Knowing you

JESSICA POV

Its another normal day without her, tiffany its always been her, always her but now its totally different she ‘s not with me, now I’m seating at our favorite spot here in the park looking at the bright blue sky I remember the first time I saw her smile its because of a pink thingy she is so childish back then but now she totally change everything had change

“can I seat beside you!” a voiced interrupted my thoughts its hara, I looked shocked not know what to do, but I nodded giving her a permission to seat beside me “thinking about her again?” she spoke I looked at her puzzle “gah~ you know what I mean!” she sigh and smile at me

“it hurts hara” I finally lowered my pride I really need someone to comfort me now,  just for now , my eyes start to felt some water, she pat my back “let it out I’m here” she comfort me I looked at her but she looked away “why are you with me?” I ask her full of curiosity in my voice, now she looked at me and gave me a hurt smile “I know you’re not happy with me!” she spoke I straighten up and hold both of her shoulder “stop saying that!” I scold her but she gave me that painful smile again “you love tiffany, isn’t why your making things hard!” she mocked me, now I looked up and rest my back

“things became complicated between us hara, the thing is where bestfriend I don’t want to risk it just because of my stupid love “ I start explaining while tears are forming and ready to slide down my cheeks, she cup my chin and I looked at her  “you chose to get hurt when you fall in love jessica, yeah sometimes love is stupid but your love to her its sincere sica, every time she had a problem there ‘s you for her to lean on, jessica every person fall in love every person get hurt by falling in love” hara stated “but hara you don’t understand I don’t know if she feel the same way as mine, since we were child I’m always there to protect her always there to love her, but why she cant return my feelings towards her!” tears start to roll down I don’t care what people thinks by now because all I want for now is to let go these painful things in me

“jessica falling in love to your bestfriend is a big risk, but falling in love to your bestfriend is never been your choice its our hearts choice” she stopped she had tears in her eyes too “my mind keep saying that I need to avoid her but my heart saying the opposite” hara is such a great friend we chose to befriends that to be more than that, she used her pointing finger and point my head and softly tapping it  “not every time we have to follow and obey  this” she stop “because” she remove her  finger in my head and point at my chest in the heart part “sometimes you have to stop thinking and concentrate in this one because sometimes this one gave us all the answers to our whys,” she smile at me “in the world of science mind is the controller but on the world  of love heart is the master!” she said to me, after she finished her words I got hit from her advices, she is right she had a point “can I hug you!?” I ask her then she nodded, I hug her tightly and she hug me back

THUG!

I heard a not so loud bang, without breaking the hug I looked at the direction where the sounds came from I saw a girl figure standing in front of us her books fell down she looked so shocked oh my this feel so bad,  there are tears in  her eyes

“its not what you think!” I said out loud that made hara gasp, we slowly broke the hug I stand up and hara too “tiffany its not what you think!” hara explain shaking her head from left to right and right to left, but tiffany didn’t buy it as if she run away from us leaving her books at the ground, I quickly grab her books with mine and run after her, hara seems so worried but I gave her a okay sign, I kept on chasing her but she run so fast know wonder  our P.E teacher wants her to join the running competition

I keep on running from her and she keep on running away from me, I stop and chased my breath first I rest for a second and decide to run after her again and that made it, I think she ‘s already tired same as me because I can feel that her body start to pant so did I, she stop in the middle of nowhere, we arrived at the park near in the han river actually next to the han river

“tiff~” I said breathless but she didn’t care, I was facing her back, her arms crossed and not wanting to looked at me “tiff its not what you think we were jus-“ a slap cut my word  its her palms hits my cheek she slap me! My right hand pressed the cheeks where she slap me gosh I can still feel the warmth at my cheeks it hurts, I looked at her

“tiff~” okay that did all, she run and start hitting me with her both hands, her hands are so heavy I keep on stepping back whenever her fist landed on mine, why is she doing this, tiffany why? I closed my eyes accepting her attacks but after a minute she stop hitting me I open my eyes I saw her seating on one of the big rocks at park she is sobbing, sobbing so hard, all I can here is her agony in the han rivers sound

I slowly walked and seat beside her, her palm on her faced covering her tears I decide to spoke and let our conversation begin “tiff, what happen to us?” I start asking and she start sulking I rubbed my forehead irritably my eyes start to water again, crying again? “seriously tiff what happen to us, were not like this before, were supposed to bond and be happy but now what happen!” I ask while tears keeps on beaming, she removed her palm and looked to me our eyes locked “jessi~” she mumble weakly her faced Is red because of crying seeing her cry broke me, “is it because I fall in love to you, I thought its right to fall for you but then observing what ‘s happening now, I should at least avoid you for our own good!” I said my god my tears keeps on rolling down I looked so mess, her tears burst out after I said those things she stand up and clench her fist, she start yelling at me

