look-alike and Kikwang look-alike came closer to me...after a short moment, only realising I was there, kikwang look-alike turned and smiled to me.

"Kahi-ssi, what are you doing there?" and at the sound of my name, Dujun look-alike turned to me in surprise, but then turned completely expressionless.

"Thought I'd get into the action," I said jokingly,

"You should be careful, you might get hurt"

"It’s alright, I'm actually stronger then I look."

"Is that so..." he said, although I was looking at him, I could see from the corner of my eye that Dujun look-alike was still looking at me with confusion.

"Ne." I replied to kikwang

"I hope so, it can be very dangerous field for a girl."

"I know, but I really love sports"

"Jeongmal?...nado nado!"  Aigo, this guy seems so cute!

"Keurae?...do you play any other sport?"

"Not really...I don't have much time for that, but I go to the gym and have dance practice every day."

 

Dujun POV

These two seem to be in their own little world right now, seriously irritating!! I mean, we're in the middle of a game and you're having a friendly conversation...what the heck?

"Oh really....that's a shame. Sports are a lot more fun than exercising in a gym in my opinion." came the voice of kahi

"I agree..." Kikwang said, pausing for a moment as we moved towards our goal, ah crap- will someone pass the ball to me already, these two aren't even paying attention to the game!!      "..are you doing any other sports kahi-ssi?"

"Ne. I've signed for badminton also. Luckily I have my friend doing that with me"

"Ah...I see. That's nice, doing things together with your friend is always more fun! Isn't that right hyung?"

Kikwang just asked me something

"Beo..beorago?" I've no idea what, the freaking ball is getting way to close to our goal. Finally, the ball is coming this way, alright, now pass it to me...

"Nevermind...you're always distracted these days. I don't even know what's been bugging you for the last month or so, ever since we came back from En-" I quickly turned around and shut his mouth with my hand. Totally forgetting the situation...and in that moment I noticed the most surprising and unexpected thing I could have imagined.

As I stopped to shut Kikwang's mouth, Kahi-ssi had come forwards and taken the ball, grabbing the opportunity at hand and dribbling forwards with the ball, I watched as she looked around to her team mates, only to see them all pretty much marked, there was one Blue member in front of her, and although logic would tell me that she'll be stopped and won’t go any further, I felt that it was still possible- because it was her.

The entire hall was silent watching this girl dribble like any other player, taking in the situation as any other player...and despite being in opposing teams, I wanted her to score, she only needed to get past SeungTae, the guy who she had taken the ball from earlier.

Still she approached him and from behind, she looked confident...SeungTae got closer to her and tried to take the ball...surprisingly, she was able to skill him up a bit...at which point SeungTae's face seemed to change, his expression got stronger, probably embarrassed because of Kahi-ssi...they were already in the penalty box, so the worried SeungTae went in again, to get the ball from her, but she rolled the ball behind her with her right foot, then caught it with her left, dribbling in an almost diagonal form, but as I watched her get closer to the goal, an uneasy feeling entered me as I saw SeungTae following behind quickly and seeing that she was going to take the shot, I watched him slide tackled her.

Everyone watched in shock horror as Seungtae's feet hit both her heel-bones, and as a result, both her feet left the ground and her body fell on its side on the floor...it almost seemed as if everything was being played in slow motion, and before I could think of anything further...I ran over to her still and lifeless body on the floor.

 

"Kahi, are you alright?" I asked her as I knelt down near her head, at which point everyone had gathered around.

"Kahi-ssi...Kahi-ssi...gwaechanayo?" Came the voices of the others, I saw movement, as she lifted her head from her arm. Thank goodness her head landed on her arm otherwise-..

"Ne.." I heard her voice..."..na gwaenchana." she began to sit up

"Are you sure..." we asked... My instincts were telling me to help her, but there were too many reasons why I couldn't-

"Ne, ne.." She said as she turned to everyone, smiling. .. "Mianhaeyo, for worrying you all."

"Aniyo~" Everyone said, relief written all over our faces.

"Kahi-ssi, why don’t you go sit down." the coach said to her

"Aniya...I'm really okay." She said, her voice sounding a bit shaky.

"Miss Kahi, please go and sit down." Although it was an instruction, you could tell that the coach was seriously worried.

"Ne. Kahi-ssi, go and rest." came the voices of the rest of the players.

"Okay." She said, and stood up...again, that feeling overwhelmed me, but this time it seemed to overweigh the reasons, so I grabbed onto her arm and helped her stand up.

