Pov Hyuk

 

I was happy, in fact I think I have never been so much in my entire life. Because I finally got something I've been trying for years, tell Donghae what I feel for him.

 

What was not easy and even harder was having to face the face of his amazement when I finally declared. I've always been in love with him, but I was always afraid that when told him what I really felt our friendship would not be the same

 

And if he felt rejected me or loathe me? I do not know what I would probably go into depression just think you can not be with him even more is the way I am weak. But instead I'm sitting here in our dressing room smelled wonderful of his hair while he's napping with her head resting on my shoulder, sometimes I want to pinch myself just to make sure it is not a dream.

 

I'll never forget the day that I finally got me declare.

 

We were at a fan meeting and all played and had fun with the incessant cries of fans who sometimes chanted the names of famous couples who according to them we had in our group.

 

Donghae was showing one of his most charming smiles and I will not stand it and hugged meaning behind his wonderful scent filling my chest, the stage was easier I enjoy taking a "cone" of him, after what was considered fanservice for all but me had a little extra meaning.

 

The fans could not stand the scene and began shouting "EunHae" a full lung, Donghae grabbed my arms were over his shoulders leaving us even closer and lightly touching his face in mine, I felt his breath and close my whole self control left me without notice, not restrain myself when I realized there was already leaning against my lips to his.

 

The reaction was immediate Donghae widened his eyes fright by fans and almost put the place under both screaming, I let go of it as fast as I could let out a smile of despair as he was left with a huge question mark on his forehead. We were accustomed to sleeping with hugs and also to Donghae that was normal and I think that's exactly what took me to want to always be by his side as close as possible.

 

At first I thought it was just a physical attraction, but over time each time I could not sleep with him in my arms going to hurt more in my chest, it has become an essential part for me to continue living.

 

We leave the stage and go down the hall felt a strong hand grab my arm and pull toward another corridor, I noticed that it was Donghae but remained silent. I expected him to scream and brigasse me after what I did was worthy of it, but rather than I expected Donghae entered a room that belonged to the wardrobe and it was empty.

 

He looked at me with an expression of doubt as if he still did not understand what had happened over that stage.

 

Hy-Hyuk, what was that? - He was very embarrassed and his face was really scaring me.

 

Hm .. looks Hae-excuse me - stared at my feet trying to hide my face that probably was already red from burning - I think I went a little overboard in the excitement, forgive me. - He looked at me as if he could see through me, made a face that was not swallowing my excuse.

 

- That was not a fancervice not it? - Ready now that my face was to the ground I have no excuses to offer, they were already becoming extinct a while since my self control began to abandon me.

 

- You know what nevermind. - And said he was leaving but I held him by the arm, was now or never.

 

- Wait, there's something I need to confess - his eyes widened a bit and I felt a little courage in me fade but I had a purpose. Do not get out until you tell him the truth. - It was not a fancervice, alias anything I do is.

 

How so? - Now he had come loose from my arm and start sitting in a chair across the room. I stared and those eyes that seemed to swallow me were both trying to scour my soul.

 

- Look Hae maybe you hate me after what I'll say or even feel disgusted with myself. But I think that comes from trying to deceive me, the truth is that I like you. Not only as a friend that I know I can always count I need but also as something more.

 

He tried to absorb what I was saying and realized that it was taking for it to be digested.

 

- The truth is that I like you more than you can imagine and it is not today I've been feeling it, but lately it increasingly difficult to be at your side while you not the way I want . - His look of astonishment passed now for a mixed understanding and doubt.

 

He rose from his chair up closer to me and hugged me for a brief moment I thought my feeling was reciprocated as in a fairy tale and he would say he loved me as much as I loved him.

 

- Look Hyuk I do not know what to say, I like you, but I was very confused by all this. - I wanted to dig a hole in the ground with my own head and bury me there for the rest of my life.

 

- Okay, I guess a part of me expected it. - I held my crying the maximum I could I would not faint, not right now.

 

- Is not that Hyuk, like I said it was all very sudden and I need a little time to understand it all. You're my best friend and disgust or hatred for you is something that I'll ever feel. - He stared at me with those bright eyes and tried to look for the right words. - Can you give me some time to think?

 

- Hae'm not forcing anything, I'm sorry if I threw it all out at once. But you can take the time you need to give me an answer and do not feel compelled to want to respond to something you do not feel like I said you do not want to force anything.

 

- Not forcing it, just give me a time and in return I only have one thing to ask you. - Bet that moment that he would ask me to get away from him.

 

- Of course you need. - Said already feeling the weight on my chest.

 

- Do not give up on me, okay? - He said and gave a cute smile that only he had.

 

- Never gonna give you up. - I still had a tinge of hope in which I could grab.

 

 

 

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