“YOUR SO DUMB, I’M SO DUMB, JESSICA JUNG I’M INLOVE WITH YOU SINCE WERE LITTLE I WAS ASHAME WHAT IF YOUR STRAIGHT WHAT IF YOU DON’T LIKE ME THE WAY I DO! HOW HARD CAN YOU BE JESSI HOW CANT YOU FEEL IT, I USED DIFFERENT BOYS JUST TO FORGET YOU BUT YOU KEEP CALM THAT MADE ME ALARM AND LOST HOPE, YOUR SO KIND YOU HELP ME IN MY EVER LOVE PROBLEMS BUT YOU KNOW WHAT MY TRULY PROBLEM IS, ITS YOU I’M INLOVE WITH YOU JESSICA ONLY YOU!” she brake down, did she just say she love me my jaw drop her lips tremble and almost crack up but she finished her sentence she proclaim it she loves me

“you love me?” I said in a weak soft tone, she shrug of her tears “I love you since the beginning, and now your saying that loving me is a big risk jessi I want to be with you I want to be with you with the rest of my life, I cant imagine living without you,” she said clenching her fist wiping harshly away her tears

“tiff~” I try to stop her I can feel how truly hurt she is, I’m so dumb I’m an idiot how come I didn’t notice that she likes me even back then am I that too passive for me not to notice her feelings or its me too busy thinking about my loved for her, I don’t really get it, she stand up

“now your happy with hara I can see that, but it still hurt me in a matter of fact, every time I saw you and her, its like a sharp object hit my chest very hard a pang on my chest , but atleast your happy with her, but it didn’t change the way I feel I still love you jessica jung!” its her final word, she start run away from me until she arrived at the road

“tiffany! Wait up!” I shout but she keep on ignoring it from not so far away from her I saw her calling a cab, I run as fast as I could but I’m too late she is already at inside the cab and its started to drift away, but I’m so determine to catch up with her so I keep on running I shout her name many time but she didn’t pay attention even if she already noticing me, she keep on acting like I didn’t exist

“TIFFANY SARANGHAE!”I shout from far, the cab stop I think she heard me, I already throw my tantrums for her to her what I truly feel but then

THUNGP~

“tiffany you are the only one for me!” I said those precious words “I love you!” and then my vision start to blur my surroundings turn black, the only thing I remember is a big thud and peoples voice shouting for help.

AUTHOR POV

Crashed! Asdfghklghdsjahakhqwuisbva! A loud crashed can be heard, a bunched of people run towards a blonde girl whose lying at the road covered with blood wanting for pulse unconscious,

“HELP! HELP! HELP!” all you can heard is a word help from people who is concerned to the girl, the body is crowded with a bunched of people who wanted to help her, but there’s a girl who stood in shocked

The girl named tiffany she get out on the cab, because she heard jessica ‘s voice and said those magical words after she is completely outside the cab she witness the whole seen the tragic once a BMW is so fast the driver is busy texting that ‘s why she didn’t notice that there ‘s a girl whose standing at the road, it all happens so fast after a blink the car who bumped jessica cannot be seen, hit and run jessica s’ body is crowded she realized the whole seen so she start to panic, she run towards jessica hot tears rolling at her cheeks she start to sweat because of scared, scared to loss the one that she loves, she pushed everyone away after revealing jessica ‘s body

Her jaw drop her eyes swallow in just a second, she saw jessica ‘s body covered with blood her head had a serious injury her white sleeves became red she just stood her both hands covering , her body tremble she cant ease the pain, its too painful tears just rolled down letting it freely

She closed her eyes and touched jessica ‘s head, she can feel the warm blood she hugged jessica ‘s body the crowd gasp because of what they say but tiffany don’t care

“jessica I love you don’t die please I need you!” she mumble those words, finally people around then understand so they just smile and start to call for some help

“excuse me ma’am” and in a blinked of an eye the ambulance finally arrive she start to carry jessica ‘s body inside the ambulance and gave her a check up plugged some dextrose on her body, tiffany left there still shocked she looked at her arms and there ‘s jessica ‘s blood tints on her hands

“jessica I love you!” she mumble once again and let her tears fall from her cheeks

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