We crossed the street, with Hyukjae shii holding Hae in his arms and I, holding Hwa in mine.

We walked in and saw the prettiest dresses in the entire world 

"Woahhhh~ Umma looks at all da pwetty dwesses!!!" Hae exclaimed as we walked to Halmoni and his Umma. 

"Hwa Hwa picks quikkly" Hae said 

We all laughed at her actions. 

It took us all about fifteen minutes to pick out a good suit and shoes for Hwa, while it took us at least three times longer just to satisfy Hae.

"Hae don't be like this to Umma, pick a dress already" 

"Hmm Umma I like the green dress but I also like the blue dress" Hae finally decided. 

"Appa what should I pick" She asked him

"Hmm I think the blue one makes you look prettier" 

"I want the blue one then" Hae said finally making up her mind

Then we moved on to pick a tux for Hyukjae-shii 

"Hyukkie try this" 

"Nae Umma" he replied 

To me everything looked the same, except one. I stared at it and finally decided to pick it up

"M...Maybe this one" I blushed 

I felt terribly awkward

"Okay" he responded, and went inside the dressing room, coming out after a quick 5 minutes

"Whoa! Appa you look really cool in this" Hae said as Hwa nodded 

"Really?" 

"Yep" 

"Now let's pick out Min Ji's dress” Halmoni said as   

We looked around and I tried on many dresses 

"This is the one Hyuk picked out, try it on" 

I went inside the changing room and quickly changed. Before coming out I looked at myself once in the mirror. 

Whoa, is that even me? I looked so... Different... But this dress... It's so short

I stepped out and Hae and Hwa squealed "Umma neomu yeppp" 

"I think this is the one" Halmoni said 

It was rather quick but it was okay, since Hae and Hwa liked it and it was a bit pretty. 

We went home after that but later Halmoni told us that we would go shopping today again, I asked her why and she replied that we needed more clothes and shoes... 

So now were out again, at the mall but this time Hyukjae-shii is at work 

"Pick whatever you like" 

"Nae" even if they said that I couldn't bring myself to just take their money like that. I'll repay them no matter what, but how? 

I didn't even refuse anything they said I just did as I was told. At the end of the day Hae and Hwa were exhausted, sleeping in their stroller while the rest of us ate lunch and went back home. 

"I'll carry this home" I said picking up a couple of bags 

"Andwae, we have people for that" Halmoni said 

"Plus I think it's time we told you and Hyuk" she said as we went inside 

I had grown close to these two already to my surprise. 

Was I always this easy? 

"What is it" I asked 

"That you will find out when Hyuk comes home"

"Nae" I said as I entered my room 

I lay Hwa and Hae down on the bed and put their pajamas on them. 

I caressed their faces lost in thought.  

All I want to do is provide a safe and loving environment for them, I don’t want anything else, I would’ve left Kame if Hwa and Hae hadn’t liked him. I really would have, Hwa and Hae Always come first.

KAME POV

It’s been two days since she left, my life feels so empty. 

I feel so broken 

So torn, my heart is engulfed in this darkness, which only min-min can pull me out of. 

I haven’t felt this way in a while, well the two years I've known her I've never felt that way but now that she's gone, this feeling always comes back to me whenever I see something that reminds me of her or when I'm alone. 

"Kame, quit it" Jin said 

"Nani? Quit what?" I asked still dazed 

"You’re going to have to get over her one day" 

"And what if I never get over her? Doshiou??" 

"Why did she leave anyway?"

"She’s getting married" 

"But wasn't she dating you" 

"Arranged" 

"Can’t she break it off?" 

"I asked her dad, he said he sold her to them" I cried 

"HE WHAT?" Jin asked 

"He sold his daughter to them, and it was some sort of wish of her mom’s" 

"He ing sold his own daughter? For money? Dude, even if I was dirt poor I would never ever sell my baby girl to any ing one, even for all the money in the world, 'cause my baby is worth a lot more than just money and Gems" Jin said 

"Those were some beautiful words" 

"Why thank you" Jin laughed 

"Well Tina and Meisa are waiting for me" 

"Go ahead" I said 

This guy loves those two more then his life and career. 

