[    Call me Goodbye    ]

“I killed them for you”

Flagrant.

You said it so blatantly.

Almost like you don’t care about me.

My feelings.

Do I like it?No.

Do I loath it?Yes.

Do you like it when I hate it ?I suppose.

Then call me goodbye.

But you won’t.

You won’t even dare to leave me for a second.

You are just keeping me here for no reason.

Perhaps,you love me.

Perhaps,it’s because I’m a picture that you could paint.

That you could flaw.

No,I’m a human.

A human supposed to be treated with love and care.

But you didn’t treat me in a humane way.

I was supposed to live in a house with flower beds surrounding it.

Not with people injecting liquid to their insides.

Bringing them to cloud nine.

I was supposed to be in a place where I could drown into slumber at peace.

Not with strangers shrieking in agony for the aftermaths after what they had committed.

Clawing the raws out of their flesh.

I was supposed to live a life.

Not to live with a deformed monster who only knows how to destroy.

And patched the pieces back again.