~KEY~

Taemin and onew have been ditching me too much lately. I have all the other cheerleaders to hang out with but all they talk
about is stuff like hot guys and shoes. don't get me wrong i love them both but i would noot talk about them for 24 hours a day.
I check my reflection in my mirror as Jonghyun sneaks up on me. "Jonghyun~" I say as he grins and hugs me. " My parents
are coming over and they expect to see you there at 7:00 exactly at our place." Jonghyun says quietly as i nod.

I'll explaing. you see Jonghyun and i are in an arranged marriage. i know crazy right? Our parents are both rich business
owners and considering the fact that they would kick us out if we declined we agreed but up till now we both still hate each
other.It's a bit confusing because we kiss and hug and everything like that but it never really means something more...
We also have a house together but we decided that we would split the house in half and that was the reason why i couldn't
really invite Taemin into the house... I felt so bad for not being able to help my bestest friend..
but he's happy at his new place so it's not too bad..

Jonghyun and I we've always fooled around but never went very far. to us it's just a game of teasing. We've
reached a descion that we could never really love someone for things other than so we aren't going to date either so
our parents catching us with someone else isn't possible and the realation ship with jjong and I is still a bit vague but it's really
more of a bestfriends that are kinda dating cause they are forced to but they kinda enjoy it only a tad bit kinda thing.

although the secret is, I'm madly inlove with him and everything about him.. And it confuses the hell outta me...

"jonghyun! Wanna hang out after school today ?" I ask as he gives me a stare. I never invite him to hang out, I always go
to a club or hang with Taeminnie or onew but i don't feel like going outside It's pouring rain and it's not fun going outside alone.
"Why?" The dino asks as he walks me back to my class for me to grab my backpack. " None of your business! Just answer
wanna hang or not?" I asked as he laughs " Yeah sure, i mean a hubby is supposed to chill with his wifey right?" He says
as i punch his arm. "YAH! don't ever say that in public, besides we're engaged not married!" I say as i quickly grab my backpack
and head off. ( school ended already ) " alright whatever lets chill at our house . cool with you?" Jonghyun asks as  I nod.

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"YAH! WOULD YOU PUT YOUR BOXERS IN YOUR CLOSET?!" I scream as Jonghyun yells back from somewhere in
the house. "I'M BUSY! JUST DO IT FOR ME!" he yells as I sigh in frustration. Jonghyun at least pick your own underwear up!
I hold the boxers with my emergency tweezers that i bring around,if you're Living with jonghyun you are gonna need these daily
i think as i laugh to myself. "I wanna dye my hair.." I think as i look in the mirror of jjongs room. my hairstyle was around 8 months
old and I'm getting tired of it.. why not I kinda felt like a new look anyways.. I headed downstairs to the bathroom and opened
the door and behind it ..

was Jonghyun...with nothing but a towel... soaking wet... with puppy dog eyes and his abs fully visable and his broad shoulders..

oh god... "Key? sneaking a peak aren't we?" Jonghyun says as he grins and tilts my chin up. "No! I w-was just about to dye my
hair and- WHY DON'T YOU LOCK THE DOOR?!" I yell as i flick his forehead as he scowls a bit. "We're married we don't need
to lock the door, besides we've already seen everything to see , so why bother?" He says as he gives me a peck on the lips.
"But- why- UGH!" I yell in frustration as i start pouting as Jonghyun sighs and comes to cuddle me in his warm arms.. "Key,
I'll clean up my room alright? After lets play mario kart? We haven't played that in years!" He says as I nod.. We always kiss
and fight although i don't find the point, it's all just a lie... We both don't really like each other.. do we?

"Keeyyy~ I'm finishedd~" Jonghyun says as he sighs and streches. "You actually cleaned your room???" I ask in suprise. The last time
Jonghyun cleaned his room by himself was at least 2 years. "Yuuup~ For my fake wifey." He says as he walks closer. " My prize?" He says
in a seductive tone as i laugh a bit. Jonghyun loves to tease, ALOT and I'm kind of used to it. I kiss him on the lips as he gladly agrees to
it and goes deeper into the kiss. The kiss continues on for a while...okay maybe like ten minutes with short stops for breathing.

"Wanna play Mario kart?" Jonghyun says as we stop kissing. "Totally. DIBS PRINCESS PEACH." I yell as Jjong laughs "Yah only you
want her. i like the dino dude" He says as i giggle "Cause you are one!" I say as he lightly punches me in the arm. Although i kind of wished
that he truly loved me, just staying like this would be perfect...even if it isn't a fairytale type of romance, i can settle for this as long as he's
next to me right? nope. What jonghyun said next kinda killed me inside.

We were on round two of mario kart as jjong was owning me again. "YAH! Why don't you ever just let me win for once?!" I say as he laughs.
"whats the fun in that?" -BEEP BEEP- "Oh text message pause it!" Jonghyun says as i pause the game confused. Jonghyun never answers
his texts when we're playing video games.. "Oh my god she texted me. oh my god what do i do? Key help me what should i say?!?!" Jonghyun
says freaking out as he shows me the text. ( Hey jonghyun, whats up? we should hang out today, r u free? ) "Who is this?" I ask hoping
That my jealousy didn't show that much. "This girl that i met at my friends work was just perfect, she was pretty hot too." He says grinning
as i pretend to laugh along. " Why do you need help? you always chat up girls" I say. it was true he always brings random girls home and
I Hate it. but i hide it because i could never tell him how i felt...

