the past

I was walking down the streets if Seoul after leaving Hae and Hwa in the safety of hyuk's friends/ their uncles. I got bored at home after Donghae came and begged me to let him play with Hwa and Hae, can't just refuse a pout as cute as his... Unless it's Sungmin or Henry or Hyuk...

I came across a park, and sat down on the bench listening to music. Hyuk bought me a new phone and downloaded a billion songs on there, all by his group and people he knew

I put it on shuffle and the song love disease came on

It was spring and everything was just in that couple-like mood

I wonder how Kame is doing. I wonder if he got a new girlfriend or if he's busy right now. I kinda want to call him, hear his voice.

Hyuk is a great person and all but I was literally heads over heels in love with Kame.

I almost forgot about him since Last week was so busy but alas he crept his way into my mind again

I smiled to myself thinking back to some of our memories

FLASHBACK

I was on my way back home from work when I realized I was being followed. I quickened my pace, occasionally glancing back in hope of losing the stalker but nope, he's still behind me.

He finally catches up, tapping my shoulder

"You... You should.... Should work... As.. A model" he said handing me a card as he gasped for air

I was petrified because he chased me just to give me a card!?

I looked at the older man questionably

"I work at an agency, call us back please because you look like a fantabulous model" he said giving me (what I think) a pedo-look

I nodded and walked away with absolutely no intentions of ever calling him.

I enter my house looking at a mess before me

"APPA I TOLD YOU WATCH AFTER HWA AND HAE NOT LEAVE THEM WHILE YOU GO ING DRINK YOUR MONEY AWAY!!" I yelled at my passed out father

Sheesh man, grow-up! I'm doing all the around everywhere trying to get another job and all you do is spend my money away on alcohol?

Son of a chinchilla I swear I hate grandma and grandpa for making you.

Yes. I do utterly hate my failed excuse of a father.

Now if you would excuse me, I have two take care of a drunk old man, whose out cold like he's in a tundra and who innocent children crying for food

"Hwa Hae Umma is so sorry for leaving you along with this sad excuse of a male, please forgive me?" Hwa and Hae stopped crying and looked at me

I have to do something I thought as u shoved n hands inside my side pocket

I found a card and stared intensely at it

"Maybe I should join..."

I ended up coming here

-And thus my adventure began as a model-

It had been a month since then and I had already debuted and was now heading to my first job

"9:30 : XXX Magazine with KAT-TUN" my schedule read

I sighed, I didn't like working with male stars not because I was ist but because their fans always went on rage like 'who the hell does she think she is?' and all. This job payed me enough to keep me and the kids alive so I can bear with it.

I got to the studio and saw the photographers desperately running around, I made my way to my makeup room and the makeup artists began doing their magic.

Ah~ I swear sometimes I look like a dead animal but Mei-Chan can always make me look like a prettier person. She’s a magical person I tell you!

I got changed into a cute summer clothes and walled out with a jacket overtop

"It’s winter" I mumbled to myself "why a summer dress"

"Okay so KAT TUN will be here any moment. Why don't we have single shots done first?" my manager suggested

I began posing, like normal, it wasn't usually hard since I went for the cold/scary Image but today I had to be cute. Cute, ah that is one thing I can't be.

"No, no, no, Minji San you have to be cute not creepy" my manager said

... Why. Am. I. Here???

I tried thinking of Hwa and Hae and fortunately I was able to get some 'cute' shots but seriously in my opinion I looked like a dead chicken. Eww, the image.

Just 15 minutes after that I saw a large number of guys. By large I mean 16 men. Well 10 of them looks like kids much younger than I while the six guys who walked towards me looked much older.

"Konnichiwa I'm Minji I'll be working with you for today" I said bowing my head to my seniors.

Yay. Life.

"Konnichiwa we are KAT TUN" their manager said

"This is Jin Akanishi"

"Yo" he said smiling

Damn. I think my heart just burst

"Koki"

"Hey there" he said in a playful tone

"Tatsuya" He just smiled

"Yuichi"

"Nice to meet you"

"And finally, this is Kazuya"

"Call me Kame" he said

"Okay so if you didn't know the theme for today's photo shoot is romantic and cute."

Life. Is. Great. Just. Great.

Well you can imagine how that went; I thought that that was going to be my last time meeting them but nope. The magazine liked it because of my stiffness... It sounds weird I know, but they said that it could be like a first meeting, like you know falling in love kind of crap. He wants to make it a story now...

KAT TUN and I met up often, and for some reasons fans didn't react badly to this...

We became friends and I had a crush on Kame, I promised myself that I would never trust a guy (unless it's Hwa) but I ended up becoming friends with them and the other 10 boys (Hey Say Jump)

(End of 1st flashback)

(2nd flashback)

"Min-Chan"

"Hmmm?"

"I... Umm... Do... D-do y-y-you wanttogooutwithme?"

"Eh?"

"Do you want togooutwithme?"

"Can you repeat what you said I can't understand it...?” I said

"Go out with me" he mumbled "do you want to go out with me?" he said loud and clear, flustered.

"E-eh? Kame-kun...."

"If you don't like me... Then you don't have to..."

"Tomorrow... Can I tell you... My answer... Tomorrow?"