Chap. 71
LOVE SICK
“
eonnie, I’m happy for the two of you” shinhye said to ahn nah while they are watching
jaejoong grooming his horse. Ahn nah look at her, “you know he loves you right?” ahn nah
said making shinhye feel awkward. “I don’t think so, I think he unknowingly starting falling
for you eonnie” shinhye said looking at jaejoong. It all came to her as clear as a purified
water. Her feelings for jaejoong is not the same as she is feeling for yonghwa right now. Sure
she loves jaejoong but that’s because he is like a brother to her. a shoulder to cry on. Her
Hero, her protector. Ahn nah let out a soft laughter. “that’s impossible. I can see how he looks
at you. You might not feel the same for him right now but you will soon, you will again”
shinhye shook her head. “I don’t think I can love him like that eonnie” “because of yonghwa?”
ahn nah asked. Shinhye smiled faintly. “why didn’t you talk to him? You know when we are
hurt, we only believe on what our eyes can see, and not the meaning behind on what we saw”
shinhye looked at her. “eonnie, I saw them, plus he kept the things they shared together,
compared to the time they had together, ours are just a spec of dust” shinhye said. Tears are
starting to fill her eyes again. Ahn nah reached her hand. “you are still confuse, let time heal
you dear. By then you will know the truth.” Ahn nah said. “I’ll be going to my room now shin,
tell jae, he might panic again, tell him I’m just sleepy” “arasso eonnie” shinhye said. “eonnie,”
shinhye called again. Ahn nah turned. “if you’re in my position, would you give way to them
knowing that will make him happy?” ahn nah smiled. “you gave me a tough one dongsaeng,
but.. I would pick what would make me happy” with that ahn nah went inside leaving the
confused shinhye.
“hey” jae peek on ahn nah’s door. She just woke up from her nap. “hey” she replied getting up
resting her back on the headboard. He walk towards the bed and seat on its edge. “you okay?”
he asked. She chuckled lowly. “of course, stop worrying yourself. you should go to shin, she is
hurting now. She needs her bestfriend.” Ahn anh said closing her eyes, “you’re dizzy?” jae
alertly held on her shoulders. “jae, I’m fine, you’ve done your part, you don’t need to act like a
husband too. I’m okay, go to shinhye, I know what she is feeling right now. Believe me,
eventhough she is saying she’s okay, she is definitely not.” Ahn nah said. Jae looked her, “go”
she notice his stare and became awkward so she pushed him. “arasso, my wife is pushing me
to another woman, for the record I’m not cheating okay?” he said. Laughing. She join him. “I
gave you permission to cheat, if its shinhye, now go” ahn nah said again. Jae smiled and
closed the door behind him. After jae went out ahn nah crouch down in pain, “please, please,
not now” she whispered.
Shinhye POV
I decided to walk around, how I miss being here, the fresh air, the simplicity and the peace of
mind which I need right now is all right here. Something caught my attention, I walk towards
it and squat on examine it. I smiled. It was the trunk that’s been struck by lightning when I
was 7. I stood up but I didn’t want to move away. “if only I could turn back time, I wanted to
be 7 again, where all that scare me are lightning, thunder and frogs” “there you are” I looked
at who talk. “jae oppa” I said. “so you discover where this was” he kick the lifeless trunk. I
nod. “I ordered them not to move this. I want it to stay where it landed before” he said. I
didn’t speak. Urging him to talk more “I remember, you were so scared, believe me I was more
scared than you. I thought this trunk squish you. From then on I promise I will protect you,
well I tried” he said. I looked at him, he is playing with his wedding ring. “Oppa, komawo” I
uttered he looked at me puzzled. “you’ve done your part so well, being
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