Actually we were meeting quite often since that concert. We tried to hide it, because we didn't know how would people around us, and more important, how would fans react to our friendship. However, we loved each other company, my shyness dissapeared like it was never there and we were dorky, having fun like with old friends. I was comfortable around him and he seemed to feel the same. 

 

I remember, when it was his birthday, and we couldn't see each other because of my schedule. I was sending him cute messeges all day, just to show him I really want to be with him. But, unfortunately, I came back home past midnight and I was exhusted, so our meeting that day was impossible. I regreted it so much, that I asked manager unni for a day off, and I kinda followed him all day. I was leaving some sweet suprises or little letters for him to find it. Oh you're curious how I made it? I know one of their stylist, she's my sister's best friend so she helped me right away. I can't forget his face when he found out

 

*FLASHBACK*

 

It was about eleven pm. I was sitting on the bench in the nearby park, waiting for Jinhee to text me that Mir's coming. I had a hudge bad with me, filled with chicken stir fry, his favourite food. I was so happy to finally meet him, that I couldn't stop smiling. 

 

When I got the message I felt nevrous. I stood up and hide behind the tree. I saw him heading torwards me with cofused eyes. Jinhee must have told him just to come here, without any explenations. He was looking around, not sure waht he was looking for, and suddenly I popped out from behinf that tree

 

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEOLYONG-SSI!"

 

"OMO Eunchanah!" he smiled widely and ran to me

 

"'I've got something for you!" I showed him a bag

 

Mir looked inside and his face brighten. He hugged me tightly saying 'thank you, thank you' all the time. I just hugged him back, really happy he liked it. We sat on a bench and started to eat

 

"So...." he started

 

"Yes?"

 

"It was you who was leaving me those sweets, right?"

 

I giggled "Yes"

 

"Oh, good... For a moment I though that stylist noona has something to me..."

 

We brust in laughter and ate everything I brought. I rested my head on his shoulder and just enjoyed the moment. He wrapped his arm around my waist and said

 

"Thank you Eunchanah. I didn't expect such things"

 

"Oh, you're welcome" I replied with a smile "But I need to go in a minute"

 

"I hate it" he hissed

 

"Yeah, me too..." I sighed and stood up

 

***

 

The thing which was annoying me was time. How I wish I could have neverending meeting with him... But the schedule was always too tight, mine or his. No matter how hard I tried to end everything quickly, something always came up. Days off like this didin't come often.

 

Mir was very special for me. I had my unnis, they were my best friends, but Mir was different. He is a guy, he's got different points of view for many things. I never had a boyfriend, nor older brother, and in general I wasn't used to spend my time with males, so I really appreciated his company.

 

I still didn't tell my members anything. I wasn't sure if I should inform them about it. They always considered me as a child since I was a maknae. They would ask over and over again about my secret meetings, but something just kept holding me away from telling them. I don't know, maybe I was scared that they would make fun of me or something. 

 

I woke up some rainy Monday morning, to find myself alone in the dorm.

 

"Unni?" I called out.

 

I headed to the kitchen, really curious about their absence. I was hoping to find some note maybe, telling why they were gone, but I miscalculate. I checked bathroom, living room, I even went down to the basement, but they weren't there. The only things I found, were their mobiles on their beds.

 

I looked at my phone, but there was no messeges, no missed calls. I started to worry. What could happen? Did they forgot about me? Are they having a schedule without me? Maybe something is wrong? 

 

I decidd to call manager unni, but she was rejecting all of my calls. What the ? Are they mad at me? And if yes, why? Millions of thoughts were running through my head.

 

Suddenly, my phone rang. I ran to it, like there was no tomorrow, hoping to finally find out what was happening. I checked who was calling, but it turned out, that it was only Mir.

 

"Yeoboseyo?"

 

"Eunchanah? Annyong! What are you doing?" he said happily

 

"Im home alone and I am figuring out what happened to my members" I answered, a little disappointed. I really wanted to get more info...

 

"What?" he asked confused