For my whole life I never once feel such existance so real to me. Im not sure about everything even the world itself. The people around me who doesnt seem they are really there so I doubted them. But that didn't stop me from being part of them, well at least I thought I was. And when this one person came into my life, she was a threat to me.  

She was not part of the world I have been seeing.  

I don't know if it was true when he said he wanted us to be together. I don't know if he would someday leave me. I don't know if I have the strength to live with inassurances anymore. There was so much more things I don't know about. People said worrying makes you sick.  

What happens when people open their heart? They get better. He opened mine so I'm well now.