-Sigh- what am I going to do with my life? My everything was her and now she's gone. I feel like a lost pirate at sea with no map or sense of direction.

Doshiou???? 

Just then Jin texted me 

Go find another girl

I replied 

No she was my one and only 

He replied 

Well too bad, get over her and start anew. You can’t keep dwelling on the past forever.

His words were harsh but true. 

I decided to go home since I didn't feel like doing anything and as I lay in bed I thought of stuff.

Finally I came to a conclusion that I should get rid of everything that reminds me of her everything.  

I sprang up in bed and looked around my messy apartment complex. 

Clean-up was all I could think of 

Yosha! I can do this! I though as I picked up everything off the ground placing things where they belonged. 

Damn it feels bigger and better in here without all this extra junk on the ground 

I looked around and saw pictures of her, Hwa and Hae's old toys and other stuff that belonged to her. 

I won't throw it away; I'll just put it away for now 

Within a couple of hours my apartment complex looked bigger, cleaner and didn't remind me of her as much 

A new start maybe 

I quickly began writing the lyrics and music down 

"Oh my god I just! Again she's helped me" I smiled and closed my eyes  

Sayonara my love. Hontoni arigatou. sayonara, my love. (Good bye, my love. Thank you very much (a lot or really thank you) goodbye my love) 

 

I open my eyes again 

A new start

MIN JI POV 

Hyukjae shii finally came home and I waited for Halmoni to bring up the topic. 

"Ah so as I was saying to you Minji-ah, you and Hyuk are going to be living in an apartment next to the super junior dorm, okay?" Halmoni said casually

I'm what? I thought I was going to live here... 

"It’s next to the suju dorm?" Hyukjae shii asked 

"Nae, we thought it would be easier for you that way" 

"Kamsamnida Halmoni" 

"Omona I forgot about the ring" 

"Halmoni don’t worry about it, were going tomorrow to pick one up" Hyukjae said, looking at me with a 'please go along with it' smile 

"Is that so?" 

"Yes we decided earlier on the phone" I said not looking at Halmoni in the eye. 

I can't lie, it’s the one thing I can't do and if I do lie it's very obvious to the other side (unless they're dense, like super dense or they don't see me) 

A faint yet clear cry could be heard, I looked towards the room Hwa and Hae were in 

It was definitely Hwa.

"Excuse me" I asked quickly getting up and running to Hwa. 

Thanks to his loud cries Hae woke up crying as well. 

Dear lord where is Kame when you need him?

Kame had always been good with both of the kids, whenever they would cry or abruptly wake up he would always know how to calm them down. 

I felt someone watch me as I tried to calm Hwa down while holding Hae. 

"You should take care of Hae; I'll take care of Hwa" Hyukjae-shii said

I turned around and saw Hyukjae shii picking up Hwa. 

"Hwa be a good boy" Hyukjae shii said. Hwa still cried, not opening his eyes 

Hae was a light sleeper so our situation wasn't going to get any better. 

Hyukjae shii cradled Hwa in his arms 

After a while Hwa calmed down 

"Hwa what's wrong?" I asked with sleepy Hae in my arms 

"Umma" he said nearly jumping into my arms

I stood in front of Hyukjae-shii looking only at Hwa

"I ... I had ... A ... Bad … Dream" Hwa said in between sobs 

"It’s okay, it's okay, appa will protect you" Hyukjae shii said, noticing Hwa was about to cry again 

"Really? Then Appa, Umma sleep with me" Hwa asked innocently 

"Kure" I said 

"Let appa get changed" Hyukjae shii said looking at Hwa 

Hwa nodded, I laid Hae down on the bed and took Hwa from Hyukjae shii 

"Miyan" I mouthed 

"It’s okay" he said patting my shoulder.

