Regret.
I Had Enough
Krystal's POV
'Amber where are you?' Was the only thing that I can think of. I know breaking up would be the solution, but no... I was wrong. I love Amber and letting go of her just like that is wrong. Scared of long distance relationship? Tsk, and you call yourself a Jung.
I ran everywhere I can think of, I was stupid enough to bump into many people, humiliating myself. But I didn't care, what I need to do is find Amber and thats, that. I don't care if I trip over or even get juice all over my shirt, as long as I find Amber, then beat it!
As I turn around, I saw the familiar figure of the person I was looking for. " AMBER!" Without second thoughts I shouted, running up to her. " AMBER!" I shouted the second time, " Amber, look back." I silently prayed as I ran to catch up to them.
" AMBER!" I tried one last time, hoping for her to look back. I fell down to my knees when I lost sight of her. I covered my face with both hands, I lost her. I sobbed, and sobbed, and sobbed. I stood up, not wanting to cause anymore scenes.
I walked back to the front of the airport and saw Key and our group of friends waiting. I walked up to them and faked a smile, but with my face with stains of tears, I know they won't buy it. Key went up to me and gave me a hug.
At that time, I broke down into his arms. I just lost the love of my life, and she's far away from me. Who knows? Maybe she'll find someone better than me there? Someone who will fight for the love that I just let go, without even trying.
I continuously cried in Key's shoulder, our friends ganged up on us and did a group hug. They either pat my back or pat me on the head. I saw my sister coming in and saw a frown on her face, seeing me in this state.
I just smiled at her, just some time and I'll forget that llama face before I know it. I just hope she'll live her dream their and come back here in Korea in success. I hugged my unnie and bitterly laughed, " I forgot to say goodbye..." I said as I felt my eyes water and tears started falling out of my eyes again.
" I should't have broken up with her! I just gave up without trying, Unnie! She was my everything, she changed me for the better. Her smiles, her dorky self, that damn llama face. It... It hurts Unnie, it hurts. I want her back, I want to tell her I love her, I want to cuddle in bed with her, like how we used to. Her constant pick up lines, her guitar playing and her singing songs for me. I'm gonna miss them all!" I pent up all my feeling and just blurted it all out.
It Hurts, Giving Up Love... It Hurts.
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