Chapter 3
Love, Kris
30. July
My Tao,
It has been a while since I last saw you.
I am deeply sorry about my sudden departure, I wish I could tell you why I had to leave, but I can't.
It pains me to keep things from you, to hide certain things about myself and my life, so as much as I want to tell you everything there is to know about my very own existence, my father (and a whole team of doctors and psychiatrists) forbid me to do so.
But there is nothing to worry about.
Please don't worry.
Kris
31. July
Tao,
I beg you, don't ask about my family.
Have you never heard? It was curiousity which killed the cat. And it pains me to have to hide things from you.
Either way, such matters are better left alone. As much as I want you to know about everything, I won't tell you a thing.
But do know that I love you.
Sometimes it's better hiding the truth than knowing it.
13. July
Tao, whom I love so much,
Please don't ever leave my side. I will never leave yours.
Never letting you go,
Kris
22. July
If we only could last forever.
Then I wouldn't ask for nothing more. I only need you, Tao. Only you.
4. August
This love, is it truly the only thing we have in common? Isn't there anything else we share?
My dearest Zitao; Please tell me there is more to us than only mere affection. Because I can't live in a world where we only have that.
As much as two beings love each other, they need to have more than love.
What about common interests?
Likes and dislikes?
Personality and temper?
If we can't cooperate, then we can't function as a team.
Please don't take me wrong, though,
It pains me so much to confess this, I still want us to be together. Forever and always. You and I.
I love you with all my heart,
Kris
5. August
You really are an amazing person.
You wouldn't believe how much I enjoy spending time with you.
Never be afraid of spending nights by my side.
If you cry, I will comfort you, and tell you that everything is going to be fine.
Even if it won't.
I will give you hope, because I love you that much.
Flattered to have you by my side,
Kris
Author's note: Very late update, I know. Since Asianfanfics' system crashed, this chapter (which I had submitted once before) got lost, and so it took some time before being able to get it up back again. I'll try to update with the next chapter soon. (:
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