(A/N: HELLOW MY DEAR FRIENDS! TO MY DEDICATION TO THIS STORY, I MADE IT AT SCHOOL ON MY BREAK TIMES AND THE SUBJECTS THAT DON'T HELP ME^^ LOL. ENJOY!)

Hyerin's POV

It's been days since we last talked. He always leave early for school, he doesn't cook and I bet he doesn't eat as well. I haven't seen him. Why is he so upset? His room is always lock. The last time I saw him, he stared at me coldly then left for the door. If I find him, what will I say to him? Everything is messed up. I think it's better to leave.

I pack all my things and left. I slip a note on his door. It says:

"Dear Lay,

I notice we're no longer in good terms. I'm leaving to make you feel better. It's been fun being with you. I will never forget all the things you've done to me. I hope you will not too. I hope you feel much better now that I'm gone.

-Hyerin"

I guess that note will make him feel better.

I bought a news paper and started searching for a place to live in again. It seems like yesterday. Everything went too fast. I even wavered from Jongin. I think this is for the best. To stay away from him. If this keeps up, I don't know if my heart can't control it anymore.

Luckily, Chorong let me stay in her house. She told me I can stay here as long as I like. Why didn't I do this in the first place? Sometimes I can't understand myself. I always felt like I burden my friends. The room is quite big for a single person. She lives alone. Her parents from Seoul bought this house for her. I wish I had parents...

After a little chat with her, I went to my room and drift off to sleep.

Lay's POV

As soon as I got home, I went straight to my room. The pink envelope caught my attention and I read it. She left?! I checked her room and everything in her possession is gone? Where is she now? This is my fault. Aish... I didn't want her to go. I love her  company. Life has been very blunt when mum left us for another man. I felt like nothing anymore. Hyerin made me feel valuable. That I have a life. But that won't be complete without her. I don't know what spell she used on me but it felt like I knew her very much for just staying with her this past few days. It's barely a week and every time I see her, my heart won't stop throbbing rapidly, excitement rubs through my body and just by seeing her. It's enough for me. I have to find her.

Hyerin's POV

"Yoojin-ah! Don't go!" My mother shouted at the man who was dying.

The man held my mother's hand. "I love you, take care of the children" He caressed her cheeks and then his hands slip away from my mother's cheek slowly, he's dead. Why am I seeing this? What children? It feels like a total nightmare. The next thing I knew, they were melting away that's when I woke up. I was drenched in sweat and it seems like tears were falling down my eyes. I don't understand. Who is that man? I might've met him before. You just don't dream of strangers. When you dream of a person, you might've met them, seen them or heard about them. When did I meet him? Who is he? My whole day today was blocked with thoughts about the man. He's not my father. My father's name is Geunsook. What's the man's name again? Yoo... I can't remember. Who is he? Did my mother had an affair with another man? No! My mother wouldn't do that! What am I thinking? Stop putting dirty thoughts to your brainI have to find my mother. I have to know who he is. I need to know everything. But the big question is. Where do I start?

If people can't find her in Seoul, I might find her here. There's a big chance that the people who took her might've hid here in a province. I started to roam around the streets asking people if they might've seen the lady in the picture I kept showing. Its the only picture that I have with mum.

After three hours, nothing. All I got was a "no", "sorry" and shook heads. She must be here somewhere... I can feel she's still alive. That they're only keeping her. But for what reason? My phone rang, Jongin.

"Hello?" I said.

"How are you? What are you doing?" He asked.

"I don't know how to answer the first one" I sighed. "Searching for mum" I said.

"I thought you moved on?" He asked.

"I can't move on until I find her! I'll never move on until I see her body, dead or alive!"" I said in a harsh manner.

"Do you want me to go there? Hyerin-ah, I'm worried about you" He said in a calm voice.

"I can handle this alone" I dropped the call. I can't give up. I'll never give up.

Rain. Why does it always rain when there's conflict? The rain dropped one by one on my cheek until I'm fully drenched. Why does it have to rain so hard? I sat in the park bench and started kicking the pebbles in the ground. I feel so lost.

"Why didn't you bring any umbrella?" Lay appeared out of nowhere and offered me his umbrella.

I stood up and covered my face in his dry shirt. I started crying. I don't know myself anymore. I don't care whoever he is. He put his left arm around me while his left held the umbrella.

"What's the problem?" He asked in a soothing voice.

"Sorry, sorry for making your shirt wet" I kept crying. I don't know what to say.

"What is it?" He started caressing my hair.

I didn't answer anymore. I can't breathe. My whole body is numb with all the pain.

After the park, I didn't know where I was now. I notice the same couch in Junmi's apartment. Oh, I'm back here. The sofa is drenched with the wet clothes I'm wearing. I need to get changed. I tried to go upstairs but I failed on my fourth step. Luckily, Lay was just in time to save me.

"What were you thinking?!" He shouted.

"I need to get changed" I said coldly. I feel nothing. I'm so numb. My feelings became numb.

"Fine, I'll take you upstairs" He sighed and carried me. He left me in my room. I can feel he's presence behind the door. I guess he's still on guard of me. My lips formed a curve despite the emptiness I'm feeling.

After I change I went outside.

"You okay?" He asked.

I shook my head. "I thought you were angry at me?"

"No I wasn't" He smiled.

"I better get going"  But before I could get out of his sight, he grabbed me by my hand and wrap me around his arms. I can feel his heartbeat, his hot breathe, his skin touching mine. I couldn't move. I was stunned by the sudden contact.

"I'm sorry, I love you" He pulled away.

"Lay"  I said.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know. I thought I could have you for myself. Turns out, you have someone" He said as he looked away.

"Lay, my feelings for Jongin wavered because of you. I know it's wrong to love you but I just want to say..."

I didn't get to continue my sentence as he shut my mouth with a kiss. Adrenaline surges through my whole body and the sensation was sweet. It was a like drug. I wanted more. I know it's wrong. But once your heart love someone, it’s hard to stop it. Love has no boundaries.

"You love me" He smiled.

I nodded. "I can't do this Lay. I know it's wrong to love two people. But I still pick Jongin" I sighed. His face darkened with pain.

"Oh" That was the only word that came out of his mouth.

"I'm sorry Lay, I'm very sorry" I walked out of the house. I'm so ashame. Everything is messed up. I don't know what to do.

I silently came back to Chorong's house, sat in the corner of my room, filled with pain and sorrow. I dialled Jongin's number. I just wanna listen to his voice again. I miss him, Mr. ert. Why did my heart waver? Why did Lay appeared? Why did I have to love him?

"Hello?" Jongin said.

Silence. I kept quiet. I don't know what to say. If I say something, would it be "Hey, guess what? I love someone else too" or "My heart wavered but I chose you"?

The crying won't stop.

"You alright?" He asked.

I continued crying. Cherishing his voice.

"I'm coming" After that, he dropped the call.

I'm messed up. How would I explain everything? I don't want to keep it myself! He should know. He has the right to know. We knew this rule from the start of our commitment to each other. "No hiding secrets from one another".

(A/N: UH-OH! HOW WILL SHE EXPLAIN EVERYTHING TO KAI?! POOR LAY T^T HYERIN TURNED HIM DOWN T^T I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS SAD UPDATE! I ALMOST FORGOT! WHO IS "YOOJIN"?! WHAT IS HE TO HYERIN'S MUM? OMOYA! THE PAST IS ABOUT TO BE REVEALED!)

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