here s' chapter 2 sorry for my poor english I'm not really good at it!! 

is it hard to fall inlove......to your bestfriend?

It will rain

“jessi” tiffany call my name and again stopping my daydreaming about her, I’m still seating beside her watching her while yawning

“hmm?” I sleepily tone ask

“do you know that I like siwon?” I sigh hearing those crushes of her again, I always heard her saying good and kind things about siwon,  she always praise her crush

“really?” I ask her flatly tired..

“yeah” she smile to me and all I can do is gave her a  force smile

~Flashback~

After that night I can sleep because I’m busy thinking her, I find myself smiling and the reason is she I lay at my white and soft bed, its already 2:30 its been a hour since we talked, after that dance we kept on talking about the ball why she looks sad and she said “I just miss you jessi” she said in a sweet caring tone I like hearing those words it feels like I’m in heaven

While thinking of her time to time I realize that I have to rest because I’m pretty tired so I close my eyes and try to sleep try not to think about her

…..

“ahhhhhhhh” I yawn lazily its so cold, I looked at the window its raining, waters are pouring bench are wet and there’s no people outside because of the cold weather, I stand up and start to clean my bed I forced my body to stand up and atleast eat for breakfast

I went down stairs and saw a paper at the table

Jessica unnie,

  I bought some cookies and cereals for you, its on the cabinet I bought some milk to, I’m with my classmate we have to finish our project because the deadline is on Monday already I hope you understand, if you want to eat something don’t cooked or invent because you might poison yourself or the worst is the house might burn and turn into ashes , kidding , xoxo

                                                                                                           -krystal

“aish pabo” I said while not helping from grinning I know sometimes we fought but we know deep inside we love each other, I love my silly sister named krystal jung

I scratched my head and smile dorkly  I walked to the living room and open the TV, I looked at the wall clock its 1:47 in the afternoon

“I wake up early” I said to myself while faking to hit my head at the couch, I start to flip so channels I cant heard what those people inside the TV talking about because the rain is start to be heavier, I flip to another channel once again and I saw a movie played on star movies titled letter s’ to Juliet I stay on that channel, I love how the story revolve it made me cry because of those sad since, I didn’t realize the movie is already done the credits are flashing at the TV and I notice my faced is wet im crying because of this beautiful movie,

“LOVE” those word blurt out in my mind, I don’t know why did I say that but that words keep on bugging me

“unnie~” I heard a familiar pitch enter our house, I stand up and look at her in disbelief

“krystal!!!” I said in a scolding tone, she didn’t mind me and hug me tightly

“thank god your still okay unnie I’m so worried about you” she said to me in a worried tone I puzzled,

“what th-…what are you talking about?!” I blow out

“I thought you are already dead and our house-“

“I don’t get you”

“I thought you try to cook or something” she pout at me and smirk

“you~ krystal” I hit her temple playfully, she start to run away from me and I start to chase her, we’ve been running, and then I stop because im so tired of running

“yeh~ I give up” I said in a defeat tone while krystal keep on teasing me, but I don’t mind I just want to sleep again, but I need to know something first

“hey krystal do you know what love means?” I said in a serious tone, krystal is drinking water when I ask her she chuckle for a moment

“love?” she twitch

“yeah love!!”

“love is a powerful word unnie, but I can gave you some example love is like a glass door, sometimes you cant see it and it smack right into your face” she explain seriously and smirk to me while finishing her words “why unnie don’t tell me your inlove” she start to giggle and dance silly

“I think so?” I reply to her unsurely, I grab my glass of milk and drink it straight, she look to me looked like saying YOU-ARE-INLOVE-SERIOUSLY? Look I just look back at her blankly

“you know what unnie I hate your blank stares it made me uncomfortable” she said in annoying tone

“do you ever felt in love krys?” I shot a question once again that made her raise her brows

“seriously unnie?”

“seriously krys”

“to be honest YES, but I think she don’t like me?” krystal said in a sad tone let a long sigh

“wait? She?”

“yeah, you heard it right!!” krystal said in frustration

“your gay?” I said surprise

“is there s’ a problem on that?”

“nothing its just” I think for a moment first, I want to get angry to krystal because she s’ gay but its not right because I think I’m gay too

“I understand you unnie, being in a relationship with same or gender made other felt disgust because they against on it”  she start to tear up

“its not your fault krystal we can control our hearts , if only we could” I almost whisper those last words she look to me in shock

“you…your GAY TOO”

“maybe?”

“maybe…….MAYBE?” she repeat once again, but I’m confused right now,

“to whom?” she start to investigate I know her

I just stare at her I heard a familiar sound its my phone someone is calling, I grab and slide my phone to unlock I saw the caller s’ id its tiffany I answer it quickly

“tiff”

“jessi” her voice sound weak I think she s’ crying

“where are you tiff? Why are you crying, wait are you crying?”