That second when he touched me, I felt this electric shock in me. For some reason my heart beat raced as if my heart was planning to jump out of its cage. 

Hyukjae shii came back quicker than I expected. I lay on the king sized bed, with Hae on my left and Hwa on my right and on Hwa's right was Hyukjae shii. Hae fell asleep the minute Hwa settled down

"Appa stowy pweaje" (appa story please) Hwa said 

"Okay" Hyukjae shii smiled 

"Hmm there once was a little prince, who lived in a very very big castle. The little prince had everything a kid could dream of, but one thing he didn't have was friends" 

"Wae" Hwa asked, interested in his appa’s story 

"Because the prince had everything, everyone was jealous. One day he was walking alone in his very big castle" 

"And he saw something" 

"Wat waj it" 

"He saw" 

"He saw" 

"He saw a kitten" 

"A kitten?" 

"Yep" 

"Quickly the prince and the kitten became best friends. At night they would always sleep together."

"And soon the little prince wasn't lonely any more, he had a friend now" Hwa's head was leaning on Hyukjae shii's chest whole Hwa held my fingers tightly in his hands 

I was looking at Hwa when I felt a pair of eyes stare at me 

I looked up 

'I don’t think I can leave' Hyukjae mouthed 

'...why not' I mouthed back 

He pointed to Hwa who had a tight grip on Hyukjae shii's fingers as well as mine. 

'Hmm. As long as you don't do anything I guess there's no harm' I whispered to him 

He nodded and both of us drifted off to sleep 

I was stiff but his presence there was so reassuring for some reason.

~ 

I woke up with the light hitting my face.

I looked beside me and saw Hae on my left and on my right were Hwa and Hyukjae shii. 

I got up and went to take a shower.  

~ Not before long I was out, dressed and drying my hair. On Hyukjae’s side of the bed (the right stand) was where I kept my hair pins, ties and brush. 

HYUKJAE POV

After Minji fell asleep I glanced at her when I knew she wouldn't know.

Her facial features were so pretty, her skin looked so soft. I just wanted to caress her face but I cant.

She probably doesn't even like me.

Wait why do I care?

I looked at Hwa, his forehead pressed against my chest. Honestly I was afraid I would crush the small life next to me. It was just too adorable to say no to.

I closed my eyes shut and slowly fell asleep

~

I woke up and looked to my right but I only saw Hwa and Hae. I looked around and finally realized 'ah she must be in the bathroom'.

The bathroom door knob turned and an angelic person Minji came out

I pretended to sleep, but I think she saw right through me

She walled closer and closer to my side of the bed. Every step she was closer to me, my heart raced so fast I thought it would explode.

She bent down and my heart stopped

I turned over and hid my tomato red face in the pillow hiding the sides of my face with my arms.

Hwa snuggled close to me but woke up because Hae’s hand hit his forehead (she was still asleep)

He woke up with a red mark on his face and loud cried

I groaned in annoyance, acting as if I had just woken up.

Leaning over me Minji picked up Hwa, suddenly making him quiet.

I turned over and slowly opened my eyes to see what she had done to make him quiet so suddenly

"Miyanhae Hyukjae shii" she said with Hwa still in her arms while she slowly moved around in place

"Mhhm ah it's okay" I said

I got up and went to take a shower in my room

I went downstairs for breakfast but I woke up a bit early... I looked at the piece of paper set infront of me

EUNHYUK SCHEDULE

7:40-8:20 photo-shoot

8:35-10:10 vocals class (solo)

10:20-2:15 dance practice (ALL) 

2:30-3:30 magazine photo-shoot

4:00 -6:00 Recording (SW KH DH HC)

6:40-9:50 Guest on Star king

10:00 -12:00 sukira (LT)

I looked at the clock and it said 6:50 am

Oh my schedule starts at 7:40, manager Hyung will get mad if I don't get there on time!!!

I ran downstairs and I saw Minji and the twins dressed up, waiting

"Are you going out?" I asked

"Umm Halmoni said to go with you..."

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