"Komaweoyo." She said to me, still smiling, I let go off her arm. I didn't know what to say, especially now when I thought I could see her eyes water

"Alright...positions everyone, penalty for the Reds." The coach said, but everyone seemed more concerned about Kahi, who was slightly limping as she walked over to the bench, at which point, pretty much everyone turned to Seungtae with threatening gazes, which he turned away from.  "I said penalty positions!" Came the voice of our coach. A final look towards Kahi who looked over at her team and mimed "Hwaiting" with her fists raised, and a sweet smile plastered on her face. But as I looked at her eyes, they seemed to be sparkling, they still seemed to be slightly watery -was she going to cry?

The penalty was taken, the whistle was blown, the game was over, and the end result: 2-2.

As soon as the whistle was blown, many of the players walked over to Kahi who was standing up.

"Alright everyone, that’s it for today...leave the vests into two neat piles, and go change." Our coach told us. I took my vest off as I slowly walked over to the benches.

"Hyung, what should we do?" Kikwangs voice interrupted my thoughts.

"About what?"

"Kahi-ssi of course...shouldn't she go to the medical office?"

"It’s not our job"

"Let’s take her..." I turned questioningly to him, what was he thinking? "...maybe she doesn’t know where it is, and she might be really hurt!" He explained himself

"Look it’s her choice, but if you want to take her, then fine, do that...but I'm pretty sure the others will take her."

"Oh right......still, as her chingu's we should make sure."

"Chingu's?...Since when were we her friends?." I said as I put my vest in the blue pile

"Since she joined our club...plus she seems really nice."

"I'm sure~" I said sarcastically.

"Hyung! what’s with you?"

"What do you mean?"

"You're being really weird,"

"No I'm not."

"You are!" He protested.

"I am not. Look, if you wish to take her then fine, but you have to remember who you are, you're status, you're not any normal student, and we have a schedule, you know we have to go to the office after."

"Ara hyung, but we won’t get killed if we're a few minutes late."  >.< he had a point there.

"Okay fine...So what do you want to do?"

"Come..." He said and pulled me on my arm.

 

Kikwang's POV

I dragged Dujun-hyung's arm since he seemed like he would stay there if I didn't do something.

"Yah Kikwang, let go, I can walk just fine."

"Oh, mianhae hyung." I said as I let go of his arm.

There she was, but I could only see the back of her head, she was talking to the coach, and a lot of the guys were still there behind her. I stood there on my tip-toes amongst the other guys , Dujun-hyung came too, and we listened to what the coach was saying to her.

"As you see Kahi-ssi, football can be somewhat dangerous at times, and you may get hurt."

"Ara Coach."

"Still, although it’s lovely to have a girl in the team, I worry that you will be faced with more injuries...and we can't be sure that you will be as lucky as today."

"Ne."

"I know Seungtae crossed the line, and it is most certainly unacceptable. However...I cannot promise that these sorts of things won’t happen again....and for your own safety, I would suggest that perhaps you do another sport"

"Ahh Coach...aniyo..."  "Kahi-ssi. Jebal kajima!" "Kajima"   "Jebalyo"  I heard different members complain, and many of us, including myself moan

"Coach, I know what football is like, if I didn't, I wouldn't have signed up for it. Yes it is more of a male sport, and it can be dangerous every now and then, especially now knowing that I'm the only girl here...but I still wish to be a part of this club, I really love sport, and I'm a big fan of football. It’s not my first time playing and its definitely not my first time getting hurt..."

"Kahi-ssi..." the coach began, but she politely cut him off..

"Yes it was a bit of a surprise, but I can understand Seungtae. Look there’s no need for anyone to be punished because 'I' was tackled...it’s a normal reaction in football, and I wish to be treated like any other player here, and not different because I'm a girl."

"Kahi-ssi...I'm only saying it because I know what these guys can do."

"Ara Coach, and I appreciate it, but I really wish to stay and play."

There was silence ...everyone was waiting for the Coach's decision, and I'm sure everyone was hoping for the same result...

"If you really want to stay, then no one's stopping you."

I felt my facial expressions stretch, and I could see everyone else was also smiling widely...Dujun-hyung still looked kind of stern

"Kamsahabnida Coach." I heard Kahi's voice and watched as she gave a 90'C bow to the coach... she was smiling I noticed.

"Alright then..." The coach said, he's mood was also happy. He turned to the rest of us. "...Now, who will take Kahi-ssi to the medic?" Instantly I raised my hand high, and lifted Dujun-hyung's too.

"We will Coach." I shouted, trying to be heard over the other members....Dujun-hyung was looking at me in a totally perplexed way.

"Ki, Jun, you want to take her?" He said to us using the nicknames he'd created when we first met him, he was looking at us in surprise and confusion.

"Ne!" I declared

"That’s a first....but alright then"

We walked over to her "Kahi-ssi..." I said.

"Ne?" She asked, turning around to face us.

"Let’s go."

"It’s okay, you guys don’t have to. I can go by myself."

"Nonsense, we will take you." She  looked at us hesitantly …"We are going to take you." I said determinedly, hyung didn't say anything, but he began to slowly walk ahead of us in silence.

