Shinhye POV

“oppa.. I..” “don’t. it will not make a difference. I realize I didn’t like you that way anyway.

Being far from you made me realize that It’s just a habit having you around. I just like you as

a friend. My dongsaeng. Nothing more nothing less.” Jae oppa said. A dongsaeng? It hurts.

Why did he told me he love me then take it back. “why?” I uttered. I didn’t know why but I felt

that it’s what I should ask. “why did you tell me you love me then take it back just like that?” I

whispered not wanting for him to hear. I can’t look at him right now. If I stare at him I might

breakdown and I don’t want that, you are not pathetic shinhye. “I don’t know, when I heard

your..””stop.  got it” it was out of pity. He just felt responsible for my crappy love story.

“shinhye ah” “komawoyo oppa!” I finally got the courage to look at him. I smiled widely. “you

helped me. Believe me you do. Can you do me a favor. Don’t tell chunnie oppa that you gave

up, instead tell him, I don’t think I can be in one. Not ever” just like that I turned. Tears fell

from my eyes. “anyong oppa, I will try to shut my feeling off. I have too”

Shinhye laid lifelessly in her bed. Tears are streaming on her face but she didn’t mind that her

pillow is damped. She wants to pour all the hurt she is feeling. Suddenly her phone rang.

“yoboseyo?” she tried to sound normal. “hey you’re crying. What happen?” “yonghwa… can

you come back here and let’s go somewhere else” ‘arasso, arasso, I’ll be there in 5 tell me

everything later. Stop now. You can cry on my shoulder as much as you want later.” Yonghwa

said. Shinhye hang up and tried to console herself.  “shinhye ah stop it. you must be strong

infront of him. This is not you.” Shinhye told herself. In less than 5 minutes yonghwa texted

him. She went out of her room wearing a mask, and a hoodie covering her swollen eyes.

“where are you going?” she stopped hearing jae’s voice. “uhm, out. I forgot to buy something.

Don’t wait for me. “ “I’ll drive you then. Its already late” “no, its okay I’ll be with yonghwa”

shinhye said and walk out.

“come in” yoochun said when he heard someone knock on the door. He was shock when he

saw jimin entered. “jimin ssi” jimin just bowed to him and handed him an envelope. “what is

this?” yoochun asked her a bit irritat