Taemin pov

It’s been quite a few years since Shinee made their debut into the Korean entertainment world. I finally feel like I’m slowly finding my place here. Don’t get me wrong I love to sing and dance with my huyngs but that’s not all there is to the entertainment world. I’ve worked hard to get out of my shell and becoming less shy and I’m slowly transforming to the person I want to be, not just the adorable magnae but a friendly, respectable man.

It’s hard working in this industry and you’re constantly put under a lot of pressure. The only way to survive and not be forgotten is to constantly improve, and with lots of time, effort and help from the closest people around me I managed to do just that.

Celebrity life is not as glamorous as you’d expect. I have given up my childhood, sleep and lots of friends. But I don't regret it, at least I didn’t until now.

There are some scarier parts to being a celebrity than the fear of being forgotten. One of them is all the crazy obsessed fans and anti-fans who wishes to hurt you. Yunho hyung almost died a few years ago when one of these so called fans spiked his drink with poison. But his horrible experience seams easy in comparison to mine…