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eonnie, I’m happy for the two of you” shinhye said to ahn nah while they are watching

jaejoong grooming his horse. Ahn nah look at her, “you know he loves you right?” ahn nah

said making shinhye feel awkward. “I don’t think so, I think he unknowingly starting falling

for you eonnie” shinhye said looking at jaejoong. It all came to her as clear as a purified

water. Her feelings for jaejoong is not the same as she is feeling for yonghwa right now. Sure

she loves jaejoong but that’s because he is like a brother to her. a shoulder to cry on. Her

Hero, her protector. Ahn nah let out a soft laughter. “that’s impossible. I can see how he looks

at you. You might not feel the same for him right now but you will soon, you will again”

shinhye shook her head. “I don’t think I can love him like that eonnie” “because of yonghwa?”

ahn nah asked. Shinhye smiled faintly. “why didn’t you talk to him? You know when we are

hurt, we only believe on what our eyes can see, and not the meaning behind on what we saw”

shinhye looked at her. “eonnie, I saw them, plus he kept the things they shared together,

compared to the time they had together, ours are just a spec of dust” shinhye said. Tears are

starting to fill her eyes again. Ahn nah reached her hand. “you are still confuse, let time heal

you dear. By then you will know the truth.” Ahn nah said. “I’ll be going to my room now shin,

tell jae, he might panic again, tell him I’m just sleepy” “arasso eonnie” shinhye said. “eonnie,”

shinhye called again. Ahn nah turned. “if you’re in my position, would you give way to them

knowing that will make him happy?” ahn nah smiled. “you gave me a tough one dongsaeng,

but.. I would pick what would make me happy” with that ahn nah went inside leaving the

confused shinhye.

“hey” jae peek on ahn nah’s door. She just woke up from her nap. “hey” she replied getting up

resting her back on the headboard. He walk towards the bed and seat on its edge. “you okay?”

he asked. She chuckled lowly. “of course, stop worrying yourself. you should go to shin, she is

hurting now. She needs her bestfriend.” Ahn anh said closing her eyes, “you’re dizzy?” jae

alertly held on her shoulders. “jae, I’m fine, you’ve done your part, you don’t need to act like a

husband too. I’m okay, go to shinhye, I know what she is feeling right now. Believe me,

eventhough she is saying she’s okay, she is definitely not.” Ahn nah said. Jae looked her, “go”

she notice his stare and became awkward so she pushed him. “arasso, my wife is pushing me

to another woman, for the record I’m not cheating okay?” he said. Laughing. She join him. “I

gave you permission to cheat, if its shinhye, now go” ahn nah said again. Jae smiled and

closed the door behind him. After jae went out ahn nah crouch down in pain, “please, please,

not now” she whispered.

Shinhye POV

I decided to walk around, how I miss being here, the fresh air, the simplicity and the peace of

mind which I need right now is all right here. Something caught my attention, I walk towards

it and squat on examine it. I smiled. It was the trunk that’s been struck by lightning when I

was 7. I stood up but I didn’t want to move away. “if only I could turn back time, I wanted to

be 7 again, where all that scare me are lightning, thunder and frogs” “there you are” I looked

at who talk. “jae oppa” I said. “so you discover where this was” he kick the lifeless trunk. I

nod. “I ordered them not to move this. I want it to stay where it landed before” he said. I

didn’t speak. Urging him to talk more “I remember, you were so scared, believe me I was more

scared than you. I thought this trunk squish you. From then on I promise I will protect you,

well I tried” he said. I looked at him, he is playing with his wedding ring. “Oppa, komawo” I

uttered he looked at me puzzled. “you’ve done your part so well, being