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It's been one month, one exact month since Yuri and Jessica have been together.   One month Yuri struggled to hold the relationship.   One month Yuri tried to reason with Jessica about true love.   One month Yuri watched Jessica get intimate with other except her.   One month they fought over showing their affection in front of people.   One month Yuri felt Jessica was slipping away.   It was too good to be true.           Yuri didn't want anything in this world except Jessica Jung. Her heart belonged to Jessica, and all she gets in return is her heart in two. Yes, they were a couple. A couple that showed no affection towards each other when they are with friends, family or fans. Their love only existed in the dark, which Yuri feared.   Of course Jessica has warned her that she wasn't ready to go public about their love, and Yuri didn't mind; as long as they had each other was fine.   When they would stand on stage and Yuri would stand next to Jessica and slowly slip her hand with Jessica's, Jessica would retreat. When they were backstage and Yuri walked next to Jessica, Jessica would always place either Sooyoung or Sunny between them. When they were in front of their members, and Yuri would place a kiss on Jessica's cheek, Jessica would pull away.   Even when they were left alone Jessica would only go to the limit of kissing Yuri and nothing more. Yuri wasn't asking her to sleep with her or get any physical, but it would be nice to act as if they were really a couple; like Taeyeon and Tiffany, who spend hours talking to each other.   It was those simple things that Yuri felt hurt at. Yuri wasn't making it obvious to the public that they were together nor to their parents. She did her best to please Jessica, but nothing worked. When she confronted Jessica, Jessica always had the excuse of having too much schedules and she's tired.   This relationship was slowly breaking and Yuri didn't know what to do; she was lost. She loved Jessica for sure, but for how long was she going to get this treatment from her?             *****             Yuri entered the apartment as she followed Jessica to her room. This was just another day where Yuri tried to reason with Jessica, and it resulted to a small misunderstanding between them.   "Jessica would you just listen to me" said Yuri   "We've been through this over and over again Yuri, and yet you still don't understand" huffed Jessica   Yuri entered Jessica's room and closed the door behind her, and she approached Jessica.   "Jessica we've been fighting for so long now, and everyday it feels as if I'm losing you" said Yuri, softly   "Then stop insisting about publicizing our relationship" said Jessica   "I don't want to publicize it. I just..I just want you Jessica, no one else but you" sighed Yuri, in defeat   "Yuri I told you to give me time but you seem you want to rush things" said Jessica   "I don't like the fact that you don't hold my hand but you hold Yoona's, you joke around with Taeyeon and Sooyoung, and you get intimate with Tiffany. When it comes to me, you just ignore me" said Yuri   "Your acting like a child" said Jessica, not bothered by the argument   "So now I'm like a child" said Yuri, in anger   "Just drop it will you" said Jessica   "Jessica!" snapped Yuri   Jessica stood up from her bed and faced Yuri in