~2 months~

 

It’s been two month since Yong have been dating Shin Hye and since I knew T.O.P we became very close, he even takes me to every of his concerts. Today I was backstage with them, they were getting ready to go for another song, I wished the boys good luck and they all left, out to the stage. I watched them from backstage and as I was watching my phone rang. It was my mom, I went to a quite place and answered.

 

“Hello?” I answered

 

“Hi Olivia.” She greeted

 

“Hi mom, what’s up?” I asked

 

“Oh just wondering how you were doing and how’s Korea?” She asked

 

“It’s good and I’m doing fine, thanks for worrying.” I told her

 

“Well as long as you have Yong, I think we’re good.” She said

 

I stayed quite, I guess she doesn’t know yet about Yong and his girlfriend.

 

“yea, hey mom I’ll talk to you later ok.” I told her

 

“Ok, bye.” She said

 

I hung up and tried to find my way back to the boys, but their song was about to end, so I decided to just head back to the dressing room. As I looked inside each room, I found one where Yong was in. I      didn’t even know he was here, just before I could call him Shin Hye was approaching him sitting on his lap as she began kissing him and taking her top off. Before I could see more, I ran away from the door. I managed to get into a dressing room, but I have no idea who’s it was. I went to the corner, and curled up like a ball. I didn’t shed a tear, because I never let myself do that. Suddenly the door opens and I didn’t bother looking up.

 

“Olivia what are you doing here?” a familiar voice asked

 

I looked up slowly and T.O.P and Ryuu stood there staring at me. I put a smile on my face and got up, I could feel my legs shaking from the scene I saw and from running too fast.

 

“Hey guys, I was just lost on my way back. So I curled up like a ball hoping someone would find me, and you guys did.” I smiled but everything was a lie.

 

“Oh silly Olivia, you are one funny and interesting girl.” Ryuu comment

 

“Thanks, so I’ll wait for you guys outside?” I asked as I left without hearing an answer from the two.

 

~T.O.P’s POV~

 

Olivia was acting strange, what happened to her? When we left her to go sing she was fine and now the way she acts is so different. Something happened and she’s not telling us. When Ryuu and I were done changing we headed out, on the way out we saw a room that was a bit opened. Ryuu and I looked in and found Yong with Shin hye on top of his lap and she had her top off, while he was kissing her. I looked away as Ryuu pulled me away and headed to the exit. She saw it, Olivia must of seen it that’s why she acted differently. When we got outside, Olivia was sitting on the stairs staring into a blank space, as the wind blew her hair gently.

 

“Olivia.” Ryuu called out

 

she snapped out of it and smiles as soon as she saw us.

 

“Are you guys ready to go?” She asked

 

“Yea, we’re going to meet up with the rest at the restaurant” I told her

 

“Ok.” She said as she smiled

 

While heading for the car, we helped her through the crowded fans, she puts he hood on and ducks her head. When we finally got to the car, and she leaned he head against the window. I stared at her, but she didn’t look at me. I want to know what is her relationship with Yong Hwa. When we got to the restaurant the three of us sat down waiting for the other 3 members. Five minutes later they came, and we started ordering food. For some reason Olivia didn’t want to eat, so she just ordered a small salad, and soup. When dinner was over, the four members and I separated I went with Olivia.

 

“Are you sure its ok for you to leave them?” She asked

 

“Yea, its fine.” I told her

 

“Oh ok.” She said as we both stayed quite

 

“Olivia are you ok?” I asked

 

“yea why?” She asked

 

“Nothing just like the last time, you look like your about to cry.” I pointed out

 

She stared at me and smiles.

 

“I’m fine.” She said as she increased her walking speed

 

“is it because of Yong Hwa, and Shin hye?” I asked her

 

She stopped and turned to look at me.

 

“What are you talking about I told you I’m fine.” She lies again

 

“You know Olivia, its not good to hide your problems it’ll only drive you to insanity.” I told her

 

“I guess your right.” She said as she finally gave up lying

 

“But let’s find a place to talk.” She said as she pulled my hand gently

 

We went to the park and sat on the swings. She sat there quietly as she slowly rocks the swing.

 

“Yong Hwa and I are best friends and we’ve known each other ever since we were little. I started to develop some feelings for him in High school. Of course I couldn’t tell him because he clearly only sees me as s friend. But I thought even if I didn’t tell him he would get the message, knowing the fact he’s the closest one to me and knows everything about me, I was wrong. He eventually found himself a girlfriend and left me hanging.” She said as she sighed

 

“Why didn’t you just tell him?” I asked as I stared her

 

“You see by then he became a celebrity, so I was way out of his reach.” She said

 

“Be honest ok, you saw it didn’t you?” I asked her

 

She stayed quite and looked at me.

 

“Yea I did, the scene really hurt. But there is nothing I could do T.O.P he’s gone and he’s happy.” She said as she stared at me

 

“Well are you happy?” I asked

 

“Yea as long as he’s happy so am I.” she smiled

 

“Well if that’s really how you feel, then I guess I can’t do anything.” I gave up

 

“Thanks for worrying about me.” She smiled as she came up and hugged me

 

I wrapped my arms around her and hugged her back.

 

“It’ll be ok Olivia, there are tons of other guys out th-

 

I stopped my sentence and stayed quite, I felt my shirt wet I finally realized she was silently crying. I placed my hand on her head gently and sighed.

 

“Olivia its ok, just let it out.” I told her

 

after I told her this she started crying louder, she has been holding it for two months. It must have been painful watching the person you love with someone else. I wish I could stop those tears but as of right now, I can’t there is nothing I could but embrace her.

 

 

 

~Hope you guys enjoy it, i enjoy writing the stories and i am sorry for GOLFMIKE fans that i have not updated my previous story, i assure you guys i am trying my best to find where the hell that story went, thanks for your support guys.~