Chapter 11
Ugly
" no Daroong!"
I grabbed the bottle from her but she refused to let go.
The glass pierced into my skin but I wouldn't let go either.
" What are you trying to do unnie!? JUST STOP IT! "
Dara-unnie pushed me away and I stumbled a little but I got back quickly and grabbed the bottle away from her with much force.
I winced as the glass tore at my skin but I managed to get it away from her and threw it against the ground.
The bottle shattered into a million pieces when it hit the ground.
Bom-unnie and Minzy woke up shocked to see our bloodied hands.
" Oh my god Chaerin! What happened!? Minzy-ah grab the first aid kit! Aigoo, what happened between you two!? " Bom-unnie frowned.
" , Daroong, what did you do that for!? Are you crazy!? " I yelled, grabbing Dara-unnie by her shoulders.
" Hey girls, we can talk this o- " Bommie-unnie stepped in to pull us apart but Dara-unnie shoved her hand away.
" No I'm not crazy Chaerin! I just want to understand how you feel! I want to feel what its like to be ugly so you won't be alone! " Dara-unnie yelled, her eyes b with tears.
Bommie-unnie understood our situation and gave up and stood at the side, just in case we broke into a fight.
" Dara-unnie this is pointle- "
" No Chaerin! This is not! You keep putting yourself down! You keep thinking you're ugly! You keep being negative about yourself! "
" HOW COULD I NOT!? WHAT HAPPENED HAS RUINED MY ENTIRE LIFE. MY ENTIRE CAREER. THERE'S NO MORE CL, UNNIE. AND EVEN IF YOU DISFIGURE YOURSELF RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T CHANGE THAT! I'M ED UNNIE. ED. "
Bommie-unnie stared in shock and Minzy came running with the first aid kit.
" LEE CHAERIN. YOU'RE REALLY SELFISH. YOU KNOW THAT? HAVE YOU EVER SPARED A THOUGHT FOR US? FOR ME? HOW DO YOU THINK WE FEEL WHENEVER YOU PUT YOURSELF DOWN? YOU'RE NOT JUST MAKING YOURSELF MISERABLE. YOU'RE MAKING US TOO! ME ESPECIALLY, CHAERIN!!!! DO YOU KNOW THAT!!!!?" Dara-unnie screamed at me, her tears flowing uncontrollably.
Minzy walked towards her and hugged her shoulders, trying to calm her down.
" Dara-unnie, just sto- "
" I ing hate you Chaerin. "
" Dara! Don't say that! Minzy-ah! " Bom-unnie frowned and signalled for Minzy to bring Dara to the room.
Minzy hurriedly ushered Dara-unnie into her room to talk to her while Bom-unnie hugged me like a mother would.
" Chaerin don't listen to Dara, she didn't mean that. She's just saying that out of pique."
I stood there dumbfounded. I couldn't cry, I couldn't feel anything.
I wasn't sure what really bled then.
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