"We weren't ment to be...I don't love you and I don't think I'm capable of feeling such emotions.."

"No you are capable you're just scared, you don't want to confront it with me why. Am I not enough for you do you not trust me?"

"Minho it's not like that I'm just not ready for that step in my life nor do I think I will be. You know I'm not used to depending on anyone much less you." 

"so it's just the fact that its me!"

"No Its because its you I don't want to loose you, not you, I couldn't live with myself if you wouldn't be in my life. I love you more than life itself but I'm not going to live through these feelings because I can't offer you the warmth you seek"

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Ring....Ringg...bzzzzz bzzzzz

"Aish...who calls so early in the morning"

"Yoboseyo."

"Minho?"

"Is that really you?" 

"I'm sorry..I just"

"It's okay, I was just dreaming of you"

        ......

"I'm not mad at you. You know I love you and what's in the past is past. I heard from mom that your dad passed away I'm sorry"

"I'm so sorry..." She sobbed 

"Please don't...sigh...Ive missed you. I've missed hearing from you. I miss this, just hearing you"

"I missed you to" 

"Hmm.."

"Minho" 

"Deh"

"Can you, would you mind accompanying me to his funeral?"

"Of course. When is it?"

"In a few a hours I think"

"You do realize that we're ten and thousands of miles away right"

"Hic...I forgot to mentioned that his family demanded that his funeral be held in Korea"

"Your here? When did you arrive?"

"Just a few moments ago we landed, I'm waiting for my cousin to pick me up..sniffle..." 

"Oh no no no wait there ill pick you up I'm heading there now okay. Bye love you" Minho said as he got up and got his things and rushed out to the door 

"Ouch!"

"Yah other people are trying to sleep, mind you"

"I can't argue with you now I'm late." Minho said as he ran out the house and stepped back in the door saying "Sorry that was rude of me, Thank you for inviting us over and letting us stay the night. Bye" Minho said as he got into jonghyung's car and sped towards the airport

"Huh he either doesn't like you or he really is backing off just like you wanted Tae"

"Kai are you really going to start so early. Come on Im sure your cousin is already waiting." Taemin said as he pushed Kai towards the door while he rubbed his eyes

Aish did I really hurt his feelings. Why do I even care whether he shows interest in me or not. Taemin thought to himself as he got inside the car pouting

"You know just because you say that you don't have feelings for him doesn't make it true"

"What are you going on about Kai?" Taemin said as he turned to look at him

"Well for starters we both know that you've been eyeing Minho since way before you met that girl you supposely say your so into"

"Thats a dam lie and you know it Kai"

"Please Tae who are you really trying to kid, because it's not me thats for sure"

"I just met Minho like two months ago"

"Bull Tae. You met Minho at our senior bomb fire at the beach. You remember getting so flustered at the fact that he tried hookig up with you and calling you a hot babe" Kai said as he smirked

"Thats a lie, that never happened. Now I suggest you pay attention to the road or else you'll crash and kill us both" Taemin said as he glared at him through his reflection of the window.

The sooner you accept the fact that you like him the better. So I'll just keep secret the information for later or else you'll do something stupid Kai thought as he smiled and drove toward the airport

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  It's beeeeen soooooo long guys I'm so sorry...

I had originally planned on updating a couple months ago but I seem to have lost the inspiration I had for this fic. Apart from that I've been in a hell of a dump on my personal life :/ but any who i've updated and hopefully I'll keep updating lol :P 

So I hope you guys enjoy this chapter though in all honestly I feel its not that much :P

P.S I know I dont personally thank any of my lovely subscribers but do know that I love you guys and am grateful you guys actually like my story so lots of love for you guys ^^

P.P.S Lots of thanks to Miawitch_1002 if not for you I think I probably would have kept lagging to update so thank you!! ^^

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