How did this happen? How did I manage to up everything that was good in my life? Everything is now just a black hole of my own stupid mistakes. Oh god, how did this happen.....?

"Hey y" I recognize that voice. I turned around. Why was he doing this again?

"Taemin, I already told you, I have a boyfriend. I'm sorry."

"Oh come on, forget about him for tonight. Nobody has to know." He was so tempting. It was taking all my willpower not to jump on him now.

"No! I love Key and I always will. I would never to that to him!" I started to storm out when I felt two hands wrap themself around my waist.

"Come on. Please....just tonight. Remember, no one has to know."  Wow! I didn't think I would ever sink this low. I never thought I would even consider doing this. Ever!

"Well, when you put it that way."

Stop! Stop thinking about it! Jonghyun. you're so stupid. No wonder Key hates you. You're an idiot!

-Knock Knock-

"Go Away!!!"

"Jonghyun. open the door we need to talk." Taemin, what the hell is he doing here?

"No Taemin. Go away. I don't want to see you."

"But, Jonghyun please this is important."

"Fine." I walked over and opened the door only to have Taemin throw himself on me and attack my lips. I pushed him off. 

"Taemin what the hell?"

"Oh come on, don't act like you didn't like it." He tried to throw himself on me again. I just pushed him off. 

"No Taemin go away. I don't want to see you!" I pushed out outside and slammed the door.

Who am I kidding. This isn't his fault. It's my fault for falling prey to his charm. 

I am such an idiot.