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Music blasted through the speakers, the humid air was intoxicated by alcoholic drinks, and the dance floor was packed with bodies up against each other.   Yuri sat at the bar stool with eight shots of tequila in front of her.   "Yuri, are you sure you want eight shots at once?" said Lee, the bartender   "Yeah I'm positive" replied Yuri, in misery   "Your not yourself today, is anything on your mind?" said Lee   "Everything is on my mind" said Yuri   "What's the matter?" said Lee, as he stopped polishing the glass and paid attention to Yuri   "None of your concerns" said Yuri   "Maybe I could help?" offered Lee   "Yes, by offering me drinks," said Yuri   "Drinking away your misery won't help Yuri," said Lee   "Believe when I say it does for me" said Yuri   Lee sighed; he knew it was no use arguing against Yuri.   I'll be back, customers are calling, don't go anywhere" said Lee   Today wasn't like any other day, today not only did she have to cope with losing Jessica; she also had to cope with the pain of losing her members. . She picked a shot of Tequila and swallowed it down. . This is for you, Seohyun . She took the second shot of Tequila and swallowed it down . This is for you, Yoona . She took the third shot of Tequila and swallowed it down . This is for you, Sunny . She took her fourth shot of Tequila and swallowed it down . This is for you, Hyoyeon . She stopped on the fourth shot to let her body absorb the alcohol. . She closed her eyes and swallowed the lump on . The image of Tiffany in tears, and Jessica's furious face kept circling her mind. . She grabbed her fifth glass and continued to swallow it down . This is for you, Sooyoung . She grabbed her sixth glass and swallowed it down . This is for you, Taeyeon . She grabbed her seventh glass and swallowed it down . This is for you, Tiffany.I'm sorry . She grabbed her last shot and swallowed it down . Jessica,My Jessica,My Sica baby,Everything I've done, everything I've become is because of you. . . . A lone tear escaped her eye and slid down her cheek. She brushed it off quickly and laid her head on the table in front of her. She felt drowsy, her head was spinning, she couldn't think properly. She smiled sadly at herself, finally her mind stopped thinking, and finally all her worries were gone. She stood up, but stumbled in the process. It took her a while to regain her posture a bit, and once she did she slowly made her way to the dance floor.   *****     Taeyeon closed her phone in frustration and walked to the living room.   "Did you get a hold of her?" asked Sooyoung   "No" sighed Taeyeon   "Her phone is off, and she's no where to be found. Should we inform our manager?" said Sunny   "No, he's already disappointed in us for canceling today's commercial shoot, it will only make matters worse if we tell him Yuri's missing" said Taeyeon   "She'll come back. I know Yuri" said Seohyun, hopefully   "Maybe she's at her friends house," piped Yoona   "Maybe, but does anyone have her friends number or by any chance know where she lives?" said Hyoyeon   They all gave up and sat down, it was no use; they have no way of contacting nor finding Yuri.   "Yuri will be back, it's just a matter o