“I’m at the school ground right now!!” after she finish she quickly end the call, I start to panic krystal is seating at the couch freely, I look at the window

“gosh” why the heck is tiffany is there, its raining very hard and she s’ there, I quickly get my umbrella and some raincoat I wear a jacket for me not to get cold

“krystal I’m going out for a moment stay here” I command her she just nod, I quickly walked to the door open it and run to our school as if its just a block away, I start to pant I run very fast that s’ the fastest of me, there s’ no guard or ever school staff there so I can freely go inside the school, once I open the gate I saw tiffany pouring at the rain, standing on the center of the ground look sad and mess up,  I run towards her and share my umbrella

“what the heck are you thinking tiffany are you crazy or something ?” I scream to her

“jessi, I confess to wooyoung but he…he don’t like me” she said in a weak tone and ready to cry again, seeing her crying made my heart broke into pieces

“its okay tiffany” I try to comfort her I hug her tightly

“its not okay jessi” she scream to me and push me away “you don’t understand me jessi, I love him” she burst out that s’ the dumbest word I ever heard, I didn’t understand her? I love you tiffany that s’ why its hard for me to see you loving someone else, I want to burst out to and spill what s’ on my mind and heart at the same time but I cant I don’t want to ruin our friendship so I decide to comfort her

“tiffany sorry” I throw my umbrella I put those raincoat to her and hug her tightly, its hard want to know why, I’m apologizing even though its not my fault I can be the dumbest person when it comes to love, she hug me back and cry harder I don’t care even if im wet because of the rain and her tears

“Tiffany stop crying, I’m here don’t cry lets talked about it later” I pat her back to make her relax she hug me tighter than before “ thank you jessi for being my bestfriend” she whisper to me I broke the hug and smile to her, she smile back lying yeah I’m expert on that…

“anytime tiff, anytime” I pick up the umbrella and gave it to her I’m so wet while she was now cover with coat I walked her home and when she s’ already home I stay out side and look at the dark sky

Rain is my bestfriend why?....because she can cover my tears and hide my sorrow

“It hurts to love you the way I do. Then look at you, and realize how much you don’t care” I whisper to the wind “tiffany lets just stay friends”

~End Of Flashback~

“jessi your still there?” I snap out and saw tiffany waving her palm in front of my face

“ye…yeah why?” I stutter I didn’t notice that I’m zoning out

“what do you think if I ask her out?” tiffany suggest

“jezz~ tiff that s’ man s’ moves “ I said in annoyance, she just giggle

“hahahaha. I’m just kidding, why so serious?” tiffany giggled again and pinch my cheeks

“whatever”

“look jessi~  mom is already finish baking cookies look” tiffany point the bowl at the table placed on the center of the living room

“oh~” i don’t know what to say so I just say that, tiffany excitedly stand up and get some cookies I just stare at her and watching her cute actions

“want some?” she show those cookies to me, I just smile to her and shook my head to right and left, she pout and said “please just taste eat” she used her aegyo that she know I cant resist “I’m full tiff next time” I said and try to convince her but “please” she made an puppy eye,

Puppy eye~

Kill me now~~~~~~~~~~~~ ^O^

“okay..okay” I said in defeat and I was about to get some cookies but she “nah..ah..ah I will feed you!!” she smile to me that made her eye fade because of her smile

“seriously, I have two hands I can feed my self” I try to explain to her but she refused it she show her face and she s’ acting like she was about to cry and I hate it

“god, why doing this to me?” I give up I open my mouth and she start feeding me, to be honest I enjoy this moment

“kids, dinner is ready” Mrs, Hwang announce, tiffany look to me and I shook my head harshly

“I’m already full fany”

“Moooooooooooooom  jessica don’t want to eat” tiffany complain to her mom

“jessi if you don’t eat I will get angry” Mrs.Hwang threaten hwang family I hate it because of their kindness >……….. <3

“so?” tiffany looked like challenging me, I don’t want tiffany s’ mother get angry at me so

“okay” I said in confirmation tiffany jump in happiness and smiling like a kid she dash to their kitchen and approach her mother 

“Tiffany if you like me say so! But if you don’t stop acting and do sweet things that made me blush” I whisper those words to myself

“mom you’re the best, jessi lets go” tiffany walk to me and hold my hands accompany me to sit down

“lets pray first” Mrs. Hwang announce

All of them close their eyes I look to tiffany and pray “ all I want is to love you and to be loved by you “ I pray those words inside my mind and close my eyes, I pray that even though its not in a appropriate situation