"Because I think she's different, i think i might be in love with her..."

what...no...please, don't love her... please jonghyun i could love you more than she could ever love you, don't leave me i don't care if I sound
clingy or desperate i care about you so much, I don't know why but everytime i see you my heart skips a beat and i can't help but have
butterflies in my stomach and i feel dizzy at night just thinking about you, your voice, your eyes and your touch i love it all so much. Please
don't leave me for her... Is what i wanted to say. "Oh , Really? No way, congratulations jonghyun!! What do you need me for though?" I
say as i fake a smile and look down so that he doesn't see my eyes tearing up slowly. Key stop it, you promised yourself that you wouldn't
be weak again. stop it now. and like that i got back to my senses.

"oh my god what should i say. Key you would know what to say help mee!!" He says as hugs my arm and kisses me on the shoulder.

"You should coach me! Yeah! Like what to do on dates! what to wear and everything! That's perfect!" I felt a pain right through my chest.
Jonghyun are you really that dumb? "Fine, "I say as jonghyun checks his phone forgetting my presence again.. "KEY! WHAT AM I GOING
TO WEAR?!" He yells as i sigh. "Where are you going?" I ask as jonghyun checks his text. "The amusement park." He says as I nod.
"It's summer and you are going to the amusement park, it's going to be hot so you might sweat if you wear something warm." I say as
jonghyun takes in the information. " Riight. okay.. key help i can't talk to her without sounding like an idiot.." He says as i stare at him
in disbelief. Is this really the playboy jonghyun?

"No way, I don't believe you.. alright pretend I'm sooyoung and lets try acting it out." I say as jonghyun nods. "Hey jonghyun!" I say in a girly
high pitched voice. "H-hey sooyoung sweetpotatoes go wanna get some?" He says as I laugh uncontrolably. "YAH! SWEETPOTATOES?!
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?" I say as jonghyun blushes into a rosy red. "See what i mean.." He says as i nodded.

"KEY! What if you came with us? it'll be less awkward and you can help me out! I should bring minho too!" He says as Key stops smiling.
"I don't think so jjong.. i really don't think i should-" "Please key? please You've helped me so much please key?" He says with his
puppy eyes.. What else is there to lose? "Fine i'll go but I get to bring taemin." I say as jonghyun jumps up in happiness and does a
hwaiting pose then runs off to our room. Slowly I exit the room and go into my personal reading / closet room and the second i lock the door
I started crying, endless amounts of tears slipping away and never stopping. "Key, you're so pathetic right now...did you really think that
jonghyun would ever like you? No one could like you...you're just an ugly little ..." I mutter as I keep crying into the Dinosaur stuffy that
Jonghyun gave me for last christmas.

I was always insecure about myself even though I never seemed like it. I never really cried in fact this was the first time in two years. In
grade seven I was bullied for being a ugly nerdy gay and the only friend I had was Taemin but everyday I got a letter from Someone
who was my admirer and wrote me things like "You're beautiful and i like you just the way you are" I kept living life a bit more happily
thanks to that person and a few years later I got the aranged marriage with jjong. After a few more months later I found out that Jonghyun
was the one sending me the letters. I met onew aroudn that time and we instantly became best friends too.. I was so suprised that it was
Jonghyun who sent me the letters and we used to hate each other but now I feel hopelessly inlove... Love is such a cruel joke to me.

Anyways Just before i went into highschool i was always bullied , daily and it hurt alot, not just physically but after a certain point I was
hurting myself more then the bullies were. Everynight another cut was added to my collection and i got used to it after. damaging myself
took place of dinner so after a while i was  as skinny as bone but i wanted to be more skinny.. and i kept cutting and cutting until oneday..

Jonghyun saved me from myself. He saw the faded cuts on my wrists and brought me outside to the park and made me promise to stop

and I said no ofcourse but everyday he followed me and around at school and at home and finally i fell for him. and i agreed to stop as long
as he would never leave me , he agreed and now we were together since then... But is everything going to change? I was still crying as I
opened my laptop to check my tumblr, tumblr was something that i couldn't have lived without it helped me with stress and everything.

I ended up calling taeminnie and telling him everything as i heard sniffles through the phone. "Taemin, are you crying?" I ask as i heard the sobs
get louder. "Key umma, I want you and jonghyun to have true happiness." He says as i smile.. that kid is so easy to like..."Yah don't worry! I'm
not gonna get that discouraged for something like this! I'm the almighty key!" I say as Taemin giggles."That's right, don't ever change that!"
Taemin says as i laugh. "Taeminnie could you maybe come with me to the date?" I ask dreading his response as he giggles. "of course!
If you want me to i will!" He says as my smile grows wider. thank you taemin, You are the bestfriend I have ever had... "Thank you minnie
see you tomorrow." I say as he responds with an "okay" and we hang up.

I smiled a sad smile and i started to wonder if jjong would ever honestly love someone like me..

Then i started to wonder if even I could ever love someone like me...

( QUCIK JONGKEY UPDATE!! How was it? I wanted to make this realation ship mature and truthful with more "scenes" and drama but ofcourse the comedy that everyone loves~  Don't worry jongkey will always prevail in the end! and hmm, a double date with jongkey and 2min with a sick minho? how in the world is this going to turn out? I hope that you guys like how iset up jongkey btw,  same marriage is legal in this state okay? o-o

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