"Sunhee?" I heard someone's voice. I couldn't see because my eyes were blurry from my tears.

"What do you want?" I mumbled.

"Are you okay?" another voice asked.

"Why do you care?" I rubbed my eyes.

"If you need to talk you can talk to us," the voice said. 

I looked up to see all of Infinite. Great. They're watching me cry. I just want to be left alone right now. Why are they trying to be nice when earlier they looked at me like an alien. My breathing became difficult. 

"Its not your business nor your problem," I said,"so please leave me alone." 

"We're sorry for earlier," one said.

"I don't care," I said,"I don't care whether if you're sorry and want to apologize. Nor do I have any interest in being your friend."

"They're really sorry, Sunhee," Woohyun said,"I want them to be your friends too. They're really cool. I don't know what was wrong with them earlier. Don't cry. Don't cry anymore. We're sorry."

"I'm not crying for that," I said,"its for something else."

"What is it?" L said,"we can at least listen."

"Why? To see me cry? To see me look pathetic? No thanks," I stated.

"We care," L said,"you seem so fragile that when you cry it hurts."

"Its true," Woohyun said.

"Its just something that I never left go. Its many things that I don't let go," I said,"but it doesn't matter."

"It does matter," L insisted,"you shouldn't keep things to yourself. We're here."

I looked at them. They gave me pained, worried looks. I slowly nodded. I watched them crowd around me and sit down. They looked at me. I sighed. I clutched my chest and tried to calm myself. When I cry I have this thing in my chest that hurts. I slowly burst into tears remembering almost everything that brought me sadness. Kevin never knew some of the things of what I'm about to tell them.

"I am an only child. I had an older sister, but she's in heaven with my baby brother. He died from an asthma attack. My sister died after birth. I've felt so lonely all of my life. I've only had two friends. People picked on me when they had the chance. They hurt me, but not only that. My parents would fight. It was my dad most of the time who started it, but it was also my mom. I hated my dad. I hated him so much that I'd wish he'd die. And guess what? That wish sadly came true. He passed away from cancer. Not only that, but the doctor knew and they never told us! They didn't! He could have been alive right here right now. Everything always seems to go wrong for me! Why is this? Why?" I cried. 

I clutched my chest harder. I let most things out. I didn't want to go any further. I breathed to calm myself. I choked. Woohyun patted my back. He hugged me and I cried in his chest. I didn't want to do this. That's why I wanted to be left alone. I pushed myself away from him.

"I'm sorry," I said.

"No. Its fine," one said,"you need to let things go sometimes."

"I understand that," I said.

"We're sorry for earlier," another one said.

"Its fine. I don't care anymore," I said.

"We're truly sorry," another one said.

"Its fine," I said,"I don't care and it doesn't matter."

"You guys should introduce each other to her,"  Woohyun said then smiled,"you know me."

"You know me too," L said.

"I'm Kim Sunggyu," Sunggyu bowed.

"I'm Jang Dongwoo," Dongwoo smiled and laughed weirdly.

"I'm Lee Howon, but you can call me Hoya," Hoya smiled in a friendly way.

"I'm Lee Sungyeol," Sungyeol smiled and did a wave.

"I'm maknae Lee Sungjong," Sungjong did a peace sign.

"Nice to meet you all," I smiled,"I'm Park Sunhee."

Hey guys! I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while. Last week was finals and I've been studying like crazy. I'm starting to care for my future. I need to get into a good university. I'm going to be a major in music^^ I've started lacrosse. Its loads of fun, and now I have more time. I twisted my ankle yesterday and it hurts like crazy. Enjoy~