14. August

My Tao,

While I sit here, in my dark room at night, thinking about life's wonders, I realize something.

“Life is often too short”,

“the world is much to small”

and

“life doesn't play fair”.

Such words have been spilled from people's mouths since the beginning of time, and all your life you will experience that people enjoy reminding you about it. Those sayings will be imprinted on your brain, and when the time comes that you realize that they were true,

It will be too late.

But no matter what, just like me, you will not hate those words.

You will believe them, just like I do now.

Before I met you, those words were meaningless and empty, there was no reason for me to take notice of the beings who said such things only because it would bring them attention and recognition.

Deep words are as deep as the ones saying them.

But now, seeing as everything will fall apart, I want to cherish every single second which I have left, by your side. I do not wish to leave you, but neither do I wish to know you would be hurt; suffering.

That is the funny part. Life is unfair, is it not?

If there existed Higher powers; Gods, I would pray to them every day, and yet I would forsake them for leaving such a destiny to our love.

15. August

I am crazy, I hate myself for thinking that perhaps, everything would have been easier if I never met you. If you never had fallen for such a broken beast like me.

A beast because I should tell you the truth, you have the right to know about everything, but I'm afraid to do so.

Would you leave me if I told you everything?

Kris

9. August

I'm selfish.

21. August

Tao, you shine like a star.

Never forget, you are one of those few out there who makes it worth it.

I just love you so much.

But you should hate me, for I am a beast.

I only think about myself,

Kris