Conflicted
Bound & BlindedDamn, I never thought I will meet these guys again this fast
Even collaborating with them
Especially Sehun who is my previous roommate
It’s been a long time and I missed them a lot
Yeah it’s so much fun to dance with them again
And yet again how can I forgot?!
I didn’t realize Minseok already gone to his practice
How could he not tell me?!
And just left me like that
Or…did he already tell me but I didn’t hear it?
Whatever it is I don’t like it with what happened when we treat them dinner
A few of them already talked so casually with him
Especially this Kyungsoo and Jongdae
I sit beside Minseok and tried to understand what they’re talking about
Yet I only understand a little and that’s upsets me
What I understand, Kyungsoo was Minseok’s close friend when they’re still trainee
Sehun called me and talked about the past
I tried my best to reconcile and heard Minseok too
But it’s too hard
I will ask him privately on our dorm
So I let Minseok spend his time with his friends and I spend mine
We finished dinner at 10 and then separate ways with the EXO boys
Our manager already waiting with the van to take us back to the dorm
The 15 minutes trip to our dorm was silently awkward
What’s wrong with him?
Why didn’t he talk?
Uh…should I ask?
But who am I?
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“So Kyungsoo sshi is your close friend?”
I couldn’t help it
I want to know
It’s freaking frustrating to not knowing anything
“Uh kind of, we’re close when we’re trainee then I rarely called him because of our busy schedules”
“Oh…”
“You looks like close with the dancer too, especially Sehun sshi”
Eh?
Is he jealous??
“Yeah, he’s like my little brother, although he looks like a guy who didn’t care with the world, he’s a nice one deep down”
Yeah, even sometimes he’s a whinny brat
But that’s understandable
“Oh”
He nodded
No other words?
“So how’s the practice? You suddenly disappeared”
I protested while sitting on my bed
“Huh? I’ve told you but looks like you’re busy talking with your friends so I just go”
Oh…really?
“You didn’t even realize I’m back…”
He muttered softly
But enough for me to hear it
Now I’m feeling guilty
“Well don’t think about it, I’m gonna take a shower first”
Minseok walked to the bathroom
….what should I do?
I didn’t mean to leave him like that…
He also left me confused by talking happily with his friend
Tsk…that’s why I ‘m worried when other person entered our world like this
I have a bad feeling about it
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Not wanting things happened like yesterday
I stand beside Minseok
Chatting with him about what should we say on the anniversary concert
I keep talking with him eventhough the EXO boys already arrived
“Hey, I need to practice with them”
Minseok patted my back as he pointed to Jongdae, Kyungsoo and Baekhyun
“Okay, comeback here when you finished”
He gave me a furrowed brows for my order but then agreed by giving thumbs up
And then they left
“You look worried as hell”
Yixing snickered
“Things happened, and I don’t want it to repeat again”
I tried to reasoned
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