Hurting

Secret Lovers

-No One's POV-

Taeyeon woke up from her slumber, which made her forget all her problems.

But when she woke up, all of them returned to her.

-Taeyeon's POV-

Oh right! There's school today!

Heh, Shinyoung unnie fooled the school like always.

I changed into my school uniform, took my bag and went out of the room.

Aish, Tiffany hasn't woke up yet.

Her alarm hasn't rung yet?

Better go wake her up before she's late...

I knocked on her door.

She's probably still sleeping.

I went into her room and shook her body vigorously.

"Yah! We're going to be late for school if you don't hurry!"

"Siwon oppa..." 

Siwon. Siwon. Siwon. That's all that you think about?

"Fine. Don't wake up and continue dreaming about him!" I slammed the door out of jealousy as I got out of her room and the house.

I never knew how it felt to have a bad morning, since I always had a good morning.

But now I know how it feels...

I knocked on Sunny's door and for once, Jessica opened the door.

"Hey. Why're you up so early?"

"Cause I forgot to do homework. I was too busy sleeping. So Sunny is helping me do it."

"Wouldn't Shinyoung unnie notice the difference in handwriting?"

"Sunny can copy my handwriting perfectly. So... she would never find out."

"You two... Aish."

"Heh. Where's Tiffany?"

"In dreamland dreaming about her boyfriend." I said it calmly, not wanting Jessica to know my feelings for her.

"Boyfriend? She never told me she had one."

"Of course, you were sleeping!" I joked.

"But... Taeyeon, you're not affected at all?"

"Should I be affected? She's my best friend so I'm happy for her."

"Oh right... Anyway, let's go to class before we're late. How about Tiffany?"

"Too bad she's still dreaming about her boyfriend. Or she wouldn't be late. So blame Siwon for that... I'm going."

I walked to the class.

-Tiffany's POV-

Siwon oppa... sorry. Taetae is my love...

What kind of a dream is that?

I woke up and looked at the time.

WHAT. THE. HELL!

I quickly got up and went to class. 

By the time I went in, Shinyoung unnie was already there.

"Sorry! I'm late again!"

"Aish, I told you before, Tiffany-sshi, a little bit late is alright."

I took my seat next to Taeyeon.

"Taetae, why didn't you wake me up today?"

"Cause I forgot that I'm living in a dorm with another person?"

"Good enough." I smiled.

Halfway through the lesson, I got lost.

"Taetae, what's your answer for Question 10?"

"89.75km/h."

"How did you get it? I don't understand speed."

"Then ask Miss Shinyoung. Don't bother me." she said coldly.

Is she still angry about meeting that girl yesterday?

Sunny turned to me, "Sorry. She's a little bit grumpy."

"No, it's alright."

Then I got a text.

[ Siwon> Miyoung ah~ Want to go out after class? 3pm.]

[ Tiffany> Miyoung? ARGH! Don't call me that! *pout* Okay, let's go. Meet at school gate?]

[ Siwon> Okay, Miyoung! See ya there lata!]

"No wonder you don't understand." Taeyeon looked at me as if I was a criminal.

"Uhh, Sunny..."

"Hmm?"

"Why is she so cold all of a sudden? Did Sica pass her icyness to Taetae?"

"I don't think so..." she looked like she was thinking very deeply, "It might be because of Yuri..."

"Yuri?"

"Nevermind. Just pay attention. I think you're the slowest in our class."

"Oh right!" I continued doing my sums.

-No One's POV-

After School....

-Taeyeon's POV-

"Sunny. I'm going to see Yuri. Want come along?"

"Nah. I need to study. Mid-terms are in 8 weeks!"

"Which is 2 months. You have so much time to study."

"But I'm not a genius like you."

"True again..."

"YAH!" 

"Just joking, Sunny!"

"So... Tiffany,"

"What about her?" 

"She seemed uhh, Sad? When you were cold to her."

"Being cold to her is better than being nice to her. Being cold to her means she won't bother me means I won't have to see Choi Siwon and her together means my heart won't hurt as much."

"True... being nice to her means she will bother you means you have to see Choi Siwon and her together means your heart will break more."

"Exactly."

"But... you like her don't you?"

"I do. Who ever said I didn't?"

"I mean, then why do you want to hurt her?"

"I'm not. She doesn't seem to care at all."

"Taengoo."

"Anyway, I'm gonna be late. See ya later!" I tried to change the subject since Sunny was going to give me one of her LARGE lectures.

I walked to the front gate and saw Yuri.

"Hey!" I said.

"Oh? You're in a good mood?"

"Yup, but that doesn't mean I forgive you."

"I know very well, Taeyeon."

"Great then! Want to go to some cafe?"

"There's one down the street."

"Let's go there then." I smiled.

-Tiffany's POV-

Taetae and another girl is going somewhere.

Should I follow them?

"Siwon oppa! Do you want to go to a cafe down the street? I heard it's coffee is good."

