I froze. Don't get me wrong. I love biuals and gays and all of that. Like come on, my brother is dating a guy. Plus, I pair up guys in my school, so yeah. It's just that I couldn't imagine  Himchan with a guy...although..that is pretty hot.

 

"I like them a lot. To be honest, I used to like girls. I dated one once," I said. "Why do you ask?"

 

Himchan took a deep breath.

 

"Because - besides you, I'm dating a guy also."

 

WHAT?! Oh well, to be honest, I don't mind sharing Himchan. Besides, it's a guy. And plus, more guys for my y time.

 

" I don't mind sharing," I say. I give Himchan's hand a squeeze. " So who's the lucky guy?"

 

"I,uh, it's Jongup," Himchan said.

 

Himchan and Jongup? OMG MAH FEEELLSSS MAH DAMN FEELS FOR THESE BOYS THAT'S HOT.

 

" You're okay with me dating him..r-right?" Himchan said again.

 

I giggled.

 

"Of course I'm okay with it. You guys look together."

 

"Thanks Joha. I was just afraid I was gonna lose you," Himchan quietly said.

 

"Now, can I hear the story about how you and Jongup got together?" 

 

"I, uh, sure, I'll tell it," Himchan said.

 

It started when Jongup joined BAP

 

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"Hey, is that the new guy?" bang asked when he saw Jongup walk towards them.

 

Daehyun shrugged.

 

"Probably, looks like him."

 

Jongup introduced himself.

 

"H-hi I'm Jongup the new gang member."

 

"Nice to meet you!" they all said.

 

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"Jongup was really shy you know, like, he never really talked to anyone, then I did," Himchan explained.

 

"I understand. Go on baby," I say.

 

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"Hey, uh, Jongup right?" Himchan said as he approached him.

 

"Yeah, what do you want?" Jongup said.

 

"I don't know. We can discuss feelings!" Himchan said excitedly.

 

"Feelings? I don't have any," Jongup stated.

 

Himchan was confused. Everyone had feelings, didn't they?

 

"What do you mean you have none? Everyone had feelings Jongup!!" Himchan said worriedly.

 

"I told you. I don't have any," Jongup said, starting to get annoyed.

 

"Why?" Himchan questioned, leaning closer to Jongup.

 

"How would you feel losing your mom huh?! The only person who was ever in my life is gone okay?! My dad was never there for me. I was an accident, and damn right he treated me like one! You can't trust anyone, not even your own family," Jongup burst out, tears faintly slipping his eyes.

 

Himchan quickly then pulled Jongup in for a hug.

 

" Wh- what are you doing?" Jongup gasped.

 

Himchan nuzzled his head in Jongup's neck.

 

" I'm giving you a hug. Haven't you had one before?" Himchan teased.

 

"To be honest - no," Jongup said.

 

Himchan hugged Jongup tighter.

 

" To be honest - I like you, a lot."

 

Jongup pulled away from Himchan and stared into his eyes.

 

"My gosh Himchan, I like you too."

 

Himchan smirked and grabbed both of Jongup's hands.

 

" Would you be my boyfriend Moon Jongup?"

 

"Yes. I would like that very much my Kim Himchan."

 

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OMYGOSH... I think I just totally died of all the cuteness from that. Himchan's do cheesy when it comes to love and such.

 

" So you guys have been together for a year?" I ask him.

 

 

"A year and a half," Himchan corrected me.

 

"Oh. Sorry!" I say as I laughed.

 

"We should probably get you home now. It's 8:00 now hon."

 

I smiled.

 

We boarded the subway and got home around 9:45. I sorta fell asleep again, but good thing Himchan woke me up.

 

We stopped at the front of my door after we walked for awhile.

 

"Thanks Joha! I've never been to Seoul before and it was really fun going with you!" Himchan said.

 

"Himchan, can I have a hug?" I asked him.

 

Himchan grinned.

 

"Sure hon, c'mere."

 

I hugged Himchan tightly - not wanting to let him go.

 

"Hon, I gotta go," Himchan whispered.

 

Oops, he's to soft and squishy to let go.

 

"Sorry,"  I say looking down.

 

"Night Joha," Himhan waved and started to walk away.

 

"Night!" I say as I open my door.

 

I walk to the fridge and opened some juice and sat on the couch. Tao was out with Kris right now and he always comes home really late. Like 3:00AM late, sometimes later.

 

I thought about Himchan and Jongup together. They were pretty damn cute.

 

I gasped. So THAT'S why Jongup looked upset when Himchan invited me to come to Lotte World with them! Damn, IM A FRICKEN ER NOW! I just ruined their together time! THAT'S why Jongup is always at the garden. THAT'S why Himchan picks him up! Everything is coming together nicely.

 

You know what I wonder?

 

I wonder if Jongup is biual as well.

 

But I don't think it's right. Jongup hates talking to me.

 

Gay.

 

Yep.

 

Jongup is gay.

 

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I'm still writing chapter 8 xDDD

 

I have like.. 5 sentences...

 

XDD IM TRYING GUYS IM TRYING XD

 

Till next time!

 

I love you!