After meeting with you, Hongki go towards the hospital to meet the doctor that treat him. In his way towards the hospital, the tears can’t stop flowing towards his cheek.

*at the hospital*

“how are you? Did you eat the medicine that i give you?” the doctor ask about Hongki condition. “i’m fine. Btu this week, i always feel dizzy and there was a day i feel like i want to faint. Doctor, can’t you do anything to heal me?” “i’m so sorry Hongki. I can’t do anything. It’s all fate. By the way, just call me Gyuri. I’ve be your doctor start from the day you come to this hospital. So don’t call me doctor. Just call my name, Gyuri. You look just like my dongsaeng. But, he will not be beside me anymore. He’s dead. “ said Gyuri, sadly.

“i’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to remembering you about your dongsaeng. And sorry if i ask, but why did your dongsaeng dead?” “he is sick. Like you. That’s why i’m sad when you also have brain cancer. I don’t want you to die like my brother. But, i can’t do anything because it’s all fate that decided by God. I feel very useless because i can’t cure my brother and you.” Gyuri crying. “it’s okay, noona. It’s not your fault. I already accept my fate. Don’t cry. i promise that i’ll enjoy ths life until the day came. But you must enjoying it with me. From now, i’ll be your dongsaeng. Arasso?? “ “thanks Hongki. Eventhough your life is lasting for a short time, i’ll always be with you, enjoying your life. “

You still find the answer why Hongki break up with you after 4 month. One day, while you’re sitting at the cafe, enjoying your meal, you see someone that look like Hongki, walking together with a girl, happily. You just thought that it someone that look like Hongki. But when the couple pass through your table, it really Hongki. You can’t stop your tears from falling. Then you go towards Hongki and slapped him. You really can’t be more patient.

“how dare you did this to me. I waiting for you. I thought you love me. I thought you will come back to me. I always waiting for you. Everyday i try to forget you, but i can’t ! but you? You easily forget me and go date with other girl. arghh.. why i’m so fool?? All guys are the same. I should not meet with you along time ago. I should not fall in love with you. I should not waiting and hoping that... you will come back to me. I ...” you can’t stop your tears from running down. After you finish your words, you heard Hongki said, “ you didn’t know the truth. I’m sorry. But, i’ll always love you and you always be my first and last love.” “huh ! all the guy is the same right. Easy to say love to other girl when he date another girl. i’m really fool because fall in love with you ! i hate you !” you just go without turning back.