sometimes love ruin all

Oath

“thank you auntie” I waved to tiffany s’ mother and smile to tiffany

“take care jessica” mrs. Hwang said to me after she close the door I start walking away and leave there house, almost every day it’s my daily routine

But I prefer to make it different this time, I don’t want to go home yet, so I decide to walked by at the park were we used to bond, I don’t feel tired at all I sit down at my favorite bench spot at the park I looked up and stare at the sky in amusement

“I regret saying those words to her” I murmur to myself, I try to hide my tears but I know I failed tears staring to roll down at my cheeks

“Wrong confession”

~flashback~

“so your already move on” I smile to her and she nod, we both seating at this bench placed under the tree, its already late night but both of us don’t care at all

“jessi?”

“hmmmmm?”

“thank you for helping me forget wooyoung that bastard” she said while grinning her teeth

“its nothing” I reply helping you to forget that bastard is a privilege

“you know jessi we’ve been betties since where 7  right” she ask me unsurely

“yeah”

“you know I cant imagine living without you”

I felt my heart starting to beat rapidly, I can hear it by my own ears, I stare at her and her words keep on repeating at my mind and its make me happy as in super-duper very happy…

“ re..really” I stutter in shyness and looked away to hide my red face

“don’t leave me!!” she said in a serious tone, that made my head turn around and look at her intensely, we are staring to each other are eyes lock and to say I don’t want this moment to end, so I finally realize that I need to broke the silence

“wh..what are you talking about I wont leave you” I said to her with full of emotions I place my hands it to hers, “okay…to make this end remember this, this is my oath for you I’m always here for you even if you up or down I wont leave you because I know I’m the only one who knows you better” I said in assurance she looked teary

“promise?”

“promise” we made a pinky promise

“I love you” I suddenly confess, I didn’t plan to reveal those words in this time but I hope atleast she will loved me back

She looked shock “thank you,…sure I love you because your my bestfriend”  she smile to me, I understand her because she s’ straight as a line, I smile to her another fake another hurt breaking moments for me another lies

“yeah” I said weakly broking our eye contact and look up at the sky “bestfriend” I said at the end

Bestfriend

Do you know the feeling when you tell someone you love them and then their reply is “thank you” and add some “bestfriend” at the end its like you want to sink but you cant because you really love the person. And you want to kill your self but you cant , you want to hide somewhere but you cant, you want her to love you back but the worst is she cant……..

~End Of Flashback~

“unnie” I sigh in frustration, I turn around and saw a black headed girl running towards me, I stand up and got shock when she hug me, I step back a little because of the impact of her hug, she panda hugging me

“krystal….ah..ah..i..cant…breath” I said to her seriously I cant, she finally release me she look at me and smile ear to ear

“what s’ that for?” I puzzled

“unnie I already found a dorm for us” she said excitedly

“really?” I happily reply to her, she looked very happy because she start jumping up and down

“wait…how did you know I’m here?” I ask her in confused

“you like staying here so..yeah I thought you’re here…and I’m right” she said confidently I pat her head and treating her like a puppy

“unnie I’m not a puppy let me go” she plead, I let her go and push her playfully while smirking to her

“hahahahaha” I cant help to laugh because of her cuteness its either tiffany or krystal can made me laugh like crazy

“we need to pack our things and move in immediately” she announce I stop laughing and gave her a ARE-YOU-SERIOUS look

“so better pack your things bye unnie” she said before she start running away from me

“so fast” I whisper to the wind, “ah wait for me” I chased her but when krystal notice me she run faster than before and start to boost so I dash after her

“you monkey your dead” I threaten her

“don’t call me monkey” she said while looking at me  but still running away she stuck her tongue that made me want to more she stop and scream

“CUCUMBER” she scream and faced me, stop and start to feel nervous

“AHHHHHHH where? Where?” I start to panic I start to jump but when I realize krystal is laughing so hard at her place and then her right hand is on her tummy to prevent from laughing

“YOUR DEAD WHEN I CAUGHT YOU” I clench my fist and start to run and chase her she stop laughing and start to ready her immune system from running again 

“ahhhhh” she groan in pain she bump to

“tiffany” I said in shock, I run towards krystal that fell on the ground groaning in pain because her ankle hit on the rock after she fell

“are you okay?” I help krystal to stand up but she scream on pain but she force her body to stand up tiffany help me too for krystal

“here” I knee down, tiffany look to me  confusedly  just like krystal

“don’t just stare you monkey, MOVE I will piggyback you” I command her, but krystal didn’t move once again

“you move NOW” I said in a scary tone now she move, I stand up and lift her

“god krystal I didn’t know your kind of heavy” I said while start walking I saw tiffany smiling at my back I turn to her and smile and ask her if she want us to join for a walk

“tiffany why are you here its late night” I ask tiffany she look to me

“you’re a loving sister huh?” she tease I just smirk to her and continue walking “so”

“so?” I repeat what she said

“I finally got a dorm for my self how about you?”

“hmm krystal find a dorm for both of us,” I smile to her and she just disappointedly nodded

“that s’ great” she finally smile and show her crescent shape of eyes

We’ve been waling for atleast 30 minute and if you believe it or not I didn’t even realize that I’m piggybacking krystal I think its because I carried way because of tiff, we decide to go home because its pretty late we have to study for the quiz tomorrow and because our house are on the same block and to be honest their house is next to ours so its not a problem

“I didn’t know krystal is a heavy sleeper too” I said that made tiffany burst into laughter and hit my shoulder playfully

“you didn’t answer my question yet!”

“what question?” she ask

“why are you in the park its pretty late how come you-“

“I don’t know I felt so lonely when you leave so I decide to freshen up smell some night air and stay at the park why is it bad to go there!!” she pout

“NO its just I’m just curious just never mind” I reply, god she s’ pouting again

“I need to go know krystal is kinda heavy goodnight pany, pany tiffany” I stuck my tongue and she pinch my nose I cant revenge because if I pinch her nose krystal will fall so I decide to split it out

“jessi are we going to separate now?” she ask I can felt her sadness

“what why you think of that?”

“because you found your dorm and I found mine, I’m sure we will barely see each other”

“we can still bond at the class don’t you forget were classmate pabo~” I but she pout more okay if she wont stop pouting I promise I’m going to faint

“but its still different what if you found another  betfriend and forget me?”

“if I found another bestfriend then its great and forget you that words are not in my vocabulary” I said bravely I smile to her and she smile back you know what we are always smiling to each other…<3

“and do you still remember are promise?” I ask her crossfingers I hope she still remember

“ofcoure your oath” she smile and walked closer to me “can you add some?” she whisper in my ears that made me shiver for some odd reasons

“w..what is it?” I stutter in embarrassment she s’ so close to my faced I think I’m going to faint

“promise me that you will never let me go” she said while giggling

“are you teasing me?” I ask her try to hide my red face

“ I guess so!” she said in playfully wink at me

“so?”

“okay I promise” I locked those words and I promise I will keep and never forget those words as in nevah~

Once I enter our house as usual our parents are not home I place krystal on her bed and put some blankets on she looks like angel when she s’ sleeping but when she s’ awake its totally opposite

I remember the since a while ago..

Are you playing with me tiffany? Your like a magician tiffany know why?

Because I already know that you’re just play along with  me but I’m still enjoying it,  and I promise all my love is for you