"Anything for you, Miyoung."

We walked as I followed them.

-Taeyeon's POV-

After a long conversation,

"Oh. So that's what happened. So it was all YeEun's fault."

"Yeah. So, will you forgive me?"

"This is quite reasonable. So yeah."

"Great! Like old times eh?"

"Yeah... like old times..." I hesitated.

Being one of my best friends from my childhood, she could read me.

"What's wrong, Taeng?"

"Yuri, do you think it's okay for a girl to like another girl?"

"Well sure. I mean I do have a everlasting little crush on Jessica..."

"WOW? Serious?"

"Hehe... yeah. Anyway, let's talk about you. Why'd you ask?"

"Cause I think I'm falling in love with a girl."

"Ooo. Interesting. Is she pretty?"

"Like DUH!" we laughed.

-Tiffany's POV-

And to this just this morning, she was being cold to me.

Is this girl really the cause of Taeyeon's problems?

"Oppa, I'll be back."

I walked to Taetae's table and acted surprised.

"Oh! Taetae, you also came to this cafe? What a coincidence."

-Taeyeon's POV-

Aish.

"Taengoo, you never told me you met a gorgeous girl."

"What do you want, Fany?"

"Nothing. Just saying hi."

"In that case, bye. Yuri, let's go."

I dragged her out of the cafe.

"Taengoo! What's up with that? Not introducing me to that girl."

"It's better you don't know her anyway. All she'll do is hurt you." 

"Huh? What?"

"Nothing."

"Taeng, is that the girl you like?"

"So what if it's her?"

"What did you mean by getting hurt?"

"She friggin' has a boyfriend, okay?!"

I walked away again.

"Okay, fine. Sorry, Taengoo."

"No, it's fine. Nevermind... anyway, so how's Soshi Girl's School?"

"Quite fun actually."

"I remember my dad wanted me to go there. But I begged him to let me go to Kirin Arts, since that's where Ryeowook, Jessica and Yunho were going."

"You should come over some time."

"Yeah, I will. Well, I'm going back to the dorm. I'll invite Sica and Sunny the next time, then it'll be the old four."

"That'll be nice."

"Exactly. Bye!"

-Tiffany's POV-

What the? Wait till we get home. 

I'll kill you when we do.

Without me, laughing your heart out. With me, being all icy.

What's up with that?

What did I do?

"Oppa, I'm going home. I better go back to the dorm before Sica gets worried."

"Oh right, she's protective towards her friends right? Though she doesn't have many." he chuckled.

"You shouldn't mock her like that. She's afraid of opening up, so what?"

I walked back to the dorm and saw Taetae in front.

I caught up to her.

"Taetae!"

"Ugh. Seriously..."

"What's wrong? Why are you so cold to me?"

"Since when was I cold to you?"

"Since yesterday! You didn't even wake me up this morning!"

"Well, I expected your oh-so-good boyfriend to wake you up with a phonecall or something."

"What did he do to you that makes you so cold to me?"

"I'm not cold to you because of him. There's another reason... Tsh. You can't even understand me."

"Then tell me! You know why I can't understand you? Cause you keep everything to yourself!"

"So what if I do? It's none of your business! Go back to your friggin' boyfriend!"

What?

"None of my business? I thought you were that kind girl who helped me on the first day of school."

"No one ever knew the real me. They didn't know how much I hurted inside. Only my childhood friends know what happened to me. Sunny, Jessica and Yuri. From young, they supported me. You don't know me. So don't act like you do."

"Why are you treating me as an outsider?"

"Because you're nothing more than a best friend and a dormmate. So go back to your oh-so-good boyfriend who loves you so much." 

"What exactly did he do?!"

"What he did? Help me ask him. Does humiliating Yunho oppa help him? Does calling Jessica a loner benefit him at all? Does calling me a poor beggar kid just because he knows my history help him? You know nothing, Miyoung."

He humiliated Yunho oppa?

He called Jessica a loner?

He called Taetae a poor beggar kid?

What the hell has been happening after he left?

"Nothing to say right? In that case, good bye."

She turned around and walked away.

I walked back and found Siwon oppa.

"Siwon oppa! What's this I heard about you humiliating Yunho oppa, calling Sica a loner and calling Taeyeon a poor beggar kid?"

"What the? Who told you? Did they tell anyone else? Do they want to die huh?"

"Really? You said all those things? Did saying of those benefit you?"

"Humiliating Yunho was totally awesome since I would be the most popular. I call Jessica a loner cause she is. The only friends she has is that beggar Kim Taeyeon and that other brat Kim Ryeowook. All those Kims related to Kim Ryeowook is stupid."

"Are you sure you're not just jealous?"

"Yah! You're my girlfriend. You're supposed to be on my side!"

"Siwon oppa, where are you?"

"Huh?" 

"Where's the guy I fell in love with two years ago?"

"Here. Where else?"

"No, you're not Siwon oppa."

