“Olivia, its been a while.” GD points out

 

I nodded as I look at GD, I felt my chest tightens and my throat became tight.

 

“Ms. Girsang its nice to meet you, looks like you know the boys already.” A man said as he came up to me

 

“Yes, hi nice to meet you.” I smiled and bowed

 

“Thank you so much for having us stay at your hotel, my name is Park Choi, and I am the director of their music video.” He said and bows again

 

I bowed back, but the feeling in my chest wouldn’t go away. TOP never left his eye sight off me afraid that I might disappear from him once again.

 

“Well shall we go have dinner now?” I offered

 

“Yes, that would be nice, come on boys.” The man said as they all followed me

 

Each step I could feel the boys’ eyes on me, I was being hit by these stares and It was driving me crazy. When we got to the restaurant I brought them to the round table near the window. We all sat down, and took a look at the menu. I’m just thankful that the director is here, because I know the boys would not speak of TOP and me in front of him, if they do their dead meat. TOP kept his eyes on me, I looked at him as well but then avoided the eyes.

 

“So, Ms. Girsang I heard you used to live in Korea, what happened?” Mr. Park asked

 

“Oh just problems, I couldn’t take the pain so I left.” I told him

 

“Boy trouble?” He asked

 

“Actually its BOYS problem.” I said emphasizing on the letter S

 

“Oh.” He said as he nodded his head

 

Mr. Park went back to look at his menu, not long after that his phone rang. He answered and he sounded a bit frustrated for some reason. When he hung up the phone he rubs his temples.

 

“Is everything ok?” I asked

 

“No one of our crew left an equipment back in Brooklyn, I hope its still there.” He said

 

“Brooklyn? Sorry to burst your bubbles sir, but if its in Brooklyn you won’t find it anymore. Its gone forever.” I told him

 

“I had a feeling you might say that. But I have to see what is missing, I’m sorry for this Ms. Girsang but please have a wonderful dinner with the boys.” He said and runs out

 

Crap he left, now its just me and the boys. I felt my whole body tremble. I did not make eye contact with the boys at all. Suddenly the waiter came and took all of our order. When he walked away, the boys kept on staring at me. So I decided to start the conversation.

 

“So guys, what music video were you guys filming?” I asked

 

“Its for our come back as a band, our new album is called Alive and today in Brooklyn we were filming Bad boy. Its about how the guy mistreats the girl and wants the girl back, but she doesn't want anything to do with him.” GD points out

 

“Wow, I can’t wait to see it.” I smiled

 

“How’ve you been Olivia?” Seungri asked

 

“I’ve been good, just here and there doing work you know.” I said as I took a sip of wine.

 

“That’s good to hear, we were all worried about you. We couldn’t find you anywhere and we thought someone kidnapped you or something.” Daesung said

 

“Sorry, things have been pretty crazy lately.” I told them

 

“But the least you could do is call us, we sent out a search party for you.” Taeyang said

 

“Sorry guys.” I apologized

 

we all went back to silence, and just stared at each other as if we were all new or something. Finally the food came and the boys ate, I tried finishing up mine fast so I could get out of here. I wanted to cry since the beginning I laid my eyes on TOP. I couldn’t take it anymore, I pretended that my phone rang, so I picked it up.

 

“Hello? Hey what’s up? What? Your giving birth? Ok I’ll be there.” I said as I got up and look at the boys

 

“Sorry guys I have to go my friend is giving birth, I have to go sorry.” I said as I bowed, but as I came back up my tears gave up and started coming out. I ran out and as soon as I got to my car, I took my keys. But since I was panicking I was having a bit of trouble finding the keys.

 

“You were always bad at lying Olivia.” A man’s voice startled me

 

I turned around and found TOP standing behind me with his arms folded. I wiped my tears away and backed away.

 

“Get away from me.” I told him

 

“You can’t tell me what to do, it is a free country.” He smiled

 

I walked slowly away from my car, when I found an opening I ran away. I turned to look that he was chasing me, I ran like my life depended on it. I shouldn’t have worn heels today if I knew this would happen. I ran inside central park and when I got there, I ran towards the park. I was desperate. I couldn't take it any more so I took off my heels and ran towards the park, TOP was fast but I was trying my best to not get caught by him. Just before I reached a play house that has a door, I fell and Top trapped me beneath him, He was breathing rapidly trying to catch his breath while staring at me. I was trying to catch my breath too.

 

“Don’t do this please.” He begs

 

“I don’t want to see you.” I told him as I turned my head away

 

“Olivia please, I really miss you we haven’t seen each other in 2 years at least look at me.” He said in a gentle voice

 

I turned to look at him and he smiles, I slowly lifted my hand up and touched his cheeks. I do miss his face, I miss it so much that it I could stare at it all day.

 

“I miss you.” I said to him

 

“I miss you too.” He said as he brushed my hair gently

 

Slowly his face came closer to mine and when finally his lips was on mine, I wrapped my arms around his neck giving the ability to pull him closer. I snapped back to reality and pushed him away, I backed away and wiped my lips.

 

“I’m sorry I just can’t look at you right now.” I cried

 

“I’m sorry I really miss you.” He said as he gets closer

 

“NO! please stay away from me.” I screamed

 

“Do you not want to be with me anymore?” He asked

 

“I just, I can’t see you right now TOP I’m sorry, just please leave me alone.” I begged

 

I got up grabbed my bag and my shoes, I ran away from him leaving him on the ground. I ran to my car and opened the door. I sat there with tears flowing out as, I started the car, and drove home. TOP you have no idea how long I’ve waited to be kissed and hug you again. But I just can’t I’m afraid to go down that path again. 

 

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