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Jae puts his phone back in his back pocket with a smile on his face.  He is currently in Japan,

“appa!” jae turned and smile genuinely. The boy ran passed him, to his father. Jae instantly

lift his camera ang took a photo of the father and son hugging in the shore. Jae turn to see the

scenery again, the view is really breath taking. The sky is turning into orange due to sunset.

He sighed. “wish you were here ahn nah” he said to himself. Its been 4 months since she

passed away. In a young age of 28 he is already a widower. He chuckle to himself. Some guys

with the same age as him are just starting to go to marriage dates, or as for his pal yoochun

settling down. He married young, he should be happy but losing her with just a short span of

time is no joke.

~Flashback~

“yeobo, kwenchana?” jae asked ahn nah, after the wedding jae decided to take a break from

the station. Knowing that minho and minhyuk will take good care of it he is at ease that the

company is in good hands. “hmm” ahn nah nod eyes closed. They are residing on the private

resort as per haelmoni’s. she wanted jae to use the private resort, she knew ahn nah should

have a relaxing place to stay due to her health condition. Jae hesistated at first, haelmoni

insisted with shinhye’s help. “apayo?” jae said pulling ahn nah to his chest. “I just felt dizzy”

ahn nah said. “happy anniversary” jae whispered kissing ahn nah on her forehead. “happy

anniversary too.” Ahn nah uttered. Jae mentally sighed. He hates seing ahnnah like this, he

knows she is suffering everyday though she really doesn’t say it much. “we’ve reach a year”

jae said resting his cheek on her hair. “deh, a year and you’re still stuck with me” she joked

but jaejoong doesn’t find it funny even just a bit.

“ahnnah, I love being with you. I wanted to take care of you. I want you to be okay” “we know

that I will never gonna be okay jae, can you just please accept it?” jae didn’t answer. His

brows are arched and he is staring straight at nothing, ahnnah looked up and saw his serious

face. She pulled away and traced his eye brows. “hey, stop that, you’ll get ugly, I don’t want to

see my husband getting ugly” ahnnah said. He sighed. “of all people, why did it had to be

you?” “we are going to this conversation again jae?” ahnnah calmly asked. Whenever he saw

ahnnah in pain that question always pops out. “I still don’t get it” “I LOVED JAE, that’s the

answer. I don’t regret falling in love with him and getting this. It is my fate. We should accept

it. I did” “I can’t” he firmly replied. ahn nah sighed and moved to the edge of the bed. Jae

instinctively followed her. “don’t make it too hard for me jae, please” ahnnah sob. “hey I’m

sorry, stop crying” jae pulled ahnnah into a hug.

 “do you think I’m not suffering over this, I’m in pain jae, physically, mentally and

emotionally. That’s why I never wanted to fall in love again, I’ve accepted that I’ll die young,

though