"Okay then." She said to us and smiled. "Although I do think it’s unnecessary."

"Kahi-ssi, it’s very necessary! Look, you're still limping." I pointed to her right foot.

"It’s just a minor thing, it will be fine before you know it." She said cheerfully

"It doesn't matter. It won't hurt to get it checked." ...Surprisingly, these words weren't from me, but hyung...though he continued to look straight ahead.

"I guess you're right." She said as she looked down at her foot, I thought I saw her cheeks turn slightly rosy. but before I could decide... she turned to us and began staring at me and hyung, very strangely.

"What is it Kahi-ssi? Why are you looking at us like that?" ...Yup, her cheeks were slightly red, but the colour was beginning to fade.

"Oh sorry...It’s just really strange. You guys look so identical."

"identical?...to who?"

"Well...haha, you probably here this a lot, but you know Beast?..." I nodded. "...you look like two of their members. If I didn't know otherwise, I would say you were them." She said, I was confused, and even more so when hyung suddenly interrupted me.

"What makes you think that we're not them?" He asked her, eyeing me to shut up.

"Because they go to a different University."

"I see...but how do you know they haven't changed universities?"

"...I don’t...but I haven’t seen any news about them changing." She said, completely oblivious to the facts right in front her. "..Though I haven’t really paid much attention recently."

"Ah keurae...why's that?"

"Just been busy I guess."

"Ah ne." Hyung was speaking...he seemed to be back to his normal self now...strange that >.<  "May I ask where you're from Kahi-ssi?"

"I'm from England."

"Ah ne~" Hyung replied, his eyes had a strange shine to them...like he was plotting or thinking about something serious.." So how come you came to Korea?"

"Ah, that's a long story, but let’s just say, luck was on my side."

"I see."

"Ne. I'm really happy that I got the chance to come, I've always wanted to, though I do miss my family."

"I can imagine...and the time difference is so big." I said, she seemed to have a story to tell, and I was kind of curious about it.

"Yeah...that doesn't help either. But I'm happy being here, living the way I want."

"Ah...here we are." I said as we turned to enter the medical office.

"Hello~?" I called.

Dujun's POV

As I secretly watched her, and after finding out some information about her, I was definitely sure it her, the Kahi from that night. But what kind of situation was this? Out of all places, from being in opposite sides of the world, we meet again. I wasn't sure how to react to this, or what to feel.

"Ne...I'll be out in a moment, why don’t you take a seat." the nurse said from behind the curtains.

We did as she asked, though I stood standing while Kikwang and Kahi sat down.

"So you're names are Ki-ssi and Jun-ssi?" She asked...ah crap,

"Ani-"

"Actually… they're our nicknames" I said cutting kikwang off. I looked down at kikwang who was staring at me with a puzzled look. I gave him signals that told him to play along.

"I see...so what's your real names?"

"Erm..." I began, crap...

"Alright...who's come to see me?" The nurse said as she came to us, while the student she was seeing left... Relief ~

"She has." Kikwang said, pointing at Kahi

"Keurae...so what's wrong?"

"Erm..." She began hesitantly.

"She was slide tacked while playing football and fell from the air." Kikwang quickly explained

"I see..." She said, rather confused, as if she thought we were lying, but seeing that Kahi was in sportswear, she guessed it to be true. "Does she speak korean?" She asked me and Kikwang. 

"Ne." She replied.

"Oh keurae, then come this way." She motioned towards one of the beds. Kahi followed along silently, and took a seat on the bed.

"Keurae...I see you're limping."

"Ne." She said.

"Besides that...is there any other pain?"

"Erm...No...just my foot." She said, then turned slowly towards me and Kikwang. The nurse followed her gaze.

"You two please leave or wait outside." She said, and we left the room...and waited outside...Kikwang kept looking in every now-and-then.

"Looks like she was hurt a lot"

"Mm...probably. She did fall pretty badly."

"Uh... Keunde hyung."

"What is it?"

"Is there something bothering you these days?"

"huh...what's all this about suddenly?"

"It’s just that...for the past month or so, you've been really quiet and weird...like always thinking, and making sure everything is done correctly and so on...and then today you were acting really harsh towards Kahi-ssi and now you're acting like yourself again. It’s just weird."

"I don’t know where all this is coming from, I haven’t noticed anything different."

"Well, take it from me, you have been very strange. But you finally seem back to normal"

"Well I'm glad~" I said sarcastically. Have I really been out of it?

We were silent for a bit...

"I hope she's okay." I heard kikwang say.

"I'm sure she's fine...though I'm worried about us. I need to call manager-hyung, but my phone is in my locker...Aish"

"We'll call him when we get to the changing rooms and tell him we just finished then"

"Yeah, I know...still, it’s all your fault, why did you-"

"Oh-" Her voice surprised us.

