I hold Luhan’s hand tightly as we wait for the time for us to step on the stage

He squeezed my hands and staring me

“Don’t be a shaking Baozi, okay?”

And I hit his hands as he finishes his remark

“I won’t!”

I said while stuck out my tongue

“Prove it”

He said and pinches my cheek

The staff tells us to enter the stage

It’s suddenly hard to breath

But I must survive this

Luhan walks first and then I’m behind him

It’s kind of dark because the light is been turn off, but the spotlight sticker being put on the floor to tell us where to stand

We kneel down on the floor while waits for the opening video finishes

It’s awkward to see my own face there

But the video is so cool; I applauded in my heart to the editing team

I glance at Luhan and he watches the video too

He looks nervous

The stage becomes dark again as the video ended

Intro song starts to be played

The smoke from dry ice starts to fill the stage, and we stands up as the spot light shines at us

And I can hear the cheering sound from the audiences

Luhan sings first while we’re dancing

My hands trembles and my throat feel dry

But I will keep on going

It’s my turn to sing

The heat, the blinding light, the cheering that mixed with the music

Everything molded into one strange sensation that I couldn’t understand

I feel scared, I feel ecstatic

And time goes by that our first performance ended

The cheering becomes louder

Luhan intertwines our hand and we bows deeply

I can feel Luhan’s hand trembles too

I squeezed his and he squeezes back

We finally stand up

And my eyes widened when I realized how many people comes to our debut showcase

So many that so many question pops on my mind

Why did they come?

Will they love us?

And I feel scared

The mc enters the stage and he points that we still holding hands

The audience cheers harder even hysterical

We quickly pull away our hands and Luhan scratches his head in a playful manner

Telling that we’re very nervous

He talks smoothly while giving his bright smile

Even I rarely see that

“How about you Xiumin sshi?”

The Mc asked me

“Oh! We’re very nervous but seeing many people comes to our debut showcase makes me feel so grateful”

I didn’t know I can talk smoothly like that

But it’s truly what I’m feeling

“Yes, even Xiumin almost couldn’t step on the stage today because he’s afraid”

I look at Luhan flabbergasted

“Eh? How come??”

The Mc asked in curiosity

Luhan glance at me playfully and then looks back at the Mc

“Because he feels he’s not handsome enough”

Oh my God Luhan… why did you need to tell them!!!

I tried to keep my smile while scratching my nape nervously

“Ehhh, everyone do you think Xiumin sshi is not handsome??”

The Mc asked the audience while pointing his mic

And I can hear loud and clearly ‘NO’ the audiences

“He’s very handsome, right??”

The MC asked again

And they loudly say ‘Yes’

I can feel my cheek warm and I quickly bow to them

Thank you so much

“You hear it, right? You’re very handsome, Baozi~”

Luhan hugs my shoulder and grins sheepishly

It’s like telling me I should’ve more confident with myself

The hall becomes loud again in hysterical way as they saw how Luhan holds me close

I know a bit about fan services

But I never know that a simple things like that makes the crowd go crazy

“Baozi?”

Mc asked again

“Yes, it’s my special nickname for him, because when we first met he looks so fair and cute with squishy cheek, just like a Baozi”

He explains himself while still holding my shoulder

And all I could do is chuckle at his words

“Okay, well Xiumin sshi are you alright with that?”

The Mc asked me

“Yes, I