"Sorry, Fany. I didn't think it would hurt them that much. I was just joking."

"So you're going to apologize to them?"

"Yeah."

"Good. You better." I took my bag and left.

I went back to the dorm and saw Taetae watching the TV.

"What show is that?"

"Dunno the title. It's about an idiot who fell in love with another idiot who only knows how to humiliate people."

"What the? YAH! He's going to apologize to you, Yunho and Sica! So stop with calling him bad things."

"Is he? Apologize and Choi Siwon only has a possibility of one word in between. Choi Siwon NEVER apologizes."

"Stop saying that!"

"Stop protecting him!" with that, she stormed into her room.

Why not? He's my boyfriend.

I went over to Jessica and Sunny's dorm.

"Sunny! Can you tell Taetae to stop being cold to me?!"

"I doubt she has a choice..." she muttered.

"Fany, calm down. What happened?"

"Ever since yesterday she's been cold to me! And what's this about Siwon mocking her, Sica and Yunho?"

"So she told you..." Jessica said, trailing away.

"What exactly happened?"

"Taeng..."

"Sica, don't. If Taeng wanted to let Tiffany know, she would've told her already. Don't."

She looked hesitant.

"Sorry, Fany. Sunny is right... She'll get over this phase soon enough."

"I hope so... I can't take it. I can't take her being cold to me. It hurts me."

-Sunny's POV-

It hurts Taeng even more to see that the person she loves is dating the guy she hates the most on earth.

Aish...

"I'm going to talk to her." I said.

"No, Sunny. I'm pretty sure she wants to be alone." Tiffany said.

"She doesn't want to be alone. She wants to be with someone who understands her." I said, leaving her speechless.

I walked over to Taeyeon's dorm.

I went into her room.

"Taeyeon."

"Yes, Sunny?" she removed her headphones and let it rest on her neck.

"So, Yuri."

"Ahh! I forgot about that. Help me call Sica over. I don't want to explain two times."

"But Fany..."

"Leave her alone in your dorm. Wait, let her stay that tonight... or forever."

"Taengoo, stop being like that."

"Stop being like what?"

"Stop being cold to her."

"Why?"

"Cause she says she can't take it. She says it hurts her."

"Tell her to tell her boyfriend to take away the hurt. Just call Sica over."

"Fine."

[ Sunny> Sica, Taengoo is calling you over to explain the whole Yuri incident.]

[ Jessica> Okay, how about Fany?]

[ Sunny> She says leave Fany in our dorm but I think you should bring her over.]

[ Jessica> What happened between them anyway?]

[ Sunny> I would really like to tell you, but Taeng told me to keep it a secret.]

[ Jessica>Hmph. Fine.]

A while later, Jessica knocked on the door with Tiffany.

I opened the door and dragged Jessica into Taeyeon's room.

There, she told us what happened.

"Ah! Just a misunderstanding. So I guess I can forgive her." Jessica sighed, "I knew she wasn't such a person."

I nodded.

"So what're you going to do about Tiffany?" Jessica asked all of a sudden.

"What am I supposed to do?" she asked.

"Stop being cold to her?" Sica suggested.

"Not happening. Tell her boyfriend to take over my job of being "warm" to her."

"Taeng, if it's about his comment..."

"IT'S NOT! Why does everyone think I'm that shallow?! Only Sunny knows the reason I'm cold to her. And I'm going to keep it that way! Now, if you have nothing to say, GET OUT." she shouted.

"Taengoo, don't be that harsh."

"GET OUT, JESSICA. GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!"

"Fine, I think you should cool down too." Jessica said as she went out.

"Taengoo..."

"She made me love her. She made me hate her. What the hell does she want?!" she shouted, with an almost crying sound, referring to Tiffany.

"Taeng, she doesn't know about your feelings so... uhh."

"She doesn't know now, so how will she ever know? When will she look at me instead of that guy? When will I stop dreaming?" she started crying.

"Taengoo, don't cry. You don't want to ruin your beautiful face uh?"

She chuckled, "I can always lean on my bunny when I'm sad eh?"

"YEAP! You can~!"

"Funny Bunny."

"Yah! It's better than a danshin with a common surname."

"Your surname is also common..."

"Not as common as yours!"

"True..."

"AHA! TOLD YA!"

"Fine fine, Bunny. Stop being hyperactive!"

"Hehe, finez."

-Tiffany's POV-

"Sica! How did it go?"

"She asked me to get out."

"What the? She's too much." I said, getting ready to go in and scold her.

"Fany, don't. You don't know her past. So don't. She's been hurt enough. Now... she's hurt even more..."

"B-but..."

"Let me ask you. You're with Siwon now, so do you still love Taeng?"

"Yes."

_______

Author's Note:

WHAT THE?! Fany still loves Taeyeon?

What is going to happen to SiFany and TaeNy?

And how about WookSica? Will Sunny get in between them?

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Chapter 1: New reader. Nice story :D