"Kahi-ssi, you're done already?" Kikwang asked.

"Ne...told you I'm fine." She smiled. "...but what are you guys doing here?...I thought you left earlier"

"Aniya...how could we leave you like that."

"Well, thanks for waiting for me"

"that’s alright....what did the nurse say?"

"Ah, nothing, just wrapped my foot, and prescribed me some things I can take if it hurts,." She said waving a piece of paper in her left hand. "... plus general information about taking care of my injury."

"Ah ne...well I'm glad you're alright."

"Told you not to worry." She said whilst smiling.

We walked back to the changing rooms slowly, she was still limping as she carried one of her trainers in her hand, "Jeongmal Komaweoyo." She said to the two of us, and bowing before entering the girls changing rooms.

We got changed and I called manager-hyung, I told him we were going to be late. He said it was alright, it was postponed an hour later anyways. So me and kikwang left the changing rooms, only to see someone ahead of us limping with her sports bag over her left shoulder, which for some reason looked rather awkward.

"Yah, hyung, isn't that Kahi-ssi?"

"Looks like it" ...there was a moments silence, and I could tell Kikwang had something in mind

"..you said we don’t have to go to office right now right?"

"Yeah.." I replied, worrying as to where he was going with this...only to see him run over to kahi, and I watched as he took the bag from her, and saw how her expression change. At the moment he grabbed her bag from her, I saw her almost wince but at the same time her expression was in shock, but it then quickly change to a cheerful one when she noticed who it was...Why was she wincing?  I couldn’t help question

"Hyung, hurry up" He called to me, and at the same time she turned to me...I unknowingly gave her a small smile, then dropped my eyes to my shoes, and continued to walk.

This situation could become a problem...if a fan saw this there could be misunderstandings...by the way, where have our fans gone?...usually first day way busy - maybe they didn't know we had football today ...Regardless, I was glad I couldn’t see anyone.

"Where do you live Kahi-ssi" I heard kikwang ask her as I approached the two waiting for me.

"On campus...so not far." She said humouredly.

"Ah ne...what’s it like...The dorms alright?"

"Ne..." she began as we walked on "...it’s bigger then my room back in England. I like living on my own"

"Don't you miss living with your family?"

"Yes... and no." She paused. "...but I kind of prefer it on my own." She said as she looked at her feet.

We...well, 'they' continued to talk, as we all walked her to her dorm...we were arriving at a building when her phone begun to ring

"Yeoboseyo...oh, eonni....I'm almost there... Mian, something happened and it just came to end a bit later.... Ne, I'm just outside the entrance now....Keurae....I'll meet you at the cafe after I change. Neee~ Najunge-bwa" She said and hung up. "Ki-ssi and Jun-ssi, jeongmal komaweoyo for all your help today."

"That’s alright...will you be okay to go up on you own?"

"Ne...don’t worry."

"Well then..." I watched kikwang hand the bag back to her, she took it in her right hand, and again, I saw her reaction change that of pain...but it quickly went back to normal as she switched the bag to her left hand. "Jalgayo."

"Ne..annyeongikhaseyo." She said, bowing before entering the building.

It was bugging me, her actions and reactions were bugging me...something felt off, and it was annoying having her in my head like this...what was even more bothersome was being in the same campus as her. Seriously, what am I supposed to do now, if she knew who I was then she would forever hate me and I'm worried of what else she might do.

That whole scene back in December continues to prick at my thoughts...always feeling anxious about going on the computer and finding all these articles about that night, and waking up in the morning only to see a headline that could destroy Beast... and all the anti-fans ready to make the situation worse, and all my fans moving to the other side, and God knows what else...I just cannot let that happen, and I still haven't told the members, I mean how can I?. If I do then they'll be to panicked and I don’t want them to worry, I'm the leader and I will take responsibility if it comes to it.

I guess Kikwang was right, I have been acting weird, but having to trust someone you met once and under the wrong impressions, to keep your secret and save you was rather hard. So I guess I have been out of it lately.

Right now, the only thing I've come up with to help smooth the situation is that I needed to get her on my side, to make her like me, so that she can forgive me as well as the Beast members...and the only way I see possible for that to happen is too actually get closer with her, help her more than anyone else, as if my life depended on hers...In a way, I guess it did...and I have to keep my identity a secret for as long as possible...not sure how I can do that, seeing I'm surrounded by fans, and I'm with the other members, I don’t think she's that stupid to think that all four of us are look-alikes, so I'm not sure how I'm going to keep it a secret...but then-again, what do I do if she asks me if I really am Dujun? I don’t wish to make the situation worse by lying...so then, wouldn’t it be better to tell her up front who I am?...

"Ahhh Na molla~!!"